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Straight lines and raised skin by Lauvender
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
23 Apr 2022
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Denki comes home to an apartment bathed in darkness, the only visible light coming from outside, where the curtains haven’t been drawn shut. When he calls his husband’s name it goes unanswered.
He’s pretty sure something’s wrong, starts going through the rooms methodically. First is the living room. Picture frames line the walls, blankets lay folded on the sofa. Hitoshi's not there.
He checks the kitchen, then the bathroom, has some hope that he won’t find anything there, no signs of frantic, impulsive actions. A stained towel, hastily stuffed into the hamper, and disinfectant out on the counter rob him of that hope.
So the bedroom it is.
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Recovery isn’t about going back to how you were, it’s about creating someone new.
It gets worse before it gets better.
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Self acceptance and dicking down by Lauvender
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 May 2021
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It has never felt like this before.
He has never felt like this before.
He’s never experienced this rise and fall of nerves and excitement and fear woven throughout fleeting thoughts and ever present feelings. It’s exhilarating. It’s terrifying. It’s nothing like he’d imagined it would be.
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After three years of being with Denki, without expectation of sexuality, Hitoshi wakes up feeling an unknown desire deep within his gut. It's scary, it's unknown, it's exhilerating and thank god he has Denki to guide him through it.
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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21 Dec 2025
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hollanov college au by AkirasStories
Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Nov 2025
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03 Dec 2025
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Coming Home (But Not to You) by queercatfan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Dec 2024
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When Viktor makes the reluctant decision to move back to Piltover after six years to be a professor at The Academy, he's forced to share an office with none other than his former lab partner Jayce Talis, the very man who caused him to leave Piltover in the first place.
(modern professors AU)
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- Part 1 of Coming Home (But Not to You)
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Bookmarked by Lauvender
31 Oct 2025
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"Lance had watched Keith Kogane win a bar fight with a broken hand, rip open a keg with a knife, and complete a whole wretched ensemble of activities you definitely shouldn’t do with a beer in hand.
And yet here he was, glittery Sharpie in hand, waiting to sign Lucy’s copy of Altea.
Lance opened his mouth to say something arguably rude and not appropriate for their current audience. Until he remembered that he himself had either watched or participated in these activities and was now holding a four-year-old containing his DNA. So Lance didn’t have much of a leg to stand on either."
When Lance runs into his ex-boyfriend at a children’s book signing, he not only finds out that Keith Kogane ages like fine wine, but he also apparently wrote his daughter’s favorite book. As Keith lingers in town, Lance frantically tries to keep his daughter from realizing that the writer is not only a person from Lance’s past, but a character in her bedtime stories as well.
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- Part 1 of The King and His Fisherman-verse
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Bookmarked by Lauvender
10 Sep 2025
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Sokka takes a strategic step back, but he also smiles: triumphant, like he baited Zuko into exactly what he wanted. Like it’s a challenge. It’s the same way he looked when they sized each other up at the prison, with Sokka in chains that left red marks around his wrist, in tattered prison garb, malnourished and angry. Back then, that was Sokka saying: I see your power. I see you. Now, see me.
Zuko saw him then. And he sees him now; different, but the same. I see you.
Zuko lights his daos in flame. Sokka grins, back to gravel and heat. “Come on, Fire Lord. Impress me.”
Zuko burns. His vision flickers with fire. His heart races. His blood sings. His body is like a magnet, pulling ever onward to meet Sokka’s. He advances.
He pins Sokka to the wall, blades against his throat.
Or, Zuko found Aang first, Sokka and Katara were imprisoned in Boiling Rock for trying to rescue their dad, and all Sokka knows is he's pretty sure he's not supposed to think the Fire Lord is attractive but he's never let things like rules stop him before.
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10 Aug 2025

