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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Lu Guang, this is so fucked up.”

    “I know,” he says, swallowing the bile that hits the back of his throat, clinging to what little composure he’s managed to maintain.

    “You’re such a hypocrite.”

    “I know.” He's known that for ages. Still, hearing it from Cheng Xiaoshi doesn’t hurt any less. ”I’m so sorry.”

    “You… you can't do it again, ok? Even if I die. You can't go back to try to change things.”

    Over the years, Lu Guang tries again and again to save Cheng Xiaoshi, ultimately finding that even when he gets everything right, he can't beat fate. Over time, he begins to let go, revisiting the memory of Cheng Xiaoshi through photographs as he attempts to learn how to live a life without him

    Note: Story can be read in two parts, tags reflect content of each part. See chapter 1 A/N for additional details.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    this fucking fic - 3
    me - 0

    yeah holy shit I cried 3 times throughout reading this. I cannot express how painful that angst was, the author executed this BEAUTIFULLY. made it so much worse that lapse started playing while I read the last bit here at the end. I HATEEE that the ending was left open but I genuinely do think lg dives back regardless of everything. and I don’t blame him AT ALL!!!!!! guilt, yup it will be suffocating but still, getting to relive everything is lowkey better than the angst of lg trying to live a sad miserable life alone. and I stand by that don’t care

    anyways this was brutal pls like actually heed the excessive warnings from the author and lowkey stop after part one- stay in the dark, stay happy

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    Sometimes, Lu Guang replaces his meals with coffee.

    In which Lu Guang subconsciously punishes himself the same way his childhood abuser did.

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    04 Oct 2026

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    genuinely think this is one of the most painful fics i’ve read holy shit

  3. Rec 17

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    In 1920s New York, Officer Lu Guang has always kept to the straight and narrow—until a chance encounter with charming mobster Cheng Xiaoshi turns his world inside out. What begins as a cat-and-mouse chase between law and crime becomes a dangerous dance of survival, love, and redemption.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    this is a FANTASTIC execution of an AU omg i’m obsessed

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Basically, Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang talk about straws lol. Cute, sweet, and lots of just talking!!

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    ('“Would you ever share a straw with anyone else?”

    Lu Guang paused. His confused expression returned, and the pages of his book fluttered close. “What are you talking about?”

    “A straw,” Cheng Xiaoshi said dumbly, his mouth suddenly dry. “Would you ever share… one?"

    “...Why are you asking?” Lu Guang questioned.

    Right. Yeah. Why was he asking?')

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    18 Sep 2026

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    this is the cutest fucking thing i’ve ever read I need it to be longer

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Forget about graduation—the only thing that matters right now is this flyer for kissing-only hookups. Cheng Xiaoshi is gonna to the bottom of this, and he'll need all the help he can get.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    yeah this is adorable, exactly the amount of fluff I needed <3

  6. Rec 60

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    It’s the same every goddamn time. Always the same. Every time.

    He evaded the bullet shot at him, now knowing Cheng Xiaoshi was about to appear in front of him. He’d take the bullet for him, he’d fight Vein off just long enough to escape with Lu Guang into the darkroom, and he’d die in his arms all over again.

    Always the same.

    The gun pointed at his head, and he heard Xiaoshi clap from the other side of the room.

    Fuck it. If he can take a shot for me, I can take a shot for him.

     

    Due to Lu Guang's interference, Cheng Xiaoshi survives this time, however with a fairly permanent side-effect.

    [cxs paralysis au wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo]

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    12 Sep 2026

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    oh lord i’m crying

  7. Rec 44

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    Lu Guang is murmuring something into his shirt, syllables soft and blurred at the edges, and Cheng Xiaoshi tilts his head and tries to catch it.

    “—stay—” is what he finally makes out. Or his name. Or don’t go. The words are losing their shape, but Lu Guang’s fingers have found the hem of his shirt and are curling into it, and that, at least, is perfectly clear.

    “I’m not going anywhere,” Cheng Xiaoshi says.

    It comes out quieter than he means it to. He hadn’t meant it to come out like that—like something confessed.

