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    The Hollanders' lives change when Ilya Rozanov shows up on their doorstep with a baby in his arms that no one knew about.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander: Hockey’s Golden Boy. His talent drew people in, whether by jealousy, admiration, or wonder— reason didn’t matter.

    Ilya Rozanov is the only player who seems to press at this narrative, pulling at it until it threatens to snap. He’s strong, slightly rude, and the most beautiful man Shane’s ever seen.

    Vying for the spot of number one— visceral on the ice, animal in the sheets— they find themselves orbiting each other; gravitating closer during games, closer beneath dim hotel rooms.

    Over the years a bond forms, inexplicable and dizzying, Ilya can’t find the will to stay away from him. Entranced, maybe even hypnotized.

    Sometime in late 2016, biting wind and whipping snow, a quiet night finds them sharing Rozanov’s rut together; a whirl of passion, confusion, and devastation.

    Two months later, Tampa, Florida brings a life-changing discovery.

     

    or: shane hollander is an enigma and he doesn’t know it until it matters most

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shane tangles their fingers together in the dying evening light. He brushes little kisses along Ilya's thumb absentmindedly as he seemingly focuses on the trees in the backyard. "You're good with them," he finally murmurs. Ilya grunts.

    "The kids. You were good with them today. Like I think they might want your jersey over Hayden's for Christmas." The snort leaves him before he can reign it in, and Shane elbows him. "I'm serious. I… I really liked watching you with them. And the kids from the pool at All-stars last year? It makes you think, you know."

    It takes everything he has not to turn to stone right there on the couch.

    "Shane—" he sighs.

    Shane rolls over to face him full on. "Do you want to have kids?"

    And all Ilya can do is swallow back the confession a decade in the making. Shane does not understand the landmine he has stumbled upon. Does not realize he holds a knife to the stitches keeping Ilya's deepest wound closed.

    But his moment of reckoning has come. Tears fall silently as he tries to think of a way to tell his boyfriend that he had a son, but he was never a father. That if they did ever have a child, there would always be the one that came before.

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    31 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    "How long have you been having headaches?" Shane prods, weaving his fingers through Ilya's curls and grinning softly when he leans into the touch.

    "Couple of days," Ilya replies softly. "Maybe weeks."

    Shane shoots him a disapproving look. "You should've said something." His brows crease with unease. "You've been up all night with Niko the past few days— I wouldn't have minded taking over." He's not chastising Ilya, he regrets not being there for his husband when he was needed.

    "Sorry," Ilya's eyes dart away from Shane's.

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    14 May 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    11 May 2026

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    “Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”

    “He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”

    Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?

    -x-

    or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    On a plastic stick there is a clear, dark plus sign.

    Positive. Fucking positive.

    His phone, clenched tightly in his hand, rings. It's Ilya.

    Shane turns to the toilet, drops to his knees and throws up. 

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    Shane finds out he is pregnant in a middle of a play-off run.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    There's Shane, and there's Ilya, but there's also a baby.

    This fic takes place right after Heated Rivalry episode 6, follows Ilya and Shane as they deal with an unplanned pregnancy without altering who they are. Ilya is still Ilya, and Shane is still Shane. The only difference is that Ilya is pregnant.

    There are no ABO dynamics and Ilya is the one that is pregnant, opposed to the majority of mpreg fics in this fandom. This is a character-driven exploration of love, fear, and character realism with much higher stakes.

    That being said, I really hope you enjoy. Lots of love.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is temporarily side-lined due to injury part way through the season. He cures his boredom through increasingly thirsty posts about his husband. Harris has a breakdown.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is ready to be a dad but he's absolutely not ready to be pregnant (and never will be). It's a good thing that his husband also has the carrier gene and is more than happy to carry their babies.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Shane has a migraine before the game. He thinks he is good enough to play up until the second when he throws up all over Ilya Rozanov’s jersey. Yes, on the ice.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    Shane looked expectingly at Ilya, waiting for him to answer. Ilya suddenly felt as if his brain had frozen. Shane was pregnant? No, that couldn’t have been. That made no sense. Ilya must have heard wrong. It must have been an English word he didn’t know that just sounded like pregnant.

    “Sorry, I do not know that word in English.”

    “Oh. Eh… I— I’m pregnant. I’m having a baby.”

    or; after months of being ignored by Shane, Ilya slowly falls into a pit of despair and self destruction. When Shane finally calls, Ilya can’t help but pick up the phone. It changes everything.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    All Shane had wanted to do was watch his fiancé play hockey. But when Ilya takes a hit their secrets start crashing down around them.

    The Hollanders love their son, they thought they knew everything about him.

    Ilya just wants to love Shane as much as possible.

    And their teams are just along for the ride.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “Just for a while.” Shane breathed, his eyes unwavering and persistent. “I just - I just need a taste. I’ll be good, I promise.” He licked his lips and edged closer on his knees. “I’ve been waiting for you. Don’t I deserve a reward?”

    He’d never been one for propriety, but Ilya was quite sure that heat-drunk omegas who barged their way into homes and scandalized staff didn’t merit praise. But he’d never been one to deny Shane anything, so he relented anyway.

    --

    Or: Shane goes into heat a month before the wedding and throws propriety out the window.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”

    Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?

    "It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."

    Or: Game day at the Pike house.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Shane went down hard, bleeding on the ice, and Ilya was hiding in a stairwell to avoid Shane's teammates when he caught up on the WAG chat and saw the missed call from Jackie.

    Inspired by the last bit of "please leave a message" by Ravenesta

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    “We’re pregnant,” Shane said again. “Ilya! We’re having a fucking baby!”

    “A little baby Hollander, with an adorable little nose and dark eyes.”

    “A little baby Rozanov, with curly hair,” Shane said, looking up at Ilya with an awestruck expression. “And beautiful hazel eyes.”

    “With dark hair and freckles,” Ilya countered.

    “With a crooked nose and crooked smile,” Shane said. Tears were beginning to gather in the corner of his eyes.

    “A broken nose is not passed down that way, I am thinking.”

    “Shut up,” Shane said. Then he looked chagrined. “I mean, I love you.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is pregnant.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    When Shane gets sick, Ilya briefly fears the worst but turns out that best things in life happen at the most unexpected times

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    27 Nov 2025

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    You're a bit of a late bloomer for a dragon lord, but you knew this day would come. The eggs have been heavy in your abdomen for a couple of months now, so when you wake up in the middle of the night to your dripping cocks straining in your pants and your middle taut with contractions, you think you're ready to get this over with despite not having a mate.

    Unfortunately, you vastly underestimated how all-consuming the need to breed would be.

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    24 Nov 2025

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