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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    Two years ago in Regina, something went terribly wrong in a locker room after a Worlds Junior Hockey game.
    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov lived.
    What followed was surgery, memory loss, months of recovery, and the slow discovery that the two boys who played against each other were not quite the same ones who survived.
    Now it’s June 2009:
    • Yuna believes she lost her son that day in Regina.
    • Shane isn’t sure who he is anymore.
    • Ilya, who remembers even less, is the only person who seems completely certain that the two of them will figure it out together.
    Now the future has come knocking.

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    19 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    “This was wrong. This was Hayden’s best friend; he shouldn't be seeing this. Not that Hayden hadn’t seen Shane naked a million times, but that was different; that was the locker room surrounded by their teammates. This was intimate, just Shane in a stunning, vulnerable position, and oh god, Jackie. Hayden had a wife; he should not be staring at anyone other than his wife. He would beg Jackie for her forgiveness later, but for now, Hayden would not, could not move, could not look away.”

    Or. In a post-tuna meltdown heated rivalry, Montreal loses the following game badly, and Shane doesn’t take it well, as Shane does. Determined to never hook up with Rozanov again, he tries to take matters into his own hands literally. Thanks to a faulty hotel bathroom lock, Hayden Pike sees Shane like never before, and brings up some complicated feelings for Hayden... and Shane, and Jackie, and Ilya.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane does not know what he is staring at when he reads the name of the chat and the influx of texts.

    This looks like actual hell, and more importantly why on earth would Ilya add him to the Boston WAGS chat?

    TLDR: In an attempt to socialise in this new country Ilya puts 'jane' down as his WAG to connect to the team, this has unforeseen consequences for himself.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

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    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    13 Mar 2026