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“Same one,” Phainon answered. His voice felt heavy; scratchy from the assault on his throat earlier. Mydei exhaled behind him, taking the glass of water from his loosened grip, settling it back down to its designated space. Phainon’s eyes followed Mydei’s hand, watching as the water rippled in the glass, moved in waves by another hand… just like him, once upon a time… every ripple in the glass was not the water’s own choice…
And what if it still wasn’t?
“tabula rasa”, latin, literal meaning: scraped tablet • noun • an absence of preconceived ideas or predetermined goals; a clean slate, or the human mind, especially at birth, viewed as having no innate ideas.
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- Part 5 of Myphai Week 2025.
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11 Aug 2025
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how many rounds go off, i don't know by honeyhaech, spitfyah
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
19 Sep 2025
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At the end of the four millionth eternal recurrence, Khaslana finally passes the torch to a new Phainon, and expects to fade away. Instead he wakes up in another world, reunited with the Chrysos Heirs of the original cycle, his beloved family… and Mydei.
Mydei, who had parted from Phainon in that original timeline, both knowing what they meant to each other, but unable to act upon it. Mydei, whom Khaslana then killed throughout countless following lives.
(Phainon gets to heal in a quiet, peaceful world. Khaslana learns what it is to be loved again.)
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- Part 2 of if there's a chance in the next life
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10 Aug 2025
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until someone set themselves aflame by Evermoon2097
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Oct 2025
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With Dawn finally reaching Amphoreus, what happens to the Deliverer who gave so much to bring it about? Especially when he has about 50 billion years of issues. Good news, Caelus isn't one to let his friends down, even if he has to kidnap them, kicking and screaming.
“Partner, I have one last request,” he said numbly.
Caelus’s jaw snapped shut and he turned to Khaslana. “Uh, sure, what’s up?”
He thought the words would catch in his throat, to try and bury themselves within his burned flesh. That fear or regret would hold him back. But no, they puffed out, withered and dour. Inevitable.
“Take me away from Amphoreus. Please.”
Written before 3.5 Update, please pardon the hand-waving of Irontomb, very not canon-compliant
Could be considered Phainon character-studyBookmarked by Cubbiebox
10 Aug 2025
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from what i've tasted of desire. by solkhaos
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Jul 2025
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There was no comfort to be found in this fear, except perhaps the knowledge he could still feel it. It was a cold fear, freezing him in place as he attempted to fight his rogue hand, only to be overpowered for it to wrap around his neck and squeeze tightly. He wheezed around it, struggling to pull it off as he tried to force his other hand to move only for it to be wrested by his side, pinned behind his back.
It feels like an eternity he’s trapped powerlessly within his own body. His hand around his throat constricts more until his struggling calms, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. Only then does the hand release him. Phainon inhales on a wheeze, coughing and gasping for breath, even though there is none.
Irontomb takes control of Phainon's body. Phainon refuses to go down without a fight.
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10 Aug 2025
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Et In Arcadia by vanishresponse for decay
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jul 2025
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Khaslana feels Phainon and Mydei's first time.
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“Khaslana,” Mydei responds, his voice hesitant as his finger finally dips down to press over the injury Khaslana had previously been hiding.
Over the startling crack in his skin.
Oh.
Khaslana’s eyes widen, his arm shooting out to grip Mydei’s wrist. Mydei offers no protest, simply staring, frozen in shock.
“You’re…breaking,” Mydei mutters, so quietly.
Khaslana screws his eyes shut.
“You weren’t supposed to see.”
Or: Khaslana trudges through millions of cycles, stealing Coreflames and losing himself all while he clings to the memories from his original Flame-Chase Journey, and of his original Mydeimos.
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10 Aug 2025
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sucker 4 sucker by midnightluck for Seito
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 Dec 2024
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On his first visit to Aurum Alley, Aventurine finds a popular small child he can escort around and performatively buy treats for so that everyone will associate him with food and generosity.
