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beyond this rage of poetry by xtwilightzx (blackidyll)
Fandoms: Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game)
14 May 2025
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Hugo’s resentment at Lycaon’s decision to leave Mockingbird, his hatred towards his father, the fear as he sat at Lycaon’s side, waiting – for either help to come, or for Lycaon’s heartbeat to fade away – all of that has been smothered by sheer exhaustion, leaving Hugo numb and empty.
Without his emotions getting in the way, Hugo’s thoughts are startlingly clear.
Betrayals and abandonment, secrets and broken promises – none of those matter. All that matters is Lycaon, and who he is to Hugo.
His dearest partner, now turned his greatest traitor.
And yet—
—still his, always.
(Their confrontation after the failed assasination attempt on the Ravenlock family head is not the last time Hugo sees Lycaon; before they go their separate ways, Hugo makes several arrangements that, years later, will influence his reunion with Lycaon and set the stage for future collaborations.
Missing scenes from Hugo and Lycaon's past and present, on their separation and eventual reconciliation. Contains major spoilers for Bury Your Tears With The Past Part A and B).
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21 May 2025
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i love this i love this i love this SOSOSOSOSO MUCHH I CRIED SO SO SO MUCH AAAAA I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. THISNIS CANON ITS CANON TO MEEEE
IM GOING TO START SPREADING LIES ON THE INTERNETTTT I GONNA START SAYING THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED FRRRRR AAAAA
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The room is too bright.
It’s quaint, in a nauseating sort of way. Polished floors glint from the gleaming honeycomb chandeliers overhead, make him squint. A few vases sprinkled here and there, filling the room with a sickeningly sweet scent – even a waffle-cone headrest framing the silken sheets of a neatly-tucked bed. Outside, the golden sun gleams, the gentle rays of light spilling past curtains that waver in the afternoon breeze.
It's meant to be beautiful. Luxurious. Welcoming.
With one sweep of his cane, Shadow Milk tears it apart.
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- Part 1 of Jamma Jambound's SDVN works
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26 Mar 2025
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yes j have cried to this
yes i will do it again
i need a docter i can feel my heart like its tangible in my hand :(
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Al-Haitham hums, sitting back in his seat. His eyes get that look they always do when he's thinking– at least that had stayed the same– before he put his hands in his pockets.
“You can stay with me, if you'd like,” he says all too casually as he pulls a hand back out his pocket. “For the time being,” he adds on a little too quickly, “until you manage to get yourself out of the mess you’ve made.”
Kaveh was about to open his mouth to protest. Like he'd ever take an offer from him, especially with that attitude.
But then Al-Haitham slides a key across the table to him–golden, with emerald embellishments, a carbon copy of the soulmark on Kaveh's arm– and the words on his lips dissipate into the warm tavern air.
with art by @art_iram21!! :)
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29 Nov 2024
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this was actually such a nice read,,, i loved it so much qwq my heart hurt so many times i think if i was a swan id be dead but in a positive way
for a fic to make me feel so much ueueue it was just so amazing i loved the characterisations of the pair, it did feel a bit strange at the end but DAMN EVERYTHING BUILDING IP WAS ACTUALLY PERFECTION crying throwing up rolling around
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A series of kid!fics.
Future Past contains de-aged Goro, Robin Hood and the Little Trickster contains de-aged Akira.
Both fics contain p5r spoilers, and they are not connected to each other in any way, so feel free to read in whatever order.The third fic is an alternate universe pulling from both of the previous two fics. Recommended to be read last.
Fanart for this series (thank you so much!)