    Or: Lu Guang gets drunk and, stripped of his carefulness, kisses Cheng Xiaoshi. Cheng Xiaoshi has a lot of feelings about this—and the presence of mind to not waste them. The next morning, Lu Guang attempts to avoid the conversation. Cheng Xiaoshi does not allow this.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    your honor they are so in love

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    Tired of being hit on, Lu Guang embarks on a fake relationship with Cheng Xiaoshi - all while investigating a kidnapping ring, lying to everyone they know, and trying to Make More Money™.

    (A.K.A. just another typical day at the photo studio.)

    -- In which they’re both far too enthusiastic about pretend-dating, and the line between reality and fiction gets blurred

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    09 Sep 2026

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    oh my god this is the most adorable thing ever i’m so in love I NEED the new chapters nowwww

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    “I know you,” Cheng Xiaoshi says. “I can tell when you’re not okay.”

    Lu Guang is quiet for a long time. He holds his mug in both hands and lets out this shaky breath like the world is ending. “On September thirteenth, just after midnight,” he starts, “you will be shot, and you will die.”
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    In which Cheng Xiaoshi dies five times, living is a team sport, and Lu Guang learns what it means to love someone.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    read 9/3/2026

    lord have mercy

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    There’s nothing wrong with how Cheng Xiaoshi chooses to display his affection, really, it’s just that Lu Guang is overwhelmed and also a little terrified by the mere intensity of it. Qiao Ling doesn’t even seem to notice that anything’s changed, so maybe he’s the one being weird about it at all.

    Or: Cheng Xiaoshi is showing symptoms of being in love and Lu Guang doesn’t know what to do with himself.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    read 9/2/2026

    YESSSSSSS SOOO CUTEEEEEE

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    “You do understand that you’re caring for the thing meant to bring destruction and chaos to our world, right?” The woman asks, Phil looking behind him fondly as Techno grabs at the ends of his wings.

    “He’s just a child.” Phil answers distractedly, humming as his wings get gently yanked at.

    “He’s the first of three to destroy life as we know it! Shouldn’t we, well, get rid of him?!”

    “Oh, no.” Phil raises his eyes with a sharp glare. “Believe me, I have my own way of preventing the apocalypse.”

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    Or, Techno, Wilbur, and Tommy are basically chaotic forces of nature, destined from birth to end the world and bring destruction. Most who hear of the tale of them are trying their best to track them down, and to end the monsters while they’re still young, still just children.

    Phil has a different plan.

    (In which Phil raises the minecraft equivalents of the anti-christ with love and support, so much so to the point where the world ending is really just a funny thought, and Phil has three kids who casually have powers that are bit more extreme than anything else in the world)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    unfinished series

    passerine podcast my beloved THANK YOU for putting me onto this masterpiece. I absolutely love SBI fics. Last left off sometime when they’re at the cabin living a beautiful domestic life together as a family.

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “W-What do you- I mean can I- are you here to rob us?” The person managed to stammer out.

    Siren snorted. “No. I’m just here to order some food.”

    “Wh-What about him?” The cashier asked, glancing at Tommy. “Did you- did you kidnap him?”

    “I mean… yeah, let’s go with that in case this ends up on the news,” Siren shrugged, looking back at Tommy. “I kidnapped you, right?”

    “Yeah, sure,” Tommy agreed, knowing that if they said he was kidnapped, it would keep people from getting suspicious of why he was seen in public with Siren. “Anyway, can I get the chicken nuggets happy meal, with a coke?”

    or, how Tommy—who is not a hero, or a villain, or even a vigilante—saves the life of one of L'Manberg's most feared supervillains, and accidentally ends up becoming the resident doctor for every supervillain in town (and maybe gets a family along the way too).

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    07 Jun 2026

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    I absolutely LOVED this fic during peak dsmp era. Feels very bittersweet now after everything with Wilbur. Haven’t read any more of the series. As much as I know I would love it, I don’t think I can. At least not now.

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    You find yourself standing in front of the wheel house, stopped at its front door. It occurs to you that you’ve never been inside this building. Not once, not during the loops and never before them.

    It’s something new. Something you’ve never experienced, never seen, never learned inside and out until there was nothing left to learn.

    Campfire fest 2024 day one, prompt: Angst

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    15 Jul 2024

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    read - unknown, sometime during first outer wilds hyperfixation?

    extreme mh/angst

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