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Two Lows, Two Highs by miiaaaaishere (mismia)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
26 Mar 2026
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Your eyes open slowly, uncoordinated, closing a few times before finally focusing on blue and pink. Dark brown eyelashes. One… Two beauty marks. Pinkish lips that merge into unscarred, light skin. Blue and pink again.
"Rafayel…"
White teeth appear, mostly hidden behind lips that form half a smile. All pointy past the canines and slightly sharper today, of all days. "Yes," he whispers, letting the hand that had been brushing through your hair descend to warm your jaw. "That's me."
OR: Ebb Day aftercare and round two
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Turn Your Mind Into My Home by heartsweets
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
11 Mar 2026
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You know, at least a little, of how scary Rafayel can be. And there is a part of you that wants to feel it too. The loss of control, the complete surrender. To feel the caress of his voice against your ear, against your will, and know there can be no resistance. The thought has made you shake apart during nights you slept in your own bed, fingers of one hand buried deep while the other presses against your chest, neck, mouth in a facsimile of his touch.
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You know Rafayel can hypnotize people, and you ask him to do it to you.
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12 Mar 2026
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heheheh lemurian raf doing freaky things yes please
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Zayne's gaze is soft but cold. Snow rather than ice. “Don’t run away again. Next time you’re menstruating, stay with me.”
“I bleed through everything,” I warn him. “Maternity clothes. Adult diapers. My sweat stinks. Even in summer, I need hot water bottles. And all I can eat is chicken soup.”
“Noted.” He nods. “I’ll stock up on all those things.”
“You really don’t mind?”
“You don’t need to be embarrassed. I’m here for you,” he hushes. “We’ll get through this together.”
Moments between MC/Zayne based on my own experiences with endometriosis. Full of pain and fluff.
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- Part 1 of Bloody Messes
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The ocean gives up one of its oldest secrets—and the Lemuria Institute calls it a specimen.
Mira Calder calls him Rafayel.
He is proud, furious, breathtaking, and far too intelligent for the tank they’ve placed him in. Their first encounters are all teeth and defiance, but somewhere between the experiments, the shattered glass, and the fragile attempts at communication, Mira finds the beginnings of a bond she never expected.
And Rafayel, king of the abyss, finds a reason to look at a surface-dweller without hatred.
A slow descent into discovery, danger, and a connection that might drown them both.
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Exhausted and half-delirious, you accidentally say “love you” as a parting greeting to your aloof coworker slash upstairs neighbour. Thank God he understood it was just a reflex and didn’t think anything of it! Crisis averted!
Except now he’s insisting on saying it every time he says goodbye to you, and each time your heart does a weird little flip. Oh.
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a kindness you can't afford by venerette
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
06 Dec 2025
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Newly aware of his heart’s existence, Zayne endures its sinking. You’ll recognise him as you once did, remind him of what he is not. A rejection he'll spend a year pruning and shaping until it appears a mere misunderstanding.
“Zayne?”
“Yes.” He’s practiced for this and will not be a coward.
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Dawnbreaker wakes up in Zayne's body, and ... consciousness does not equal conscientiousness. (He might, maybe, not be in the best headspace for interacting with his literal dream woman.)
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Zayne is precise in everything he does, completely controlled—except for this.
"Every day-" he breathes against my lips, "-I wait for this. I wait until I can melt into you."
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07 Nov 2025
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“So does it work?”
“What?” She squeaked.
Rafayel drew her closer, turning her hand to lean his cheek against her knuckles. “Does a cock break a fever?” He asked in a sick pantomime of innocence. “As we’ve discussed, my knowledge of the human body is limited. I have much to learn.”
The Castellan of Romirro overhears the maids discussing a bawdy home remedy, and the Sea God puts it to the test.
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- Part 3 of love & deepspace kinktober
- Part 1 of tears of romirro rewrite
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It’s your first time with nothing between you — just skin to skin, warmth to warmth — and Rafayel, overwhelmed by the sheer tenderness of it all, falls apart faster than he means to. But still, he keeps moving, half-wrecked and wholly wanting, learning that even trembling can be devotion, and that closeness can undo without ruining.