Future Past - @reveriesky
Chipmunk Baby Goro!! - @reveriesky
Future Past Ch. 6 Vignettes - @reveriesky
Akira parenting vs Goro parenting - Nova (twitter version)
Baby Akechi doodles! - so-like-persona- Words:
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03 Aug 2024
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ohhhhhhv mmmmyyuu gooofddnneessss i read this when i was at the peak of my persona and by extension, akeshuake phase maybe around 12 or 13, when i was old enough to understand the depths of their relationship but not enough life experience for it to affect me so.
little did i know it wasnt a phase at all. these two truely are brainworms, theyre worse than drugs. my heart aches rereading this series so much. rereading these fics i once read when i was so little was truely a random bored thought but booting up my old ng+ save file when my attention span wasnt enough to sit through the whole game again just to see the two interact was not on my 2024 bingo card.
this was a truely wonderful read, both nostalgic and a wonderful new experience. thank you authors and artists, you are truely the best <3
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the stone-filled sea by yukla
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Aug 2020
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He forgets how quickly Wei-qianbei changes faces, sometimes. Like pulling a theater mask over a bruise—color over color, a diversion with the swipe of his hand.
Lan Sizhui navigates a world that hates his father, one endless wave at a time.
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09 Jul 2024
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author, you are truely a god.
the way this author writes subtle details is to fucking dIE FORRRR RAAAAHHHHHHHH NEVER DO THEY TELL, THEY SHOW AND YOU HAVE TO PUT THE PIECES TOGETHER FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE AND I LOVE THATTTT ITS SO ENGAGING. its so surprising to find literature this well thoight out and well written, that its so absolutely AMAZING TO FIND ONE I LOVE U AUTHOR AND I LOCE YOUR FIC
THE CHARACTERISATION AND EVERYTHING IS SO LSHFLSLS ITS SO GOOD
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Thanatos and Zagreus have always been competitive, ever since they were children racing one another around the House of Hades.
Five contests Zag loses and one he wins.
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10 May 2024
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actually one of the best thanzag things ive ever read :((( its so cute and perfecttttt and all very in character!! :DDD more ppl read this plsplspls
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"Do you think he's still mad at me for trying to leave?" Zagreus asks.
He and Thanatos had argued about it plenty of times recently. Zagreus had hoped they'd moved past it. Thanatos had even been helping him, in that careful and secret way of his. Yet despite that, Zagreus can't help feeling that there's some obstacle that he hasn't been able to overcome ― some barrier that stands between them.
"What makes you say that?" Achilles asks.
Zagreus shrugs halfheartedly. "Maybe it's nothing. It's just..."
His brain fixates on Thanatos's hands, the way that they've flitted near and around him ― as tentative and nervous as a butterfly ― yet they've never landed.
"He hasn't touched me," Zagreus says. "Not once. Not since I started trying to escape this place."
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08 May 2024
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:( thats actually so cute i mightve died a lil
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When Thanatos falls in love with the kingdom's trouble-making crown prince, he is not expecting it will amount to anything more than a passing infatuation. He is also not expecting to be made the prince's bodyguard, and he is certainly not expecting the prince will ever love him back.
Thanatos, it transpires, is wrong about many things.
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03 May 2024
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AUSUALKSKA RHATS SO CUTE I ACTUALLY DIED /j im actually so GGRRRRR MY HEARTTT <333
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ciao amore by coffeecandy (heavenhearts)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
12 Apr 2024
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Aventurine and Ratio, the eve before the grandest show Penacony has ever seen.
‘We should break up.’
Ratio sets his book down. ‘I beg your pardon?’
Aventurine shifts. ‘Y’know, since I’m dying tomorrow and all.’
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29 Apr 2024
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this is like finding gold randomly in the street (im crying this is so well written akdjskfhakcklssk) <3333
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“Wake up already… you damned gambler…”
Weeks after Aventurine’s gamble in Penacony, Ratio is still tending to him in Reality. But even when his efforts pay off, there are still many wounds left behind.
Some of them may be far too severe to ever be healed… but that won’t stop Ratio from trying, anyway.
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21 Apr 2024
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just finished chap 2 YOU CANT END THESE CHAPTERS EITH DIALOGUE my heart physically cant take it. evry line where veritas is feeling something in his chest bro i feel it to in the same way :(((((
genuinely so amazingly written i might explode
finsihed chapter 4 bro i cant do this >_<;; my hearttt im gonna have a heart attack /pos
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Let's Picnic on Earendel by Insomniac_with_dreams
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
08 Dec 2022
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“What do you want for your birthday?” Suguru asks, turning to look at Satoru. He’s perched on the very edge of the porch, looking ready to sprint the minute he needs to. Or maybe the minute he wants to. Satoru’s brain works that way, Suguru thinks. Acting at speeds he gave up trying to comprehend, and most of the time Suguru is left to wait out the burst of sporadic movement or spillage of words that blend messily into each other until they make no sense.
