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    Shane does not pull away, does not speak, does not kiss him again, just holds him like it is easier than letting him go, rocking them slowly back and forth on the edge of the mattress. There is a damp patch on his very nice new shirt where Ilya has failed to swallow back his tears, but he is cradling Ilya to him, anyway, like it doesn’t matter. Like it costs him nothing to do it.
    Nobody has touched Ilya this way in a very, very long time. He had forgotten that it was possible to be handled with care—to be treated like a breakable object, instead of a broken one.

    OR: What happened in the hotel room after the Tampa Bay All-Stars Game.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “So, does this mean…?” Kips gestures from Luca to Ilya and Shane and vaguely around the table. 

    “I’m still figuring things out,” Luca says shyly, “but, um… I’m… definitely not straight.”

    Scott gives him a grin and rests a hand on his shoulder, squeezing reassuringly. “Well, welcome to this table, then.” 

    Luca smiles, ducking his head. 

    “I am starting to wonder if being queer makes you better at Hockey,” Kip says, leaning his elbows on the table. 

    “It definitely makes you better at handling sticks,” Ilya jokes, then reaches for the menu. 

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    01 Mar 2026

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    It’s not the way he meant it, but if Hollander takes so much fucking offense on the (not even intentional) implication that there’s something more than rivalry going on between him and Rozanov… so be it. Scott isn’t here to coddle some homophobic crybaby.

    Scott straightens, squares his shoulders, pulls on all of height, his strength, his anger.

    “You fucking heard me, Hollander.”

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    Or: Scott completely misreads his fight with Hollander in the ice

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    28 Feb 2026

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    In which Ilya comes back to room fourteen ten.

     

    Canon divergent from, and following directly after, s01e01 when Ilya leaves Shane's hotel room. Contains Ilya being a provocative dick, Shane being unable to resist rising (ha) to it, too much discussion of chicken, some David Attenborough, Shane negotiating his feelings and interpersonal relationships with all his classic suavity and skill, and as much sex as two nineteen year old professional athletes can fit into one evening.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Via Marc Desjardins

    When asked about support systems for Hollander following his trade to Ottawa, Pike appeared to begin saying "Shane's—" before abruptly stopping himself and substituting "Shane's rival, Rozanov," in reference to the well-documented on-ice rivalry between Hollander and Boston captain Ilya Rozanov.

    The 30-year-old defenseman then launched into what observers are calling an "increasingly frantic" explanation of the Hollander-Rozanov rivalry, complete with nervous laughter and visible perspiration.

    "I was going to say Rozanov," Pike insisted when pressed on the awkward pause. "Obviously. Since we were just playing Boston last week, and Shane always—he's very focused on beating Boston. Because of the rivalry. The hockey rivalry. That they have. In hockey."

    Where Hayden says something he didn't mean to, and chaos ensues.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “See? I think maybe you are friends with Rozanov.”

    J.J. was kidding. Obviously he was kidding; no self-respecting member of the Montreal Metros would ever befriend a Raider.

    Shane was not very self-respecting.

    “What? No! I don’t even know who that is!”

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    Shane sucks at lying. This is a fact his parents were always grateful for, but it sure does make hiding a decades-long relationship with his arch rival difficult.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Boodram: Rozy how the fuck do you get your google docs hacked
    Dykstra: In his defense, who the fuck hacks into google docs?
    Holmberg: Roz why are you using your work email for groceries????

    Or: Ilya Rozanov's gmail gets hacked in February 2021. To everyone's surprise, they find zero sex tapes, one Shane Hollander-shaped grocery list, and one list of travel notes.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    The ice is where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fall in love, but the (mostly Asian) grocery stores in Montreal are where they learn how to be in love with each other.

    In which Ilya learns about mochi, Shane learns about Russian milk bags, and they both learn how to breathe. Together.
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    “I do not understand,” Ilya said, pushing their grocery cart down the aisles of a massive Chinese grocery store. “You act like alley murderer in Montreal Montreal but almost like normal boyfriend in not-Montreal Montreal.”

    “Hush.” Shane bumped his shoulder into Ilya as a warning. “Don’t say the b-word out loud.”

