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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Hi, is this Mr. Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Yes, who is this?” Ilya replied, unease twisting his stomach.

    “My name is Dr. Alicia Woolson, and I have you listed as the emergency contact for a Mr. Shane Hollander. He was brought into the emergency department at Montreal General Hospital after a car accident. He was unconscious upon arrival…”

    Ilya couldn’t hear the rest of the words she was saying. He couldn’t listen to the list of broken bones, the internal damages that needed surgery to fix. All he could hear were the last words he said to Shane.

    I don’t want to look at you.

    I don’t want to talk to you.

    Go home.

    --

    Or, what if Shane got into a car accident when he left after their fight on Boxing Day?

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane: All this hiding, and we can’t even be together when it really matters?
    Shane: Fuck that. Fuck all of it. I’m coming to Florida.
    Shane: I choose you. Always.

    Ilya: I love you.

    Shane: I love you, too.
    Shane: Are you going to tell me not to come?

    Ilya: Fuck no.
    Ilya: I need you here. Please hurry.

    Shane: I’ll tell the pilot to fly faster ❤️ I’m paying him enough.
    Shane: Don’t drink too much, because we’re going to have a lot of really emotional sex when I get there, and I can’t have your dick going limp on me.

    Ilya: He would NEVER.

    Shane: ❤️

    __________

    Troy: Holy shit.
    Troy: HOLY SHIT.
    Troy: Shane Hollander is naked in your bed.
    Troy: Shane Hollander is NAKED in your bed.

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    "That's Shane Hollander," someone murmured next to him. "What's he doing here?"

    "He said Ilya," a neighbor called back. "Ilya Rozanov lives there."

    "Oh god," someone else said loudly, watching the flames continue to consume the house. Shane vaguely heard them talk, but the words in his head were all Ilya, Ilya, Ilya.

    "Ilya's in there!" Shane didn't even process that he was now screaming. He was too focused on getting to Ilya, on why the body he'd spent so many years working on wasn't strong enough to burst through the barricade. A window suddenly blew out, and Shane was staggering like he was in the room, his body slumping towards the ground before his mother's arms caught him.

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    Comments:
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    17 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    Two weeks after running away from Ilya, Shane thought he’d already destroyed everything worth saving — until a breaking news alert changes everything.

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    16 May 2026

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    “What are you wearing?” Ilya asks, his voice sounding strangled. 

    Shane looks down, confused. “What’s wrong with what I’m wearing? I always–”

    “Why are you wearing your glasses?” Ilya interrupts, and Shane notices the tension in his entire body when he speaks. 

    “I ran out of contacts,” Shane says. 

    “So you are wearing glasses to practice?”

    “Yeah, it’s just one practice,” he says defensively, even though he’s done nothing wrong. “I’ll grab a pair of contacts from the eye doctor this afternoon."

    “Right,” Ilya says, his eyes laser-focused on Shane’s face as his lips set in a tight line. 

    “Is that a problem?” Shane quips, and it comes off kind of bitchy, but he’s so confused as to why Ilya would have any issue with him wearing his glasses to one practice. He normally loves Shane in glasses. 

    Ilya seems to shake himself out of whatever weird-ass mood he’d fall into. He smiles, but it looks strained. “Of course not. Let’s go.” 

    ___

    Or, Shane has to wear his glasses to practice and Ilya absolutely cannot deal with it.

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    Chapters:
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    15 May 2026

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    Oh, Shane's going to get Ilya good.
    He’s going to get him real good, and the best part is, Ilya doesn’t suspect a thing. How could he? It is a truth universally acknowledged that Shane Hollander is boring. The one with his feet firmly planted on the ground, the one who doesn’t like loafing around.
    But today? Today, Shane is going to prank Ilya, and his boyfriend won’t know what hit him.

     

    Or, Shane pranks Ilya. It goes as well as anybody might expect.

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    13 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 51

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    The dry swallow that sludged through Shane’s throat left a scraping emptiness in his chest while he considered his next words. Rozanov was quiet, so quiet, too quiet, and waiting, and all Shane could focus on was the tick of the clock in the hallway.

    Or

    Shane and Ilya figure it out before all star game and Before cottage.

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    Comments:
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    340
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    2,580

    13 May 2026

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    The Hollander family gets caught in a severe storm while trying to reach the Boston Airport and tries to find a safe place.

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    Shane comes up with the idea of taking shelter at Ilya’s house.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    13 May 2026

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    The Montreal Metros didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship well.

    Shane would've never thought that their hatred could run this deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.

    In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.

    For Ilya it feels like Shane doesn't want him anymore, which causes him to spiral.
     
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    AU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    394
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    3,159
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    81,879

    11 May 2026

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    During a Montreal and Boston game Shane gets caught under a large scrum. Ilya dives in to protect him. All of this is done when Ilya is mic'd up.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 May 2026

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 May 2026

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    It's too fast, Ilya's brain can't catch up, his spiraling thoughts and his body moving before he can even think... words leave his mouth and everything is silent, everyone holds their breath at the scene unfolding, in the final minutes at the game Montreal Metros vs Boston Raiders.

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    Shane on the ice, people on top of him and the fear of losing him gets Ilya to dive in and forgetting that he is mic'd up for the game.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    14,016

    11 May 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    10 May 2026

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    He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-

    His phone buzzes again.

    Jane: don’t come out

    Jane: hide

    Jane: guns

    Jane: idk what’s happening

    Jane: call the cops

    Or

    Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    2,071
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    10,524
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    151,285

    10 May 2026

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    674
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    17,346
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    3,686
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    102,103

    09 May 2026

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    Shane sighed with relief as the doors of the elevator closed. Whoever was in the hall probably didn’t see him. He would figure out how to move past the humiliation of sending that text message to Ilya. But first, he needed to get back to the safety of his hotel room. 

    “That was close,” Shane murmured to himself and slumped against the wall. 

    The doors of the elevator opened again. 

    Shane straightened at the sight of Ilya Rozanov, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned pair of slacks, his golden chain, and a phone in his hand. 

    [OR Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that reads: We didn’t even kiss.]

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    Comments:
    170
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    3,367
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    29,774

    09 May 2026

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    The story begins after a brutal game at the end of episode 4 in which both Shane and Ilya plays terribly. There’s no club scene—Shane heads straight home and texts Ilya.

    Jane : you didn’t look at me once during the game.
    Lily : fuck off
    Jane : come over please.
    Lily : “i can’t do this” — remember?
    Jane : you’re mad at me?

    Seen. No reply.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
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    1,505
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    13,714

    09 May 2026

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    “Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.

    Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”

    Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.

    Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.

    “Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,058
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    4,401
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    182,254

    09 May 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    255,420
    Chapters:
    55/55
    Comments:
    14,604
    Kudos:
    31,373
    Bookmarks:
    11,505
    Hits:
    1,903,640

    08 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has to spend 5 to 6 hours on a plane with someone he does NOT want to sit next to.

    Ilya has missed his flight from Montreal to Los Angeles for his next game with the Centaurs.
    Why?
    You know. You know.
    Now, he's sitting in first class next to someone who knows too much about him and CAN'T know more.

    Language:
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    Words:
    21,269
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    246
    Kudos:
    2,285
    Bookmarks:
    399
    Hits:
    25,933

    07 May 2026

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