Meanwhile, Bailu finds an easy mark with deep pockets.
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“No!” the young girl yells, throwing herself at his leg. “No! I was running ‘cause they’re chasing me! Don’t let them take me back!”
Well, that’s an entirely different story, isn’t it? He goes down to a knee again, already setting his hat on her head. “Who? Why?” He’s already spinning out exit strategies and flipping through the portfolio of gangs and criminals he’d read on the way over. The Xianzhou doesn’t have much in the way of organized crime but–
“They want me to work!” she wails. “And study! But I’m tired and I want snacks!”
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09 Aug 2025
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Φίλος, do not deny the dawn by izabellwit
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Aug 2025
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“Let us be the Deliverer together, partner.”
The Trailblazer speaks these words as an oath. But this is not just a promise to that unblemished past—but also to the tarnished future. The Flame Reaver of 33, 550, 337th cycle is not prepared for this.
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09 Aug 2025
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Loading into δ-me13.exe cycle cache… by Lilliae
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
12 Jul 2025
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Deliverer. Deliverer. Deliverer.
Only one. Only one person had ever called him that with true sincerity.
He stared at the long, endless road ahead of him and couldn’t bring himself to look behind him. He had heard that voice too often in those four million and one cycles only to find they were nothing but delusions—of course. Of course. What else could they have been? What else could it be now? How could it be anything but his fractured mind trying to conjure some comfort he didn’t deserve in his final moments—
“You sure took your time getting here. Now you can’t even find bring yourself to face me?”
After four million and one cycles, the very first Phainon finally passes the mantle of Khaslana onto the next Phainon. The Coreflames had both ravaged and sustained his body, and without them he crumbles to ash. When Amphoreus itself is a lie, the gentle West Wind and Sea of Flowers must be as well. So, that should be the end of his pitiful existence.
Instead, he wakes up in a library—Irontomb’s data archive of previous cycles. And there he reunites with the very first Mydei.
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09 Aug 2025
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in this world, concrete flowers grow by LucidDreamLight
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
09 Aug 2025
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“Vitals spiking,” she murmured. “Rapid onset distress. Neurological lag minimal. Muscle responsiveness... recovering. Huh. You’re right, Herta, he is the first digital construct to make it through physical conversion via an Aeon’s gaze without cellular collapse. Fascinating.”
Her voice was soft. Detached. Horrifyingly detached. Not cruel, but worse. She was kind. Kind in the way healers spoke to frightened animals before sedating them.
“You’re safe now,” she said, eyes flicking to him briefly, as if that should mean something. As if those words would reach through what he’d seen, what he’d become, and plant comfort in the gaping ruin inside him.
“Where–” his voice broke, fists clenched too hard it hurt. “Where am I? Where is Amphoreus?!”
After the events of 3.4, Phainon wakes up in the seclusion zone of the Herta Space Station. He’s free, but at what cost?
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- Part 5 of as i’ve re-written
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09 Aug 2025
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(Why?) Hold me like I matter by Matchaloving
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
08 Aug 2025
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When Phainon leaves to die and no one lets him go alone
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- Part 8 of First Dawn in Amphoreous
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08 Aug 2025
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The festival of Castrum Kremnos by Rekankha
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jul 2025
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Mydeimos, the undying, the conqueror of the entirety of Amphoreus, and the Emperor of the Castrum Kremnos received a letter challenging him for a fight to death from his potential bride (who turned out to be a man).
What did he do? He accepted it, of course.
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Half of the fic is them fighting and Phainon being a brat while Mydei loving his feral brat. Oh, also, Mydei being the greenest flag alive in the entire world. That's it. That is the fic.Bookmarked by Cubbiebox
08 Aug 2025
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Phainon ☑️
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I appreciate all kinds of art that my fans create and that includes fanfics, so I guess I'll read it!...