    “What b-word? Boyfriend?”

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally becomes the internet’s favorite “work wife.”

    Ilya Rozanov thinks this is the funniest thing that has ever happened and commits to the bit with horrifying sincerity.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “It is never hard to love you, Shane Hollander,” he murmurs by Shane’s ear, breathing his scent in. “But I wish you did not feel embarrassed about this. You are sensitive, da,” Ilya punctuates this with a kiss behind his ear. “But you are so strong too, and brave. I am proud to be your husband, yes?”

    He wraps both arms around Shane when he rolls over to tuck his face into Ilya’s neck, “I don’t have the words in English.”

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Newly married and finally settled, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are blindsided when a woman publicly claims that Ilya is the biological father of her six-year-old daughter—news they first hear breaking on Sportsnet, with Shane’s parents in the room. The timing places the child squarely in the years before Shane and Ilya were exclusive, but the accusation explodes into a media storm that threatens Ilya’s reputation.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane picks up a hobby one off-season, he claims it isn't a thing, but it slowly turns into one.
    Ilya lets him navigate how it makes him feel on his own, but he's always there, steady and warm.

    Post The Long Game, spoilers for Ilya/Shane's relationship if you care about that. That's the only spoiler.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.

    She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.

    …Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.

    Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Ilya can’t be so separate from it all anymore, can’t get by on hotel room visits and brief phone calls when they’re in different time zones. It isn’t enough. Not anymore. Not when every iteration of the future they could have waiting for them one day had collapsed in on itself when Shane hit the ice.

    Ty moya zhizn', his mother used to tell him. But it isn’t quite enough in this sense, Ilya decides. He looks at Shane, at Emi, and he thinks instead: Ty moya prodolzhenie.

    Not just you are my life, but you are my future.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Both of them are there the next time Shane wakes up about an hour later, and this time he opens his eyes, rasps Mom?

    The room fills quickly, a flurry of nurses coming to check vitals and adjust his IV, the doctor stepping in to conduct all of the mandatory concussion protocol. Shane grunts and groans every time he has to move his sore body but otherwise complies as he always does, sitting through the basic questions and the light shining in his eyes. He’s up just long enough to finish those and to get something in him to eat, and just after Yuna and David both manage to sneak in tearful, relieved hugs, he’s slipping back into sleep once again. 

    Normal, they keep saying. This is all perfectly normal.

    But there’s something, Yuna thinks—something here that she’s missing. 

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    24 Feb 2026

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    The weekend Shane spends in Boston gives he and Rozanov some time, for once, to do something other than have sex. He hadn’t considered the dreaded alternative: conversation about sex.

    Ilya just wants whatever he’s allowed. And also much more than that, probably.

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    [or: instead of shane walking out post tuna melt, they decide to become exclusive instead.]

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Yeah, maybe Yuna should have just responded to the frantic texts. But Shane never gave them any details about the people he was dating. This Lily seemed genuinely worried, and if a phone call would get her a better read on the girl, that would be a coincidence at best. Shane knew she preferred talking on the phone, and if she used her own phone, she’d avoid invading any more of his privacy.

    She figured his current condition would be a higher priority to address than his mother calling the girl he was seeing. He’d be satisfied that his Lily would know how he was doing, and Yuna would be satisfied to connect with this girl who seemed to enchant his serious and stoic son. The phone rang twice before Yuna was sent to voicemail.

    "Hi. This is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail."

    Yuna may have miscalculated.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Yuna has a lot of feelings about her son being gay, and feelings are best worked out in spreadsheet format.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Kip likes Hunter’s teammates more than he expected to, which is to say not all that much.

    Some of them are good—some of them are great—some of them are terrible, and a lot of them just have no idea how to talk to a queer person.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Yuna Hollander loves her son, she truly does. And she is so, so proud of him, in so many ways. He makes it easy—he excels in so many things.

    Emotional self-awareness is not one of those things.

    Look, she knows he’s gay. David would say suspect, that she shouldn’t put labels on something that’s not hers to label, which is completely fair.

    But he’s definitely gay.

    Now, she just needs him to admit it to himself.

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    23 Feb 2026

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