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a heart in three parts by Gingerquery (PeppermintTegan)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
31 Mar 2022
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Ned Leeds is many things. Patient beyond measure, wise beyond his years, loving beyond all reason. He puts up with his roommates' constant fucking because he loves them and wants nothing more than for them to be happy. No other reason. He just loves them, is all. Really, really loves them.
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24 Aug 2026
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in the wake of disaster (will you sink down to me?) by JaggedEmeraldsOfGold
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jul 2026
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MJ’s first assessment of Peter Parker is that he’s a little weird.
And this is perfectly normal. It’s New York. What are you gonna do?
But there’s this itch, deep in the back of her mind. This itch that grows and grows as Peter Parker becomes a regular. MJ has dreams and thoughts and feelings that don’t make any sense, and maybe it’s the stress of senior year, the excitement of getting ready for college, but she doesn’t think so.
Not when Ned can’t seem to stop staring at Peter Parker, either. Not when Ned finally googles him, and his search comes up empty. Not when there’s an unfinished drawing of Spider-Man in her room, the lines forming his face stopping just short of it, and he’s sitting on the roof of Midtown High, and he’s leaning forward, laughing.
She has no idea what that last part has to do with any of it, except for the fact that there’s a laugh that drifts through the back of her thoughts sometimes, light and joyful. Except for the fact that she’s never heard Peter Parker laugh.
In her mind, every day, the sky tears itself to pieces.
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05 Aug 2026
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give me a sign (a sign that you want me) by ver_lia
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Jul 2026
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Neil accidentally discovers that Andrew and Kevin used to kiss. Things spiral from there.
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23 Jul 2026
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The notion is like an annoyingly unpredictable rebound, ricocheting around Kevin's brainspace too quickly for him to actually catch. He can't help but think of the uncountable times he's shared the locker room with his teammates, about the way Neil steadfastedly refused to change in the same room as anyone else at first but slowly became more and more trusting over time. He thinks about the glimpses of tanned flesh he's caught, toned in a way Kevin knows is from intense workouts and staggering amounts of cardio, and he wonders if Neil runs warm. If his hands would scorch a path across Kevin's body, if the trails they leave would cool in the wake of Andrew's stare.
Or: Kevin Day freaks out about his crush on Neil, then learns he doesn't have anything to worry about.
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09 Jul 2026
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Kevin joins the New York Leviathans. Luckily for him, Neil and Andrew have a spare room he can stay in.
Or: Kevin has always been a little bit in love with his friends. It's about time he finds out.
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- Part 1 of tell the world i'm coming home
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- 11/11
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08 Jul 2026
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it takes three, you and him and me by orphan_account
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Feb 2019
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Nicky asks, “are you…I mean, what’s happening, Andrew? Are you okay? Because Kevin and Neil were just-”
“I know,” Andrew cuts him off. The flat, bored intonation of his voice makes it inexplicably funnier when he adds, “I have unfortunately saddled myself with two idiots who cannot keep it in their pants for more than five minutes at a time”
“Well,” Kevin huffs, indignant. “You don’t usually have any complaints”
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08 Jul 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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- English
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- 23,148
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30 Jun 2026
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A collection of art I haven't posted on tumblr/twt or full uncut versions.
Rating includes from Teen Up and up to Explicit.
1 chapter = 1 post.
Chapters and tags will be updated.Bookmarked by JCMadGirl
27 May 2026
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“How did you get home from the hospital?”
“Took an uber.”
“Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”
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The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.
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- English
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- 30,561
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- 5/5
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27 May 2026
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“Sit on me.”
It’s an insane thing to offer. Logically, Eddie knows this. Nobody in their right mind would do what he’s about to do, but Eddie’s starting to think maybe he isn’t in his right mind.
“Sit on you?”
“On my thighs,” Eddie explains. “That way you, uh. You know. You can touch.”
“Your ass?”
Eddie nods.
A small, wheezy laugh slips past Buck’s lips. “You want me to sit on you and j-jerk off to porn?”
“And touch,” Eddie adds.
Or: Buck wants to hit the town and get laid. Eddie is vehemently against this idea.
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03 May 2026
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“You think we should have sex?” Eddie clarified — still in that slow, deliberate tone, like any sudden movement would cause the ceiling to cave in around them.
Buck rolled his eyes. “I mean…not for real.”
“Okay. So you think we should have fake sex."
“Yeah, like reading Our Bodies, Ourselves isn’t the same as watching porn, right? It’d be educational sex.”
