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touch me, baby (put your lips on mine) by cicadabell, gideleon, wllbefineline
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Aug 2026
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Shane and Ilya haven’t had sex in a while because they’ve been too busy. They are both horny and the only way to remedy that is lots of sex. This has now turned into a sex marathon. A competition of how horny they can get with lots of kink exploration. Enjoy reading!
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23 Aug 2026
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coming home to you (with my own blood in my mouth) by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Aug 2026
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Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”
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Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.
When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.
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20 Aug 2026
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"All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair." - Mitch Albom
Coming to terms with the fact that his mother has Alzheimer's is hard enough for Spencer. Coming to terms with the fact that he can't fix it is exponentially harder. No matter what else has gone on in his life up until this point, there were some classifiers that always applied to him: Genius. Boy wonder. The kid who will save the world. Son of Diana Reid. What is he supposed to do when those things don't fit? And, more importantly, if he's not those things...what is he?
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17 Aug 2026
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Learning About Letting Go Universe by jordachejeans69
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Aug 2026
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14 Aug 2026
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I knew you were gonna catch me by marginess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Aug 2026
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«A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»
The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.
“That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
“There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
“Ginger ale cold enough?”Fuck, Rozanov.
or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
This story begins eight minutes later.TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt
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14 Aug 2026
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In the Shadow of Love (Our Malyshka) by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Aug 2026
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OUR MALYSHKA #4
In which Irina Hollander-Rozanov's little sister struggles to find her place in the world.
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- Part 4 of Our Malyshka
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07 Aug 2026
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see how it shines. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Aug 2026
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SEQUEL TO AFTER THE CHERRY WINE
‘I will not! You can’t make me, Coach.’
Ilya’s voice echoed out of the locker room and into the corridor. Shane had only excused himself a few minutes earlier to go to the bathroom in peace and was returning to the sound of Ilya clearly in some sort of distress.
At the doorway, he nodded at Bood. ‘What’s going on?’
‘Roz won’t take off his wedding ring.’
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- Part 2 of after the cherry wine.
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02 Aug 2026
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On Borrowed Knees by callmewildfire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Aug 2026
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Ilya never made it to the cottage.
Ilya Rozanov spent nine years in exile, convincing himself that disappearing was an act of protection. But when he returns to the NHL and signs with the Ottawa Centaurs, the team led by Shane Hollander, his former rival and secret love, he learns that distance has changed nothing. Their bodies still remembers. The air between them still crackles.
Shane Hollander has built a life of careful normalcy: a captain's role, a dog named Anya, the performance of a man who doesn't need anything from anyone. But Ilya's return unmakes all of it in a single moment of eye contact.
As proximity forces them closer to the truth they've been avoiding, Ilya and Shane has to finally confront the question that has haunted them both for years: Was the silence ever protection, or only destruction in disguise?
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24 Jul 2026
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Hard to Breathe by Rachel Matteo (Rachel_Matteo)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Aug 2026
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Sequel to Breathing Room
Ilya Rozanov has spent five years holding Shane Hollander at arm’s length - not because he didn’t love him, but because he loved him too much to ask him to risk everything for something that could fall apart. He was good at that: the careful distance, the walls that looked like indifference, the way he’d learned to be close without being close. He’d had a lot of practice.
What he didn’t have practice for was what came after he was done lying to himself. He didn’t have practice for this - for something warm and bright and absolutely terrifying. Something that fits in the spaces between games and cities and the distance between Boston and Raleigh. Something that makes Ilya think, for the first time in a long time, that maybe the risk is worth it.
He just needs to figure out what to do with it all before their careers swallow them whole
He doesn’t get the chance to think about it for very long.
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- Part 2 of The Distance Between Us
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- English
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- 137,840
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- 10/11
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24 Jul 2026
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You jump, I jump by tree_fever
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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Hollanovaas have converted Skip to the joys of kink. Then the door shuts behind them. What now?
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- Part 2 of Zaychik-verse
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22 Jul 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Aug 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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- 24/?
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22 Jul 2026
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Everybody knew, except Shane by BloodySky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Aug 2026
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Shane acts anxious at times. Nothing new. But sometimes it is a different anxious.
Ilya is observant of his husband and sees it for what it is, he is supportive and tries to gently guide Shane in the right direction.
And the Centaurs team, well they are slowly realising too what is happening and show their support until Shane learns about himself, they don't push.or
Shane is genderfluid but doesn't know it about himself, yet.
Ilya and the rest of the Centaurs team figure it out before Shane.
They are - of course - super supportiveSeries
- Part 1 of As We Are
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05 Jul 2026
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To Give and Hazard All by nightrose
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.
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04 Jul 2026
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Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.
or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.
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02 Jul 2026
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All The Things I Wanna Do by AlexMH
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Aug 2026
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A wet dream makes Ilya Rozanov realize he might have a crush on one of his rookies. His husband being their teammate only makes things more complicated. But, much to his surprise, Shane is more perceptive than Ilya gave him credit for. Maybe it's time to come up with a plan?
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- Part 2 of Hollanovaas
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01 Jul 2026
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Confessions of an Accidental Live-In Disaster: Year One by Catrovert
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Aug 2026
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Year one: season 2021-2022.
Hello.
I’m Luca Haas. Ottawa Centaurs right winger, Swiss, twenty-two years old, and currently dealing with what I would describe as an unfortunate amount of personal situations.
First of all, Shane Hollander joined the Ottawa Centaurs.
Second of all, Shane Hollander married my captain Ilya Rozanov over the summer.
Bummer.
Third of all, my apartment caught fire.
Actually that one probably should have been first.
Anyway.
The newlyweds offered me a place to stay with them while everything gets sorted out. I felt obliged to agree since my captains offered and the alternative was staying in a hotel forever.
So this is a literary documentation of how I somehow became a temporary roommate in the Hollander-Rozanov household.
Very temporary.
I think.
I also started this journal because Ilya said it might help with homesickness and processing things.
Currently processing: my apartment burning down, hockey, annoying newlyweds, increasingly concerning emotions about my captains, and whatever the fuck is happening to my life.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 154,331
- Chapters:
- 69/?
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29 Jun 2026
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Zaychik by tree_fever
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Aug 2026
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Luca Haas is exactly where he wants to be. In a closed triad, exploring kinks with the Hollanov husbands.
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🙂↔️ Hollanovaas smut and kink exploration 🙂↔️
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- Part 1 of Zaychik-verse
- Language:
- English
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- 77,612
- Chapters:
- 30/31
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- 666
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29 Jun 2026
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And then? (and then I love you anyways) by Confusedmonkey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Aug 2026
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“We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.
“Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. A punch probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.
“Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”
Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.
“And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.
“Fuck off, Rozanov.”
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Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2011, and keep choosing it?
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- 161,397
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- 22/28
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27 Jun 2026
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Husbands Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov loved each other and loved their boyfriend, Luca Haas.
He shared many traits with both Shane and Ilya, but after letting something slip out, Ilya starts to get concerned that maybe Luca was like him in another way, one that he never wanted for his boy.
-The main theme is an exploration of Luca's mental health, but this is a Heated Rivalry fic, so don't worry there will be plenty of smut amongst the angst!
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16 Jun 2026
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Lily and Jane by JupiterJoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Aug 2026
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The Montreal Victoire and the Boston Fleet, Jane Hollander and Lily Rozanova, the good girl and the bad girl. The rivalry that would take the PWHL to new heights. Whether they liked it or not, they were tied together for their foreseeable careers. And tangled together in hotel sheets until one of them wised up enough to break it off.
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15 Jun 2026