Felix_J

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  3. Summary

    parkciv, vault, sim, such and such

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    Unrelated fics in which Kenadian does not, in fact, go to Daedalus.

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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    In which John has no time for your human bullshit, while Arthur thinks he's cocked it all up again.

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    12 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 5

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    So Sybil really had made good on her promise. She gave Tabitha the chance to save Kaneeka.

    By sending her back to the day she met her cousin.

    (Powerful Build) You were born for this. Use your strength and drag her to safety if you must.

    (Hot) You won't need to do that. Charm her. Make her want to stay alive for you.

    ...And shoving two crazy voices in her head. Great.

    Dissatisfied with the perfect world Sybil has created, Tabitha bargains for a chance to go back and save the woman who had to be sacrificed to allow for it. As she relives the worst week of her life over and over again, each time accompanied by two different yet similarly deranged and surprisingly useful voices in her head, Tabitha realizes achieving her goal will be far harder than she'd envisioned... and that her own motivations for saving Kaneeka are not what she thinks they are.

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    12 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    The thing is, John is trying really fucking hard at this whole “communication” thing. But sometimes, there are things he can’t say. He can’t tell Arthur that he doesn’t like the brand of almond milk he’s been using in John’s tea, and he can’t tell him that he still has nightmares sometimes about Hastur wrapping his hands around Arthur’s neck and twisting until Arthur goes limp and still, and he can’t tell him that he still wonders sometimes why Arthur wants anything to do with him at all.

    And he can’t tell Arthur about this.

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    Or, John goes through a period of sex repulsion that lines up with the first time Arthur initiates sex after they get back together. But it’s fine. Or at least, that’s what John’s telling himself.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    To say that John is interested in the stranger who’s been sitting at the far end of his bar for nearly three hours now would be an understatement. For one thing, the man has only ordered a single drink and is still nursing it, even though the ice is completely melted and watered-down whiskey is less than pleasant.

    For another, in the low light of the club, he looks just like Arthur Lester.

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    Following the death of his daughter, famous film composer and pianist Arthur Lester drops out of the music scene and disappears from the public eye. Ten years later, Arthur now works as a private investigator and has no interest in performing or composing ever again.

    John is intrigued by Arthur, who comes to his club to drink on the rare nights that there’s no music scheduled. As they meet again and again, they begin to grow closer. But Arthur isn’t the only one with a past he’s trying to run away from.

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    11 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 99

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    “You’re not a very hard guy to catch, you know.”

    Golden armor. Crimson accents.

    “Avery.”

    And it’s different this time. It isn’t it’s you. It isn’t I found you. No, it’s—

    “You’re alive,” Avery says, a little breathless.

    Or, Avery finds himself reliving New Year’s Eve over and over, but he’ll try as many times as he has to if it means he can save Derek.

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    11 Apr 2026