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    He doesn’t know why he does it.
    It’s perhaps the biggest mistake of all his 500 years on God’s green earth.
    But in that strange, treacle-slow moment on the wet street with the rain falling around him, with His Stranger’s arm shaking under his fingers - God, has he ever even laid hands on him before? Hob can’t recall - it seems like the only obvious course of action.

    Hob grabs him by the lapels of his black coat and drags him into a desperate, needy kiss.

     

    Or: Hob kisses His Stranger in 1889, and does nothing but regret it for the next 133 years.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    “I have something to ask of you, my elder brother.” Dream began, without much preamble. “I do not ask lightly, nor frivolously, and in exchange, I shall gladly offer whatever boon or service you might wish to ask of me. It is a matter most close to my heart, for it concerns…”
    Dream paused. The words still held a strange weight to them that made them difficult to speak aloud.

    “..it concerns my soulmate, Hob Gadling.”

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    04 Aug 2025

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    “Soulmates.” Hob says, simply, and it feels like old magic to speak it into existence, to forge the bond between them into words at last. “You and I are soulmates. And I think that you are lonely, that you need and miss me when we’re apart... just as much as I miss you.”

    “Soulmates.” The Stranger repeats, flatly, his sonorous voice barely a rumbling growl. “Hob Gadling, we are not soulmates.”

     

    Or: Hob has known that Dream is his mildly star-crossed soulmate since their first meeting in 1389, but believes they have a mutual understanding not to acknowledge it; Dream, meanwhile, was under the impression that the Endless have no soulmates whatsoever, up until their sixth meeting in 1889.
    Finding out they're wrong comes as a bit of a shock to both of them.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    What would happen if Hob Gadling landed on Orpheus’s mysterious island in the year 1800? What would unfold if he befriended that sad, despairing boy who thinks about death but still carries a spark of life within him? What if Hob decided to nurture that spark, returning every five years to show Orpheus that life is truly worth living?

    After years of absence and avoiding his son, Dream of the Endless comes to ask Orpheus for help in finding his lost brother. He expects to hear a plea for death – because Orpheus begged for it for millennia. But this time it will be completely different – and it will be the King of Dreams who is shocked.

    After all – like father, like son, right?

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Eddie Diaz.
    Ghosting bastard. Shirtless menace. Walking thirst trap.
    Looks him dead in the eye and says “nice to meet you” like Buck doesn’t have the receipts. Like they didn’t match. Flirt. Make plans.
    Like Buck didn’t get stood up in public, drink in hand, heart in pieces.

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    24 May 2025

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    They were trapped.

    Fire hadn’t broken through yet, but it was coming. Buck could feel the heat pushing in, wrapping around them like a warning. The smoke thickened, clawing at their throats, painting the walls with a haze of panic.

    “So…” Eddie’s voice cut through the haze, rough around the edges but maddeningly calm. “You wanna talk about it now?”

    Buck turned slowly, disbelief etched across every exhausted line of his face, and he hoped his deadpan glare said it all. He didn’t need to ask what Eddie was referring to.

    No, he didn’t want to talk about how he accidentally told his best friend he loved him just hours earlier.

    He’d rather let the fire take him.

    A season 9 two-part opening emergency, in which a group of hijackers takeover Station 118.

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    24 May 2025

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    “I’m sorry, so you’re saying Chris has two fathers?” The redheaded woman from earlier says. It’s not in a bad way, it’s more confused than anything else.

    “No, I’m his father. Ramon is his grandfather,” Eddie is pretty calm about this. Somehow he still feels the need to add, “There would be nothing wrong if he did, but it’s just me.”

    Or - After Chris and Eddie talk at the Chess Tournament, they keep talking.

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    06 Apr 2025

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    “And what am I to you?” Viktor hummed, looking over his shoulder. “Precious? Or strong?”

    "Viktor. You're everything."

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    a story of settling slowly into love, told through touches over the years.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    “Let’s go clubbing tonight. Find a guy you like, see how it flows, and then you can decide what to do with that coworker of yours.”

    Completely unforeseeable consequences that no one could have possibly predicted ensue.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    09 Dec 2024

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    There are two things every Zaunite knows.

    One: You deserve nothing.

    Two: You will take it anyway.

    So when Viktor realizes he wants Jayce, the difference in their stations is entirely irrelevant. He's never wasted time in going after what he wants.

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    06 Dec 2024

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    He held out a hand for a shake, "I'm Jayce."

