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    Erwin Smith was willing to give up his life, so he didn't really mind losing his arm. Losing his mind, however, was more than he could possibly bear. His resulting isolation was crafted, deliberate, and meant to be permanent.

    He never could have planned for the voiceless boy that the storm washed ashore...even if he wasn't quite convinced the boy was real.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    If Regulus Black likes one thing, it's being right.

    If Professor James Potter likes one thing, it's proving him wrong.

    How bad could it possibly go?
     

    (I wanted to read an age gap, teacher/student, alpha/omega Jegulus fic with a whole lot of fluff and a whole lot of sex, so I decided to write it!)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Is that what you want from me?” Will asked softly, taking one step into the patch of light. “A god?”

     

    “You’ve already assumed that title in my mind.”

     

    Will gazed at him for a moment, unblinking. “You know what sort of god I’d be,” he finally murmured, both a warning and an invitation, issued with the acerbic curl of his lips. It made Hannibal’s heart quicken.

     

    “I know what sort of God you are,” Hannibal echoed, desire clutching him. “Merciless, imperious, jealous… demanding. Nothing less than the god of the medieval Christians. He drove thousands of men and women into monasteries under oaths of poverty and celibacy, a sacrifice freely given under the all-consuming power of their devotion.”

     

    [In the wake of their rebirth from the sea, Hannibal surrenders himself into Will's hands, but even the faith of God's most devoted servants is tried and tested.]

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    25 May 2026

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    07 Apr 2026

  5. This has been deleted, sorry!

    07 Apr 2026

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    After Shane goes toe to toe with his former team to defend his man and himself, Ilya is very desperate to get his hands on him. And in him. Oh, and his mouth.

    AKA Lover Boy Ilya Rozanov gets spiritually freaky and emotionally horned up with it.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    - Marlow Has Added Jane to the Conversation -

    Marlow: Please don't tell Roz

    Jane: O.O

     

    - Hayden Has Added Lily to the Conversation -

    Lily: What the fuck is this?

    Hayden: Oh-

     

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    A place for my half-baked Hollanov NSFW. It was inevitable folks. This is NSFW fanart.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a great dad, or at least his husband tells him he is. But when his eldest daughter starts dating Hayden Pike's youngest son, the Hollander-Rozanov family finds themselves in uncharted territory.

    Set fifteen years after The Long Game, Shane and Ilya tackle parenting, teen drama, partying with Svetlana, Twitter gossip, & more.

    Based off a twitter prompt from @/shaneswomb!

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    04 Feb 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    03 Feb 2026

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    People say that watching Nikolai Hollander-Rozanov play hockey is like watching his Papa, Ilya, born again.

    There are other ways he’s like his Papa too. Like Ilya used to, Nicky also loves women.

    Which is why everyone is a little surprised when the love of his life is a man. And not just any man, the son of the trailblazing hockey great Scott Hunter.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    After a fight with Shane, Ilya ends up in a bar trying to forget it. But when the worst happens, who will answer Ilya's call?

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    28 Jan 2026

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    "So you want to submit to me, da? Let me take good care of you, make you feel good and happy?" Ilya asked and heard Shane humming as a reply. He pulled away to look into his dark eyes, "Use words, Hollander."

    Shane looked down, Ilya's light eyes were dark and his posture was exuding control and determination. He wanted to give himself completely, wanted Ilya to tear him apart, piece by piece, and then wanted him to put him together again. Rinse and repeat. He knew he was already ruined, no one would ever be able to fill Rozanov's shoes, nor he wanted anyone to.

    Ilya was it for him. He wanted that man for forever.

    "Yes, I do."

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    OR The one where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov explore the world of kink and BDSM during their last few days at the cottage.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    When she’s sixteen, Ilya’s niece is forced to leave Russia. She finds a home and a family with the Hollander-Rozanovs.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    [CURRENTLY IN HIATUS - WILL UPDATE]

    Finally part of the family, Lily goes on different adventures everyday with her two hockey-superstar fathers. No matter how small or big it is, Lily is always happy to be a part of it.

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    Collection of Fluff stories around the Hollander-Rozanov family [Not in chronological order except for Ch 1]

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are first-time foster parents to a trans eleven-year-old who just needs a safe place to land for a few days. There are big challenges ahead of them, but Shane and Ilya are naturals at the whole parenting thing. Most of the time.

    This is a story for anyone who wants to see a trans child being loved and celebrated while a particular Russian hockey player heals his inner child along the way.

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    13 Jan 2026

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