“I want to go star hopping.”
or five times Suguru asks Satoru what he wants for his birthday, five times he gets impossible answers, and one time he figures out why.
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18 Apr 2024
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and then i started crying and i exploded and thr world corrected itself, this right here is the new gege love u author ur amazing <3
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[Voice Identification Successful: Stoneheart Aventurine] "—ve heard so much about you."
[Voice Identification Successful: Veritas Ratio] "I am certain that Jade has plenty to say of my endeavors. If all you wished to do was introduce yourself then consider the deed done. I have far more important things that demand my attention."
"Ah, she said you could be a bit... Prickly."
[A heavy, weary sigh.]
"Lovely. Now, I truly must be going as—"
"I actually wanted your input if you could spare me a few of your very precious minutes."
[A few seconds of silence, a bit of rustling.]
"I will spare you five minutes."A series of notes, recordings, and transcripts from one Veritas Ratio concerning the Stoneheart Aventurine.
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17 Apr 2024
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and then i started bawling my eyes out /pos
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then love me now by alwaysblamegojo (mytsukkishine) for lizzisgeek
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
09 Aug 2021
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“Gojo, are you in love with Getou or something?”
Satoru’s hold on him loosened.
Mei Mei’s question was brought up in a teasing way but somehow, as Suguru glanced at Satoru, he saw him thinking too deeply. It worried Suguru. Not for himself, but for Satoru.
The white-haired male slowly undraped himself from him; Suguru already missing his warmth.
“What? In love?” Satoru looked baffled with himself, “huh… I don’t know, I’m- well, I'm not? I mean, Suguru is my best friend, so why would I be...”
Oh. Well, that hurt like a bitch. Suguru hasn’t even confessed yet.
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cherry red by HamsterQinghua for enma_yuuya
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Aug 2023
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“Satoru, are you okay?”
Satoru isn’t meeting Suguru’s eyes—instead, he stares resolutely at the glasses still in his hands. It’s only because he’s not wearing them that Suguru can see the splotchy red spreading across Satoru’s entire face. Suguru watches, fascinated, as the blush reaches the tips of Satoru’s ears.
“Are you,” Suguru asks again, hesitantly, “okay…?” He’s half-convinced Satoru’s got a fever, with the fiery red that now creeps down his neck, but when he moves to check the other’s temperature, Satoru scrambles backward with a high-pitched giggle.
“Fine,” he wheezes out, and he finally meets Suguru’s skeptical gaze, only for his eyes to quickly skitter away as soon as they make contact. “I’m fine!”
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or, Suguru learns that Satoru blushes easily. he finds this more entertaining than he thinks he should.
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Ukranian translation available here!
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Cannibalization of the Apex by CharmPoint
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
21 Nov 2021
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Satoru doesn't survive the fight with Fushiguro Toji. He dies, cold and alone, leaving behind only a curse with a taste for carnage. Suguru brings that curse to his lips, swallows down the remains of his best friend, his one and only. He doesn't know if it's Satoru's soul or just a mindless curse he's ingesting, but still, he can't part with it.
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25 Mar 2024
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im on chapter 2 and i cant stop crying. chapter 1 was amazing like so amazing i didnt stop to bookmark it was that good but oh my goodness i cant breathe thru the tears ik that doesnt make sense but its true i cant breathe this fic is so good im sure ill update ever chapter i read but oh my goodness this is by far the best satosugu sugusato fic ive ever read in my life
chapter 3 was good :3 i was still reeling from chap 2 but chapt three was a good read
just finished chap 5 :( i love them sm maybe my fav chap so far its actually so RRAAAHHHH <33334
chap 6 is both adorable and heartbreaking LOVE THEM SM I LOVE THEM ALLLLL RRRAAAHHHH SHOKO SUGURU SATORU I LOVE THEM AND I LOVE HOW WELL THR AUTHOR HAS WRITTEN THIS ITS SO GOOD
RRAAAHHH CHAP 7 IS THE BESSTTTT ALSO THE ART AT THE END IS EXACTLY WHAT I SAW IN MY HEAD AND WHAT I DREW AT SCHOOL WITHOUT KNOWING SMTH SMTH GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE
OH MY GOD I FINSIHED ITTTTTT I LOVE THIS FIC SOOO MUCHHHHHH DEFINITELY MY FAVOURITE FIC OF ALL TIMMEEEEEE ITS SO AMAZING GG IM CRYINNGGGG
ID POST MY PEROSNAL SATORU DESIGN BUT HONEYSLY IM A LIL SCARED BUTTT ALL THE ART WAS AND STILL ID AMAZING TO LOOK THRUUUU I LOVE THIS FIC AND THE POL WHO READ IT AND WROTE IT AND BETAD IT AND DREW FOR IT OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE U ALL SO MUUUCCHHHH
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Fandoms: 터닝 - 쿠유 | Turning - Kuyu (Webnovel), Turning - 쿠유 | Kuyu (Webcomic)
25 Jan 2024
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“Yuder,” he greeted. “I was told I’d find you here.”
“So you did, Commander. I hope your trip went well.”
“It did,” Kishiar replied before crossing the distance to his assistant. “But I believe this a more curious sight. Who is our guest?”
From his place at the child’s bedside, they looked even smaller and like they’d been through quite the hardships. If Kishiar were to guess, he’d have said the child could be no older than two years of age.
“She’s my daughter,” Yuder said bluntly, promptly, leaving no room for argument. “If I’m allowed to keep her.”
Or, Kishiar La Orr meets the newest member of the Cavalry.
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07 Feb 2024
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crying dying loving im IM LOVIMG THIS
i need more turning fics plsplspls writers ilysm ty for all you do <3
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Moving Out of the Closet by Sinnatious
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
15 Oct 2021
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Yoo Joonghyuk meets his neighbour Kim Dokja, who at first glance seems to be living in what he thought was the building's janitor's closet.
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30 Dec 2023
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!!! this was so nicee :((((( i love reading it smmm the characters were written so well and i love their characterisation :(((((((( THEYRE MY EVERYRHING
i love this sm might me my number one joongdok fic now,, <33
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Hong Lu has a useless family trinket he thinks Yi Sang might really appreciate.
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27 Dec 2023
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<3 my heartttt :((((((((((((( /pos
hongsang my beloveds <3
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Arranged Marriage AU as an excuse for Domestic Fluff:
Forgemaster Yingxing, as one of the leaders of Zhuming, the Xianzhou ship known for its craft, agrees to marry the Luofu Vidyadhara's Yinyue-jun to solidify the alliance between their people. He has few expectations from a political marriage, but finds himself helplessly charmed and drawn to his husband.
It all starts from the realization that the High Elder may be cold blooded…
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14 Nov 2023
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UEUEUELALDKKAKSHAKSPALS BRO THIS IS AMAZINGG SO CUTE IM ACTUALLY DYING
its 10:44 and i got a paper and a presentation due tmw but THIS this right here has cured me of my illnesses and my stress and my sore back its cleared my skin and given me the power to finish all my work hehehe
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“So there’s this streamer I absolutely LOVE. He’s just a chill dude who plays video games for a living, but sometimes he talks and vibes with his viewers. Very hot, too, with muscles to die for.” Aphelios can practically see the hearts in his sister’s eyes. “You should watch him!”
Aphelios just stared at Alune like she’d grown two heads. [Um…what.]
“His handle is Pit_Boss. Seriously, you won’t be disappointed!” Alune then left the room and closed his door.
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25 Oct 2023
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aww!!! this fic was actuallt so cutteee :((( <3 i loved it sm AAAAAA its so good crying its adorable dies