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    Celeste Navarro:
    PAUSE.
    BACK UP.
    Did Jackie add Ilya to our WAGs group chat?

    Hannah Wilson:
    Is this even allowed?
    It kinda feels illegal.
    No offense, Rozanov. It’s just that you play for the other team.

    Ilya Rozanov:
    Is that…
    How you say? Double meaning?

    Celeste Navarro:
    HA!

    ----

    Or the one where Ilya Rozanov has a minor crash out after learning Rose Landry is still in the Metros WAG Group Chat but he hasn't been added & now he must infiltrate the group because he is the ultimate wife.

    **This is a current WIP, but I hope to be posting updates every couple of days or so! :)

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    26 Feb 2026

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    3 times Rozanov and Hollander destroy Montreal + their not so secret language

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    26 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shower scene rewrite, but Shane’s the one who masturbates this time. He maybe goes a little overboard, but don’t ask him about it, he’s too busy wrestling with his own self-worth. Ilya’s just there for the ride.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.

    Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.

    As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:

    Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.

    A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.

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    3/?
    Comments:
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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shy, serious Shane Hollander meets snarky Ilya Rozanov at Junior Hockey Camp, where they are roommates four years in a row.

    A reimagining of HR - what would have happened if these sweet idiot boys had actually spoken to each other? And became friends? Would they find their way to love each other eventually? A sweet, slightly snarky, tender retelling of their story. Which does get a little smutty once they turn 19....

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

    -

    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    The Pikes had a rough season, but now they may have a path forward to a new home, new friends and maybe some more unconventional changes.

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    Comments:
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    24 Feb 2026

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    Some can't stand homophobia.

    Some can't stand the Voyageurs.

    And some can't stand the dynasty that the Voyageurs inadvertently created when they ran Shane Hollander out of town for being gay.

    So when news of why Shane Hollander signed in Ottawa alongside his husband comes out, 31 teams take it upon themselves to get back at the Voyageurs for all that they’ve done.

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    24 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 92

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    "Since your rookie season?!?" His mom's voice pitch went high and his dad's breath escaped his lungs. Fuck, this was so not the way to tell them.

    “No, it’s not true. Since before that” Shane felt his hands shake from the strength it took from him not to strangle Ilya.

    “Not helpful” He said, shaking his head side to side. God he wanted to crawl into a dark hole in the floor and never leave.

    “Before?” Yuna’s voice rang in his ears.

    “Yes, summer before” Ilya was looking at him and saying it as if Shane didn’t remember, as if wanting it to be stated on record that they were absolutely together since the summer of 2010.

    “So you’ve been in love since your rookie season?”

    ///

    Or; in which Shane and Ilya actually did fall in love and acknowleged their feelings during their rookie season and how it all went up and down hill from there.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov when he was five years old. Everyone was surprised that Shane Hollander's closest friend was Ilya Rozanov, despite being his biggest competition on ice. Oh, and pretty much everyone thinks they're dating. Except they're really not.

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    8/?
    Comments:
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    23 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya Rozanov never imagined he would be learning to play hockey at the age of 25, but when he sees an ad for a five-week course, he signs up.

    He ends up being the only adult in a line-up full of kids with dreams of going pro. That's not him - not anymore - yet something keeps him coming back each week: their coach, Shane Hollander.

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    Chapters:
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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    23 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    AU where Ilya Rozanov stays in the KHL after the Prospect Cup. Shane then meets him

    for the second time at the Lillehammer Olympics,

    for the third time in a place where they can't see each others faces,

    for the fourth time when Ilya joins the MLH roughly 6 years aft their first meeting. And things happen after that.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    1,371

    23 Feb 2026

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    “Cliff,” Rozanov said.

    Interesting. He only ever used his first name when he wanted something.

    “I need a favour.”

    Called it.

    “What can I do for you, Roz?”

    “I need you to punch me.”

    Cliff stared. He stared some more.

    "Why?"

    “Shane hasn’t let me fuck him since the bar, it’s been too long and he always rides me when I have to see the medics.”

    A beat.

    Another beat.

    Then Cliff absolutely lost it.
    Or

    5 times people clocked Shane and Ilya being absolutely unhinged about each other and the 1 time it was encouraged.

    Or

    Cliff Pov: Ilya pays Cliff to break his nose.

    Yuna Pov: Ilya calms down shane from a panic attack (with biting :) )

    Scott and Kip Pov: What do you mean i remind you of your brother? What do you mean you don't know your a bottom?

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    22 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 17

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    He knew his father would be pissed about the car, and Ilya would be blamed for it despite the fact they were hit from the passenger side, that they had the right of way when the accident happened. His father didn't even know about Katya, and he definitely didn't know that as of an hour ago, his seventeen year old son was a father.

    Or

    Ilya is a teen dad who may or may not have accidentally baby trapped Shane Hollander #Buddie Style.

    (Is it even baby trapping if the other party is willing?)

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    1,319

    21 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane is still THE Shane Hollander but now he's undeniably the best and more importantly, he now stands alone at the top. What happens if Shane never has an Ilya Rozanov to push him in those early years, to make him curious?

    What happens when he still comes out as gay, ten years into his career and it goes as poorly as in canon but he has no support system as the hits become harder and his teammates stop protecting their captain? Traded to Boston unceremoniously, maybe he resolves to solve his own problems, he's just not expecting the man he's hired to teach him how to fight to be so hot.

    Instead of finding hockey and a way out as a teenager, Ilya stayed longer in Russia, caught up in his father's corruption and brother's criminal empire as their leashed attack dog. But he still found a way out, even if it cost him more than he had. Years later, he's hiding in Boston as an MMA instructor by day and underground fighter by night, working to repay his debt. When the city's new star hockey player shows up asking for his help, he finds himself unable to say no, even if letting a certain freckled pretty boy into his life could endanger them both and the life he's built.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    '“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
    “Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
    “Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
    “You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
    “Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
    “Hm.”
    Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'

    OR

    Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.

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    Comments:
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    10,900

    21 Feb 2026

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

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    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    383
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    950
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    31,523

    19 Feb 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    241
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    971
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    23,976

    18 Feb 2026

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