     

    At the edges of his mind, a familiar voice echoed through the walls of his skull. A voice that was the same but also not. A face that was so familiar, but too smooth at this point in time, not yet marred by years of labour and hardship that not even the strongest person in Runeterra could survive on his own.

     

    "I don't even know your name."

     

    Viktor smiled and shook it, "Viktor."

     

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    After getting sucked into the rune, Jayce and Viktor get transported to a different timeline without the memories of their previous life. Except, some things start seeping in.

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    05 Dec 2024

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    Friends make friends stuff all the time, and Jayce did break Viktor's cane. It'd be a nice thing to do. A cane, plus some cool tools, and Jayce will be able to know he's a good friend. He likes this plan.

    (Or, Jayce makes a new cane for Viktor. He then makes some more stuff. It spirals from there very, very quickly.)

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    05 Dec 2024

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    Ever so carefully- as if his hair were made of glass instead of silk and daydreams- Viktor reaches his hand out, his fingers stretching toward Jayce’s hair. He wavers for a moment, hesitating only a second- what if Jayce pulls away? What if he is misreading this whole scenario? What if he crosses a line that cannot be uncrossed-

    He is laying with his head in your lap, Viktor chides himself. If anyone crossed a line, it was him. This is merely retaliation- the consequences of his actions. Something Jayce needs exposure to anyway.

    And with that, Viktor slips his fingers into Jayce’s hair.

    or: jayce has a thing for laying his head in peoples laps. and having his hair pet

    set during the season 1 time skip

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    02 Dec 2024

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    “What were we?” Viktor asks, the question catching Jayce off guard. “Back in your universe?”

    He stumbles as he tries to put it into words- are there even words to describe what Viktor was to him?

    He opens his mouth, intent to say he doesn’t know- but the words flow out on their own accord.

    “We were… everything.

    or: in which jayce crashes into another universe, one where viktor was too late to stop his jump

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    02 Dec 2024

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    “You look ridiculous, by the way,” Viktor says. He gestures toward Jayce with a deliberate wave of his hand. "The beard. And the hair."

    Jayce blinks. “What?”

    “It is overgrown. You look like a poorly maintained garden.”

    “Are you calling me a shrub?”

    “It is not the worst thing," Viktor teases, wry. Then his smirk fades into something more thoughtful. “You have … changed, yes. You are rougher around the edges now. You look—” He hesitates, words faltering before settling on, “—like you have lived.”

    And Jayce wonders how much longer he’ll be able to hold himself back.

    Six months after they destroy the Hexcore, Jayce and Viktor try to settle into a new life as friends. Partners. Turns out they love each other a little too much.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    His coffee is always the perfect temperature. There is always an awning close by to shelter him from a sudden downpour. The radio never plays songs he doesn’t at least tolerate. Maybe if he had spent a life here, he would’ve known that wasn’t normal.

    Mobius adjusts to his life on the timeline. The timeline adjusts to Mobius.

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    02 Nov 2024

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    Romance is a lot easier to write about than it is to put into practice, and Eddie is the world’s most ridiculous living example of that. He can practically hear the kind of jokes that Shannon would make about it, if he ever told her about the books but - he didn’t. And somehow, probably just because he didn’t start writing until after they weren’t living together anymore, she never found out.

     

    There’s actually only a handful of people in the world who know that Eddie is a writer - and more specifically, that he’s E. Diaz, one of the bestselling romance authors on the market.

    or - the one where everything in canon is the same, except eddie diaz is secretly a bestselling romance author, and nobody knows. Yet.

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    27 Oct 2024

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    “Just don’t expect me to walk you down the aisle,” Phillip laughed, looking around like he expected the rest to agree.

    And when no one did, glancing at one another in shock, confusion, and hurt on his behalf... it’d been the last straw:

    “I wouldn’t ask you to,” Buck said, as if discussing something as inconsequential as the weather, “I’d ask Bobby.”

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    or Buck experiences the unconditional love of a parent for the first time in his life at a five year-old's birthday party.

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    22 Oct 2024

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    “Get home safe,” Buck says. Then, as always, he thinks: I love you.

    Eddie goes very, very still. His breathing stutters to a stop. There’s a strange expression on his face, his mouth twisting in that way it does when he doesn’t know what to say.

    Buck squints blearily at him. “What?”

    A muscle in his jaw twitches once. Twice. The muted light illuminates the quiet movement of his throat as he swallows.

    “What’d you just say?”

    “Get home safe,” Buck repeats, a yawn overtaking the last word. “Why…?”

    Or: the one where Buck, drowsy and delirious on pain medication, confesses his love to Eddie without realizing it.

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    15 Oct 2024

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