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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Lu Guang, this is so fucked up.”

    “I know,” he says, swallowing the bile that hits the back of his throat, clinging to what little composure he’s managed to maintain.

    “You’re such a hypocrite.”

    “I know.” He's known that for ages. Still, hearing it from Cheng Xiaoshi doesn’t hurt any less. ”I’m so sorry.”

    “You… you can't do it again, ok? Even if I die. You can't go back to try to change things.”

    Over the years, Lu Guang tries again and again to save Cheng Xiaoshi, ultimately finding that even when he gets everything right, he can't beat fate. Over time, he begins to let go, revisiting the memory of Cheng Xiaoshi through photographs as he attempts to learn how to live a life without him

    Note: Story can be read in two parts, tags reflect content of each part. See chapter 1 A/N for additional details.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    this fucking fic - 3
    me - 0

    yeah holy shit I cried 3 times throughout reading this. I cannot express how painful that angst was, the author executed this BEAUTIFULLY. made it so much worse that lapse started playing while I read the last bit here at the end. I HATEEE that the ending was left open but I genuinely do think lg dives back regardless of everything. and I don’t blame him AT ALL!!!!!! guilt, yup it will be suffocating but still, getting to relive everything is lowkey better than the angst of lg trying to live a sad miserable life alone. and I stand by that don’t care

    anyways this was brutal pls like actually heed the excessive warnings from the author and lowkey stop after part one- stay in the dark, stay happy

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Sometimes, Lu Guang replaces his meals with coffee.

    In which Lu Guang subconsciously punishes himself the same way his childhood abuser did.

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    04 Oct 2026

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    genuinely think this is one of the most painful fics i’ve read holy shit

  3. Rec 17

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    In 1920s New York, Officer Lu Guang has always kept to the straight and narrow—until a chance encounter with charming mobster Cheng Xiaoshi turns his world inside out. What begins as a cat-and-mouse chase between law and crime becomes a dangerous dance of survival, love, and redemption.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    this is a FANTASTIC execution of an AU omg i’m obsessed

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Basically, Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang talk about straws lol. Cute, sweet, and lots of just talking!!

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    ('“Would you ever share a straw with anyone else?”

    Lu Guang paused. His confused expression returned, and the pages of his book fluttered close. “What are you talking about?”

    “A straw,” Cheng Xiaoshi said dumbly, his mouth suddenly dry. “Would you ever share… one?"

    “...Why are you asking?” Lu Guang questioned.

    Right. Yeah. Why was he asking?')

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    18 Sep 2026

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    this is the cutest fucking thing i’ve ever read I need it to be longer

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Forget about graduation—the only thing that matters right now is this flyer for kissing-only hookups. Cheng Xiaoshi is gonna to the bottom of this, and he'll need all the help he can get.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    yeah this is adorable, exactly the amount of fluff I needed <3