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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    In which Tav believes the latest symptom of her grief is the hallucination of her lost love.

    Or, Gale finds himself unexpectedly resurrected.

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    Gods, she hates him. Hates him bitterly for leaving her behind. And Gods, how she loves him, still. Enough to have dragged herself to Waterdeep, as per his wishes. Enough to have let Tara coddle her those first few days. Enough to have sobbed into Morena Dekarios’ waiting arms. Enough to speak to him every evening from the balcony he had promised they would share. Enough to have started reading each of his books, knowing his fingers had touched every page. Enough to imagine all the ways he might’ve reacted to the news of his impending fatherhood. The latter she lingers on more than she would like, for it only gives way to other, saccharine fantasies she knows will never come to fruition.

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    30 Nov 2025

  2. This has been deleted, sorry!

    05 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    One-and-a-half years after the fall of the Elderbrain, Rolim and Astarion have settled into a life of quiet domestic bliss.
    Rolim is working with a talented druid to confront the scars of his past, though the progress is painfully slow—until the healer suggests that Astarion join the sessions.

    With new tools to help them navigate the delicate terrain of Rolim's desires, the couple begins a deeper journey of healing and discovery together.

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    01 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    All Tavianna wanted was a romantic kiss picture in front of the Eiffel Tower with Wyll, the love of her life. Instead, Wyll runs off to Avernus just weeks before their wedding and Tav ends up on her non-refundable honeymoon alone. Good thing her old college friends, Gale and Astarion, are here to take her mind off things.

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    01 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    🛑 THIS IS FINALLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION \\ CHs 1-16 ARE READY BUT 17-30 ARE BEING REWORKED \\ THE FIRST 16 ARE FULLY EDITED CORRECTLY \\ TAGS WILL UPDATE AFTER CH 30 POSTING 🛑

    Dear Readers,

    I, Abbi, always believed alien abduction was plausibly real, but it was for other people. Maybe, aliens like abducting people who are mentally ill so it seemed like they are lying. Maybe, that's why I ended up on the nautiloid. Or maybe, I wasn't supposed to.

    Either way, whether by design or by accident, I got to see a world saved. Even if it was technically just a tiny corner of it and not even my own.

    Sometimes, it takes just a random group of people motivated to solve the same problem to make a difference, one step at a time. At the behest of my companions, I’m getting my adventure on paper. Sometimes the gods really are listening. And sometimes they're just cunts.

    Cheers to the Heroes of Baldur's Gate and, hopefully, we can get a more accurate retelling down since Volo's was — please, don't read it. We didn't have a dragon with us, just a dragonborn.

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    20 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 45

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    “I’m here,” Astarion rasps, pleading. “Come to me, darling. Come back to me.”

    He holds a taut breath as her eyes open wider. Naomi blinks dazedly up at him, lips trembling, face glazed in confusion. Her gaze settles to his and sharpens.

    “W-who are you?”

    Astarion’s carefully crafted empire is thrown into upheaval when his bride falls victim to a modify memory spell. Without any memory of her lover or her own vampirism, his dark consort is a threat to both herself and her sire.

    Astarion must win back her trust and affections, all while hunting down whoever sought to break the most powerful bond in Faerûn.

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    21 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    The Emperor is having a nightmare. Unable to wake it and desperate to help, Taroe delves into its mind, hoping to deal with the problem at its source. There, they find answers to some lingering questions about their companion's past, its recent strange behaviour, and the future of their relationship.

    Fic + Podfic [audio length: 1:15:58]

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    10 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    Twice widowed, and mourning her lover's recent death, Ellandra moves back to Waterdeep to live closer to her great-grandson, Gale Dekarios and rest of their supportive family. After a chance encounter between her and Grand Duke Ulder Ravengard, her family encourages her to start dating again, but Ellandra is not sure she is ready to let go of her past.

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    05 May 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    What if two people who are very bad at feelings want to be together?
    Would that work?
    Or would one of them try to push the other one away because he thinks he's not good enough?

