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    Just a faceless anon who is down bad for two hockey players.

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    Ilya pulled out his phone, and shared a photo he had taken of his and Shane’s hands, ringed fingers locked together.

    Immediately, Troy blinked back, covering his eyes, pretending to be blinded by the photo.

    “Woah, that is bright,” Troy said.

    “And big,” Luca said, peeking between Wyatt and Troy, his eyes wide.

    “It’s massive,” Troy agreed, rapidly blinking. “I’m having trouble looking directly at it.”
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    Ilya gets Shane a ring that can be seen from outer space and begins to worry Shane doesn't like it (he does).

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    Shane’s eyes widened slightly.

    “Oh.”

    “‘Oh?’” Ilya raised an eyebrow above him, fighting to regain his breath. That was a bit underwhelming, as far as reactions went. It's not like he had been expecting him to go crossed eyed or squirt for a full minute, but he had hoped to see a few cute tears and hear some variation of Ilya, it’s too much, it won’t fit—

    “Shut up." He blushed. “I guess… I just thought it would be bigger.”

    He nearly deflated on the spot. A puck to the jaw would have been less brutal than those seven words.

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    or: Ilya knots Shane for the first time at the cottage. It doesn't go as either of them expected.

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    It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.

    But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.

    (how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)

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    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

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