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- Part 5 of kinktober 2025
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25 Oct 2025
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As the resident lighthouse keeper in Uncanny Valley, you’ve seen your fair share of weird. But this absolutely took the cake. Because for some rhyme or reason, none of the men could see that they had netted a man-fish, his eyes wide with fear, clear face like a pearl twisted into a feral snarl.
TLDR: Lonely and cold, a lighthouse keeper starts a torrid love affair with a merman who washed up on her shore. A real love story? Or the fatal effects of mercury poisoning?
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24 Oct 2025
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Day 9: No Strings Attached (Except There Are) by nuhre
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
09 Oct 2025
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Rafayel finds a human on the beach, and his curiosity gets the better of him.
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- Part 9 of Kinktober 2025
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09 Oct 2025
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Zayne's been having a lot of dreams lately, though he wont tell you what they're about. One night, you seem to get caught up in a crazy dream of your own. Or... do you?
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- Part 2 of Kinktober 2025: Poly Edition
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08 Oct 2025
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Driven to discover your true identity, you face off against cults, conspiracies, and cosmic fate even as you tangle with five competing men whose interest feels as dangerous as it is undeniable. You'll have to figure out how to stand on your own two feet before the power in your heart consumes you from within - or destroys the world.
Featuring an overpowered, hypercompetent, BAMF!MC
AU, begins directly after Homecoming Wings.
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Kiss me. Teach me. Take me. by manic_nova
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
23 Sep 2025
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You're headed off to college soon, but thanks to your overprotective Gege, you've never even kissed anyone, but when an old friend is back in town for a brief reunion, you see the perfect opportunity to ensure you go to college prepared. Unfortunately, Zayne realizes there's a lot more he needs to teach you, even if Caleb kills him for it.
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Sleep Well, Little Star | Self aware! Xavier x Reader by lilmisssassy333
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
19 Jun 2026
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Self aware! Xavier x Reader
Life is busy, and the otome that had once been a stress relief had become a new stresser. Trying to grind for gems between two jobs and a degree was no joke. Thankfully, someone noticed. And he isn't about to allow you to skip sleep for a game, even if it's the one he calls home.
Sleep well. He'll make sure of it.
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28 Aug 2025
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self aware fix and wonderfully written? Hell yes
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A Siren!Rafayel x Reader Series
You survived a shipwreck once. You told everyone a creature with violet eyes saved you, but no one believed a child’s tale. Now, years later, fate drags you into the sea again - and this time, he’s still there, waiting. A siren who shouldn’t have remembered you, a monster who should have let you drown - and a love that shouldn't exist.
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13 Aug 2025
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You start leaving your door unlocked at night, so Caleb comes in to check on you. When he promises to keep you safe, he didn't mean from himself.
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Love and Depression by Nyota Achlys (AbyssalAstraea)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
28 Apr 2025
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All you wanted to do was run an innocent blog for LADS. A sanctuary for you to gush over the silly little pixels on your PC's Android emulator in peace. At least, that was the plan until five certain someones decided to gain sentience on a whim and start editing your posts :/
Now you're fighting an uphill battle against the boys. From jailbreaking their way to sending you actual text messages, randomly messing with your resources in game, and snooping through your PC's files while stalking the media you consume, nothing is off limits in their quest to claim the #1 spot in your heart!
It's cheesy and dumb, but this is your life now. Might as well embrace the broken fourth wall and make the most out of the chaos.
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Self-Aware LADS boys x Fem!MC
(i'm delulu, you're delulu, we're all delulu)Bookmarked by Balidoria
08 Aug 2025
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Thing is, Xavier had an unusually high sex drive. And “unusually high” was his own opinion on it.
It had never been an issue before. Hell, Xavier had barely had the time and energy to dwell into his own fantasies before and his hand had done its job well enough on the few times he actually felt the need to relieve himself.
But now? With you being a constant in his life? Existing and breathing by his side? Xavier had been popping boners left and right.
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OR: early relationship XAVMC where Xavier feels conflicted about his sex-drive
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What happens when you confess your feelings for Rafayel on the phone to Tara at an Art Exhibition and he overhears?
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17 Jul 2025