    Sebastian slowly comes to terms with the fact that he might actually like Vincent as more than just a friend with certain benefits. But he still doesn't think they're good for each other.
    Vincent on the other hand doesn't want Seb to make all those decisions on his own.

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    22 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    Gale hadn’t taken the tadpole into consideration when he’d started fantasizing earlier— why should he have? He was distracted by something far more immediately pressing. But in hindsight, that was clearly a mistake. He should have thought about the fact that he and Rhune were laying only several feet apart instead of clear across the campsite from each other as they normally did, should have thought about the fact that they were separated only by a few thin layers of canvas. Should have thought about the possibility that the parasite in his head may interpret his yearning in such a way that could cause it to resonate with Rhune’s.

    But he hadn’t. So now this was happening.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    15 Feb 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    After a rather embarrassing experience at the reunion party, you have been nervous to see Astarion again. You manage to gather the courage to visit his tailoring shop for dress alterations—and to be a better friend to him.

    And maybe there is just a little part of you that still hopes for something more.

    But he couldn’t possibly want that—or could he?

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    21 Jan 2025

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    Soft fluffy goodness

  14. Public Bookmark 1

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    Arnell Hallowleaf, father of Shadowheart, had been freed from the Sharran cloister after decades of torment. Unfortunately, his wife was not so lucky, having passed a year prior. Azatel may not have lost a wife, but he does know what it's like to have the life you knew ripped from your grasp. As a friend and fellow father, he provides comfort and companionship where he can.
    And after threat of the Absolute is all over... Maybe it becomes something more.

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    24 Oct 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    An AU/Crossover post canon fic.

    Your mind is a bloodied and tangled, mangled mess.
    Nothing makes any sense to you.
    You think you know your name.
    You know you're going positively mad.
    And you know that someone, somewhere, is desperately trying to get you back.

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    Another "The Dark Urge resists Bhaal at the wrong time and loses their mind" AU fic ✨

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    20 Oct 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    I need to feed. Fetch someone, boy, and be sure they're more lovely than your last. 

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    09 Oct 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    Centuries after The Absolute Crisis, a historian works tirelessly to hunt down and gather any and all documents relating to Deep Haven, The Under Gate, and The Shade Way that connects them.

    Or: How the Tad-fools and friends help a little under 7000 vampire spawn start a new life

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    03 Sep 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    After killing Cazador, Astarion, Tav and the freed spawn retreat to the Underdark hoping to make a life for themselves there.
    Alas, their situation is far from idyllic. When Tav is called away to help deal with some spawn who have returned to Baldur’s gate, Mizora arrives and makes Astarion an offer he may find hard to refuse.

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    03 Sep 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 39

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    Cazador Szarr's ritual goes horribly wrong. Instead of becoming a vampire ascendant, he's transported to the year 1987 in New York City, Earth. To set things right, he reluctantly joins forces with an aspiring heavy metal band.

    Can the power of music and friendship cure a pitch black heart?

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    03 Sep 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 27

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    "You can't possibly be this selfless. You must want something in return."

    Tav replied, a little louder than intended, "What is wrong with you?!"

    Realizing that at least Gale, if not all in camp heard her, she shot Astarion an apologetic glance as she started a high, fake laugh.

    "Haha. You're so funny Astarion." She fake punched him in the arm and turned around, keeping a smile on her face, taking everyone in, as she started walking. The confusion on everyone's faces confirmed that she did good by trying to distract them. The only one who looked amused was Karlach.

    "What's so funny, pale face? We could all use a laugh!"

    "Oh, you had to be there!" Astarion managed to say, trying to keep up the charade and not look horrified.
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    Come on this journey with me while I retell the story of our favorite gang, from the Nautiloid to the end game (with many liberties).
    I give you a common (for the most part, until a certain someone shows up) Tav, with no memories and no durge tendencies.
    I add a spoonful of Astarion, a sprinkle of Gale and Halsin to spice things up.
    Medium to long fic *wink wink*
    Bon apetit!

     

     

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    23 Aug 2024

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