“Well if it’s educational sex...”
Or: Buck learns that Eddie's never had a prostate orgasm. Clipboard sex ensues.
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- English
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- 26,323
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- 4/4
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17 Feb 2026
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“I want all of this, Eddie. I want a home and a family and I— maybe I can’t have it while I’m sleeping on my best friend’s couch.”
The idea of Buck finding someone else, of him going anywhere further than their living room, sat like a brick in Eddie’s gut. Was he so desperate to escape? Could he see it, written all over Eddie’s face? The shift Eddie had been pointedly not looking at since he returned to LA.
“We are your family.”
“I need to learn to—”
“If you say stand on your own two feet one more time, Buck, I swear!”
Buck heaved a sigh, put upon and irritated, “Well, what’s so wrong with that?”
“We’ve fucking been alone, Buck. Me and you, all our lives, we’ve been doing it alone. You grew up alone. I did too. You don’t need to learn how to be alone, you need to learn how to lean on the people who are offering you their shoulder.”
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An 8x18 epilogue/fix-it. Buck and Eddie fight, a few truths come to light and they learn how to lean on each other again.
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20 Dec 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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- English
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- 29,575
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19 Dec 2025
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“It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”
“So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”
or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along
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- Part 1 of bucket list fic
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- English
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- 54,477
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- 1/1
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25 Nov 2025
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Buck sends Eddie a link to a tennis bracelet, black diamond, $5k starting. Inquire for details.
Eddie says wow. you’d have to work for that and Buck replies teasin yu lol and Eddie says i think you’d look good in a chain, though and Buck pretends he doesn’t fall to his knees and hit his cock on the way down.or: Eddie forgets to disable auto-pay on rent for South Bedford after Buck moves in. They’re as normal about it as you can expect.
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- English
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- 21,516
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- 1/1
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09 Nov 2025
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“I want you in my family, I want us to be a family. Officially. A family can be a guy, his son, and his best friend, right?”
Buck’s lower lip was trembling. “You’re really asking me to be your…what, now?”
“Frank called it ‘platonic life partners.’”
Buck looked stunned, and also…hopeful. “We could really do that?”
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Buck and Eddie decide to become platonic domestic partners and co-parents. They are 100% super normal about it and absolutely nothing is awakened in them, except a mutual annoyance at being referred to as "husbros."
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- English
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- 49,696
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 2
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- 547
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- 5,462
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- 1,363
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02 Nov 2025
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Hen stares at Buck for a long moment, then turns on her heel to walk upstairs. “Chim! Did you know that Peanut is a human child and not a small animal?”
“Buck’s Peanut?” Chim calls back, leaning over the railing. “No? Is she not a dog?”
“No!” Buck replies. “She’s a preschooler!”OR: At 22, Buck got one of his hookups pregnant and decided to keep the baby himself rather than let her be put up for adoption. At 26, he joined the 118. You know the rest, right?
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- Part 1 of we can never know (WWOT + splinter AUs)
- Language:
- English
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- 112,809
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- 13/13
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- 1,353
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- 4,752
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02 Nov 2025
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Eddie shrugs. “Christopher mentioned to Daniel that Buck and I are partners. I mean, sure, it’s a little weird that she invited him over as well, but—”
“Partners,” Hen interrupts, “like work partners?”
Eddie and Buck glance at each other. “Uh, yeah?” Eddie says. “What other type of partner?”
Hen stares at them for a moment, before she bursts out laughing. “You dumbasses. She thinks you’re together.”
or, Eddie joins the PTA.
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- English
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- 11,958
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- 1/1
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- 368
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31 Oct 2025
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The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.
Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
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- Part 1 of i love you like a dog
- Language:
- English
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- 51,169
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 646
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30 Oct 2025
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Really, Eddie doesn’t care that the PTA aren’t his biggest fan. He knows he misses too many meetings, and it’s not like he’s best friends with any of the other parents. It doesn’t affect Christopher, so it doesn’t bother him. He’ll pay for the annual fundraising mugs and consider his duty done.
But then Buck picks Christopher up from a class trip and it all goes to hell.
Like, of course Buck is everyone’s dream guy. He’s responsible with kids, and kind, and funny and interesting and hot to touch. That’s obvious. But now Eddie’s fighting to keep the PTA moms, teachers, and dads, all off an unsuspecting and tempting Buck.
Because Eddie is a good friend. Right?
- Language:
- English
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- 19,701
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 2
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- 612
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29 Oct 2025