1 - 20 of 647 Bookmarks by Jinnieharem

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
    ____

    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,479
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    1,858
    Kudos:
    9,921
    Bookmarks:
    3,547
    Hits:
    169,603

    10 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Pummel: Fuck Jane

    St-Simon: nah…

    St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…

    Pummel: youre right

    Pummel: Sorry Jane

    Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV

    Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV

    Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?

    Carmichael: Bad timing, man.

    Connors: Oh

    Connors: Give me a second to read back.

    Connors: Oh….

    Connors: FUCK ROZANOV

    [Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,733
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    311
    Kudos:
    12,203
    Bookmarks:
    2,060
    Hits:
    61,867

    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

    ---

    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,903
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    387
    Kudos:
    7,076
    Bookmarks:
    1,802
    Hits:
    86,350

    09 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

    Or,
    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,756
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,139
    Kudos:
    26,424
    Bookmarks:
    5,037
    Hits:
    183,508

    09 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,919
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    357
    Kudos:
    12,175
    Bookmarks:
    3,026
    Hits:
    119,010

    08 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,296
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    6
    Comments:
    543
    Kudos:
    9,153
    Bookmarks:
    2,055
    Hits:
    39,309

    07 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,485
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    380
    Kudos:
    10,325
    Bookmarks:
    2,599
    Hits:
    75,210

    06 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya thinks he’s being a good friend to Troy when he gets Troy to confess his crush to him. But when the crush turns out to be Shane, HIS Shane, he does the most stupid thing he could possibly do. He gives Troy Shane’s number.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,910
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    1,616
    Bookmarks:
    284
    Hits:
    23,020

    04 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It seems Ilya fucking Rozanov adheres to a daily schedule of tomfoolery. He’s always finding ways to irritate Shane with the stupidest shit.

     

    or, Ilya ragebaits Shane as a form of flirting. Somehow it works.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,340
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    127
    Kudos:
    4,058
    Bookmarks:
    716
    Hits:
    38,073

    27 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    An omega is taught to stay untouched for their future mate. Shane Hollander grew up believing that rule without question. Then Ilya Rozanov came into his life and everything he believed fell apart.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,457
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    542
    Bookmarks:
    147
    Hits:
    13,585

    26 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Dr. Shane Hollander is in trouble. Working as a criminal psychologist means he has seen some pretty terrifying stuff. Deaths and dismemberment is an everyday thing. However, amorous letters from the very same serial killer he's been trying to capture for the past 4 years? Not an everyday thing.

    Enter Detective Ilya Rozanov. His transfer to Ottawa from the Russian special forces was super hushed, but one thing is for sure. He has friends in big places. And enemies too.

    Shane hates everything about Ilya. His stupid tattooed body, his cocky demeanor, the way he seems to bleed violence even when he stands still. And Ilya is not Shane's biggest fan either. This is just a mission for him. In and out, as always. Nothing personal.

    But again, a dead body holding a rose on Shane's doorstep at midnight is starting to feel pretty personal to him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,247
    Chapters:
    1/15
    Comments:
    34
    Kudos:
    243
    Bookmarks:
    143
    Hits:
    5,973

    25 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Logically, Shane isn’t stupid, logically, part of his brain is frantically trying to pull him out of the shock. Of trying to rationalize what he is seeing. But it just doesn’t feel real. Not even as he’s watching the torso of someone still crawling along the pavement. Not until he watches one of the soldiers in the footage turn the gun around onto himself and–

    Rose screams.

    Shane sucks in a broken breath, the trance snapping free and one name slams into his head- Ilya. Ilya. Ilya. 

    -

    or the zombie apocalypse happens and Ilya Rozanov travels the span of America to get to Shane Hollander's side again.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,343
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    235
    Kudos:
    1,449
    Bookmarks:
    443
    Hits:
    15,509

    23 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.

    When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.

    Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,893
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    618
    Kudos:
    15,077
    Bookmarks:
    2,502
    Hits:
    130,245

    23 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 5

    Tags
    Summary

    “And when you close your eyes tonight,” he mutters, thick accent rolling over the words, “I want you to remember us. Like this.”

    Shane’s breath shudders as Rozanov’s hands cage him against the wall. He presses his lips against Shane’s, lightly, teasingly. He tastes like minty gum with just a hint of tobacco.

    “I want you to remember that the bratva getting a head start on distributing this shipment is entirely your fault.”

    “Fuck—“

    Rozanov pulls back, grinning like a madman as gunfire starts ringing out at the base of the port. Screeching tires echo in the night as the sound of a moving vehicle grows closer. The Russian man puts a wide gap between them as a white panel van comes to a sudden halt, the passenger swinging open.

    “Let’s fucking go, Rozy!” Marly, a bratva foot soldier whoops from behind the wheel, “Maybe you guys’ll get lucky next time, yakuza scum.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    825
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    671

    20 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

    ___
    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,658
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    826
    Kudos:
    6,845
    Bookmarks:
    1,924
    Hits:
    130,645

    20 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    What if Shane doesn't get hurt on the ice and Ilya still decides to break up with him? Shane knows he's pregnant, but he decides to keep the secret to himself. Carriers aren't allowed to play in the MLH and now he needs to find a way to hide from not only the ice hockey world, but from Ilya, too.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,605
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    1,089
    Bookmarks:
    322
    Hits:
    15,437

    19 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

    ~

    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    69,656
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    642
    Kudos:
    6,823
    Bookmarks:
    2,621
    Hits:
    275,038

    19 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,296
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    602
    Kudos:
    19,489
    Bookmarks:
    3,806
    Hits:
    110,748

    17 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander find themselves alone in Montreal's home team locker room -- or so they think. When Hayden Pike walks in on them in the showers, it's to everyone's surprise that he doesn't leave right away.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,025
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    1,503
    Bookmarks:
    251
    Hits:
    20,098

    15 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane,” Hayden says, voice tight. 

    At once, the hairs on Shane’s arms stand to attention. He sits up, bracing himself. 

    “What’s happening?” 

    “You’re getting married to Rose Landry.” 

    Shane chokes. “What?” 

    Or: news breaks that Shane Hollander is getting married to Hayden Pike, and then, improbably, to Rose Landry. The only problem? He isn’t. 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,801
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    124
    Kudos:
    6,524
    Bookmarks:
    899
    Hits:
    38,941

    10 Jan 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation