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Eddie’s been in love with Buck for years—but he’s good at hiding things, burying feelings, and pretending everything’s fine. Until one night, he just... can’t anymore. He blurts out that he wants to scene with Buck, and to his surprise, Buck says yes. What starts as one scene quickly spirals into something deeper, something neither of them are quite ready to admit out loud. Cue: seven years of pining, mutual idiocy, soft dom!Buck, emotionally constipated!Eddie, a whole lot of feelings, some very intense aftercare, and eventually realizing that sometimes, love sounds a lot like “Color?” and “Green.”
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29 Sep 2025
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Something cold and hard slides into his side. “Don’t move.” A voice says, startling Buck into compliance. Athena looks up, arm still around the girl who locks eyes with the man shoving a gun in Buck’s side. A hand grips Buck’s other shoulder, holding him in place.
“Buck.” Athena warns, like she’s afraid he’s going to try anything.
“I’m not moving.” Buck snaps out for both Athena and the gunman’s sake.
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A short story that was inspired while writing Once More (With Feeling) but can be read without reading the main story. No actual mentions of shifters/shifting in this story. It is set after Abby leaves but before Eddie joins the 118
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- Part 1 of Once More
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26 Sep 2025
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"This is a private spot."
The blond kid’s defensiveness immediately hardened into a sneer. He visibly straightened up, puffing out his chest in a subtle shift that made him seem even taller, a clear display of masculine posturing. "Oh, yeah? Didn't see your name on it. Is this your rock? Your blade of grass? Did you pee on the trees to mark your territory?"
The sarcasm grated on Eddie's last nerve. "Some of us come here for peace and quiet. Not to listen to... whatever that noise was."
"It's called music," the kid shot back, his voice dripping with condescension. He took a deliberate step forward, closing the distance between them and invading Eddie's personal space. It was a clear challenge. "You should try it sometime. Might loosen you up." He smirked. "Or is that against the rules in your special, secret clubhouse?"
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The Buckleys move to El Paso along with a 17-year-old Buck. Buck meets Eddie and it's hate from the first sight. Shenanigans ensue.Series
- Part 1 of Places Where You Loved Me
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30 Aug 2025
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When infamous rockstar Evan “Buck” Buckley gets injured (again), his label hires Army vet-turned-EMT Eddie Diaz to shadow him on tour. Eddie’s job is simple: keep Buck breathing. But nothing about Buck is simple—not his smile, not his secrets, and definitely not the way he starts to feel like home.
Eddie’s supposed to keep Buck safe. Buck’s supposed to stay out of trouble. But somewhere between motel parking lots, midnight emergency calls, and songs that sound too much like confessions, lines blur—and hearts get caught in the wreckage.
This tour might save Buck’s career. It might ruin Eddie’s life. Or maybe, if they’re lucky, it could be the start of something louder than either of them expected.
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05 Aug 2025
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After Maddie leaves and then being punched in the face by Chimney in front of Christopher. Buck didn't think there was anything else that could surprise him about his family. Until he was contacted by a man who acted as his Grandmother's Butler. The fog that had permeated his mind about his grandmother had been lifted and he remembered the woman that was warm, kind, and was now dying. There was one more family secret that was left, one that only Grandmother Allanah Buckley could tell her grandson.
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- Part 3 of Evil Author Day 2024
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30 Jun 2025
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Death calls three times. The first for their endurance, the second for their determination, the third for their strength of will. When the time is right lightning will strike the pair and the phoenixes shall be reborn, from the coming flames, A Mated Pair.
Eddie hadn't believed in the fable until he was shot down in the deserts of Afghanistan and he had ended up learning that he had a soulmate. When he first met Buck, he knew who the man was, but the other would be oblivious until lightning struck them both.
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30 Jun 2025
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When the bullet hits, Eddie goes down. One second, Buck has locked eyes on Eddie, the next, he is on the Psionic Plane. Eddie is dying, and only a bond with his Guide will be able to save him. Not everything is easy for the two as soon as Ana Flores learns that her former Boyfriend has been shot. She accuses Buck of forcing a Bond on Eddie, and it ends up with the two of them being kept separate. An investigation is started to assess the claim, as Ana Flores does what she can to get the bond broken, even calling in Helena and Ramon Diaz for help. After all, she knows that when a Bond is broken, it can never be forged again.
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30 Jun 2025
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Eddie started breathing heavily. “You’re saying. You’re saying that you want to die?”
Buck swallowed. There was no turning back now, he may as well leave everything out in the open. “I’m saying that when I was in my coma, I was faced with the choice of life or death. I could continue living in my perfect world where my family loved me or wake up. I woke up, I chose to live. I chose to live because I saw how people needed me. I saw how you needed me, how Bobby needed me, how Maddie needed me. I chose to live.”
“So? If you chose to live, why are you acting like this!”
“Because I made the wrong choice!”
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Evan Buckley got struck by lightning, was in a coma, and chose to live. So why does he still want nothing but to die?
(or evan 'buck' buckley begins again)
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25 Jun 2025
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“Are you fucking kidding me?” Eddie yells over the rain, “You know what? I’m just going to go. Give me my keys.”
Eddie holds his hands out for the keys, but Buck makes no move to hand them over.
“The keys, Buck!” He’s shaking so bad, Buck feels awful.
“Eddie-”
“No, just-” Eddie wipes his eyes, “I just want to leave.” He snatches the keys from Buck and walks around him to head towards the truck.
Eddie stops abruptly, “You know, maybe I should just go home and finish packing and just fucking head to Texas tonight since I’m so fucking unwanted!”
Buck steps down the stairs, “Unwanted? You think you’re unwanted?”
Eddie holds his arms out, “What the fuck am I supposed to think, Evan? You.. You cancel any plans I try to make with you, I track you and you’re out at bars or other houses and.. And I know that’s not my business okay? I fucking know that but, you- Buck you just stopped coming around.”
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Buck struggles with the idea of Eddie leaving to go to Texas...Eddie has some things to say.Bookmarked by LLDickenson
25 Jun 2025
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After Bobby’s death, Buck reverts back to his old ways of coping. He needs Eddie to pull him out.
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25 Jun 2025
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When Buck returned home after the lightning strike, he began to have odd dreams. Dreams that showed him things that hadn't happened, but seemed so vivid that they felt real. But when one of his 'Dreams' comes true, Buck realizes that these aren't dreams, they are little insights into a future he's not sure he wants to happen. He sees things that have him questioning himself, and finally opening up with Eddie about what he is dreaming, can the two use what Buck sees to avoid some of the pitfalls that await them?
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24 Jun 2025
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"What was it, Buck? Guilt? Disgust? You couldn’t get over your own actions of bringing your horrible, racist ex-boyfriend back to the house I used to live in with my son, and let him fuck you on the mattress I used to sleep on?”
Buck got up, clawing at the wall for stability, legs shaky. His entire face was tilted into a sneer. “I didn’t let Tommy fuck me. I had him down on his knees while I closed my eyes and thought about you.”Buck gets shitfaced with Ravi at a gay club during pride, and shows up on Eddie's doorstep, forgetting that he doesn't live there anymore.
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22 Jun 2025
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Buck was mourning his death before it happened. Thinking, you are different, but you are familiar. You are mine. You were the one I held the hand of when you slowly passed away. You are the one I seeked shelter with on rainy nights, two mongrels against a violent world. You are the one I turned to and laughed with, and, above all—you are the one I loved, and I have never forgotten it in my mind’s eye.
You are mine, in every sense of the word. And here, I am quite sure, I was yours.
But each time Buck had found him again—his lovely, lovely soulmate—he was ripped away. Eyes like hickory, soft and curled eyelashes like dandelions, sharp angles and blush lips—gone.
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Buck prays for Eddie to live.
He's given a chance to save him.
Over, and over, and over.
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20 Jun 2025
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Buck understood, he’d barely slept either, but that feeling of needing to fix everything was needling at him. He knew he couldn’t magically erase people’s grief. He couldn’t undo Bobby’s death, as much as he wished he could, but he could help. He could be there for Eddie, and Hen, and Ravi, and Chim, and Athena, if she’d let him. His family was important.
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A rewrite of 8x16 where Buck misunderstands Bobby's last words to him and focuses on helping his family without processing his own grief.
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20 Jun 2025
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Rather than let Eddie resign entirely, Bobby offers temporary FMLA leave so he can get therapy, and calls in a floater to cover. They weren’t expecting the floater to be someone from Buck’s past, someone who has the know-how to fix more than the surface issues affecting Buck and his family.
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20 Jun 2025
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End of the 1920s-
Buck doesn't remember who is really is, or what is true name is. He could not even be named Buck. The only thing he know is that his necklace says someone is waiting for him in Paris.
During his journey, he'll met a lot of people, some even helping him in his quest for identity, and family.He'll have to travel hundreds of kilometers from St Petersb- Leningrad to Paris, and perhaps even travel in time, back to 1917, when the revolution took place. Maybe he even had a role to play?
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Basically, a (movie) Anastasia AU!Buddie where Buck is the equivalent of the Grand Duchess Anastasia, because why not.Bookmarked by LLDickenson
20 Jun 2025
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"Hey, Eddie!" Chim calls him as he leaves the fire station, "This came in for you, there's no return address."
Eddie's heart drops almost immediately and he rushes to Chim, almost ripping the envelope from his hand.
"Woah there, this better not be some weird fetish thing."
"Shut up Chim!" He snaps back.
Edmundo Buckley-Diaz
Firehouse 118, Los Angeles, California
United States of America
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in which i'm sorry for doing this (but not really)
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17 Jun 2025
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“Sure, I love the zoo.” Chris is saying with that perfectly adorable giggle that makes Eddie want to melt whenever he hears it—which is far too infrequently these days. “My dad takes me there all the time.”
Eddie’s head snaps up at that, quick and sharp. His fingers go numb and he scrambles uselessly with the tongs as they fall with a loud clatter against the grill.
Because Eddie can count the times he’s been to the zoo on one hand.
It’s Buck who’s been taking Christopher there nearly once a week for years.
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17 Jun 2025
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It only takes meeting Tommy’s work friends for Buck to realize that he’s not the one that Tommy originally wanted, but maybe Tommy’s not the one he wants either.
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Buck finds out that Tommy had originally set his sights on Eddie, leading Buck down a path of angst and self-discovery, and maybe at the end of it he’ll find love.
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17 Jun 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck says, catching hold of Eddie’s arm and swinging him around so they’re facing each other. “People already have questions about us. It’s just that now, sometimes the answer will be yes.”
Eddie laughs again. “I haven’t even said yes yet, Buck.”
“Yet,” Buck echoes, grinning.OR: After Bobby and Athena almost die on their cruise, Buck decides to stop wasting time and marry Eddie.
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Bookmarked by LLDickenson
16 Jun 2025