Phainon ☑️
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WHY AM I THE BOTTOMOr
Socmed myphai/phaidei au
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08 Aug 2025
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Challenged and conquered by Amethyst_Lightsphere
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jul 2025
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As an Alpha, Mydeimos had to deal with all the things that came with his status: being stereotyped as aggressive, omegas vying for his attention, and the rut cycle. Of all the three, only the last one was a touch more bearable, because he had Phainon. The white-haired Alpha was both demanding and eager to please, just the right charm that hooked in the crown prince.
Thus, the moment Phainon offered to help with his incoming cycle, Mydeimos accepted without any caution for the hero’s less-than-normal ideas. Opened his arms after Parting Hour to welcome the man into his quarter.
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- Part 5 of myphaiweek2025
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08 Aug 2025
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motion sickness by bittersweetResilience for GardenOfSwans
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Jun 2025
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His hand slides down over Phainon’s front. As soon as his fingers graze the child’s navel, Phainon screams.
The first time Anaxa tries to bathe Phainon goes terribly.
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07 Aug 2025
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A collection of short or unfinished Phainon fics. Mostly Anaphai, various settings.
1. Anaxa finds the Flame Reaver bleeding out in his residence.
2. (E) Phainon goes to Anaxa’s room in the evening, just as Aglaea had instructed him.
3. Anaxa won’t let Phainon hurt himself, but he will do it for him.
4. (E) Phainon wants to be punished for the sins his other self committed.
5. Anaxa finds himself in Aedes Elysiae with a Phainon who’s younger than he should be.
6. Wildlife rehabilitator Phainon gets injured on the job. Mydei isn’t happy about it.
7. (E) The Chrysos Heirs have dinner. Phainon doesn’t get a seat at the table with them.
8. Phainon coughs up flowers. Anaxa watches.Bookmarked by Cubbiebox
07 Aug 2025
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Phainon is half-child and half-injury, wobbling on pure adrenaline, and then the shape of the Flame Reaver emerges like a night terror through the dust and the ashes. As if a shared breath they are holding, caught like a bird in the epicenter of the dream, they see Cyrene.
Aedes Elysiae is burning. Through the veil of the future, the Chrysos Heirs watch Phainon struggle to save it.
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07 Aug 2025
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“…Pull yourself together,” Mydei muttered, hands on Phainon’s shoulders, trying to gently, pry the other Alpha off.
Phainon whined. His grip tightened as he nuzzled further in to his chest, letting out another whine like this was exactly where he wanted to be.
And Mydei?
Mydei panicked.
Red crystals were growing around the arena, and around them. He should probably get them under control, but—
By Nikador’s name—
What had he done.
Or where Alpha Mydei accidentally marks Phainon during a spar.
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- Part 1 of Instincts and Yearning
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06 Aug 2025
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Phainon gets his blanket and maybe a bit more out of this aphrodisiac.
**Sequel to no yearning in MY Okhema but can be read separately**
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- Part 3 of First Dawn in Amphoreous
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rocks beneath the ripples. by solkhaos
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 Jun 2025
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A soft touch here, a teasing one there, and soon, they were a mess of limbs, of hot breath against one another’s cheeks, of fingers tangling into each other’s hair, pulling gently at the locks of each other’s hair, each endeavouring to gain the upper hand. Their clothes lay in a haphazard pile, abandoned and forgotten, as much of a mess as their owners were.
Eventually, not one to show mercy this night, Mydei pinned Phainon down on the mattress, his hands held above his head, one wrist pinning them down as his fingers breached Phainon’s mouth, pressing down on his tongue. As desperate as Phainon was, a copious amount of slick slowly trickling out of him to run down his thighs, Mydei still wanted to play this cat-and-mouse game; to play with his prize before he claimed it, made his mark on it as he had done countless times before.
Phainon has many thoughts on this particular engagement.
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- Part 2 of Myphai Week 2025.
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06 Aug 2025