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I'll Follow You Down by noctrlzayn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Sweet Home Alabama (2002)
01 Mar 2026
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Five years ago, Shane left his hometown in pursuit of his career. He left his parents, his friends, his life, and a husband, who woke up one morning to find him gone—all to start a new life for himself.
Now, Shane has everything he could possibly want and more. His career as a musician has taken off: he’s rich, he’s famous, he’s surrounded by a group of some of the best friends he could’ve asked for, and he has a very perfect boyfriend.
Everything in his life is going according to plan, until said perfect boyfriend proposes, and Shane is forced to acknowledge the fact that he is, legally, still married. Though not by choice of course, but rather because his “husband” has sent back every single set of divorce papers unopened, and unsigned.
Or: The Sweet Home Alabama AU that no one asked for, starring Shane and Ilya.
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Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.
And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.
Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.
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Bookmarked by Neuge
11 Mar 2026
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Ilya: Christopher I am sorry, I will have costume :)
Carter: “I will have costume” bro didn’t know what where/were/wear to use 😭
Ilya: Yes make fun of the immigrant. You would be cancelled if you was famous.
Ilya: But in case I didn’t know which one was right….
Hayden: Wear
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blind date(s) by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Jackie and Hayden conspire to set Shane up with one of Jackie's friends by inviting him over for dinner without telling him that said friend will be present.
Shane and Ilya decide it's time they come out to the Pikes as a couple, so Shane invites Ilya over to the Pikes' place for dinner without sending Hayden a forewarning.
Cue: a jealous man, a confused house guest, and one very kid-friendly Russian.
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Bookmarked by Neuge
10 Mar 2026
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“Is good chicken, Mrs. Pike. Thank you,” Rozanov says politely, shoveling another bite into his mouth. Hayden waits for the insult to follow, but it doesn’t, and Jackie smiles.
“Thanks, but it was all Hayden.”
“Ah, well then, in that case, could use a little salt.”
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Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.
Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.
Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.
And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.
A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.
Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)
Slow-burn progression.
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Bookmarked by Neuge
06 Mar 2026
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A gentleman do not kiss and tell,” he said, gulping down the last mouthful of his beer.
Kip let out a tiny squeal. Eric’s brows shot up to his hairline while Scott grumbled.
“A gentleman, my fucking ass,” Scott scoffed with a thrown hand. “You’re the biggest asshole in the league.”
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Mutually Assured Exposure by cockatoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.
As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.
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Skills clinic by thetimesinbetween
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Luca hadn’t been sure he would go through with the plan. He’d talked himself into it and out of it about fifty times.
But he's made it this far. He's sitting with Shane Hollander, just the two of them. Now all he needs to do it open his mouth and—
“Look,” Shane is saying, “if you wanted to talk through coming out, I th—”
“I can’t figure out anal sex,” Luca blurts.
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I Keep Telling Myself, I'm Not the Desperate Type by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Shane steps closer, standing between Ilya’s legs. “I guess that explains it, hm? You don’t have to be confident or good when you’re packing that, do you? You just let people use your big,” Shane accentuates the word by leaning down and touching Ilya’s cock for the first time, only it’s not a caress or a stroke, it’s a rude poke that makes Ilya’s cock jerk in the air, “cock, however they want to? Is that it? Just a thick, fat cock for people to ride when you get too fucking stupid to do anything else?”
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Uni AU, loser, stoner frat bro Ilya, pining after popular, jock Shane
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- Part 1 of Stoner Ilya
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Bookmarked by Neuge
25 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
How did he respond?”
Ilya looks mournfully into his beer. “He said he had to go study.”
Rose laughs at that, and Svetlana smacks her hand lightly. “Don’t laugh at Ilya’s rejection. I know he is the way he is, but he is a nice boy. Aren’t you, Ilyusha?”
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project kill pike by dianasarrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Feb 2026
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hayden's birthday post to shane causes a stir online. ilya doesn't stay silenced
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Bookmarked by Neuge
25 Feb 2026
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TheIlyaRozanov ✓
my beautiful husband tells me to go to ottawa, i go to ottawa. my beautiful husband tells me to sell fancy cars, i sell fancy cars. my husband tells me to be nice to his best friend, i’m nice to his best friend.
@TheIlyaRozanov ✓
@roselandry the x-squad doesn’t suck
@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer ✓
Ilya confuses “discussing” with “commanding”. I never told him to do any of those things.
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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won't be alone for the rest of my life by daydreamnelson
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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When Coach Wiebe suggests that Luca Haas should move in with Ilya for a while, as both of them seem lonely, Ilya nearly loses his mind. Not only does this mean he will see Shane even less than before, but it also means that the Centaurs have realised that Ilya's mental health is suffering. The worst part is that when Ilya tells Shane about it, Shane actually supports the idea, saying that it might be good for Ilya and Luca.
Turns out it's the second-best thing that has ever happened to Ilya.
or: ilya basically adopts luca aka the ottawa found family trope we all need.
this is now a multichapter fic!
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Scotty Didn’t Know (but he sure does now) by halfbaked_ziti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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“You have problem, you bring it to me,” Rozanov growled. “Not him. Me. I am not so easy of a target, not like boring Canadians. And you keep that shit off the ice. Chirping, yes, fine. Not that. Never that. You are older than the game of hockey, should understand difference by now.”
Canadians?
“Wait,” Scott said slowly. “Is this about what I said to Hollander the other day?”
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Or: Scott has no idea why Ilya Rozanov suddenly showed up in New York itching for a fight, but he knows it can’t be good.Bookmarked by Neuge
16 Feb 2026
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What was worse than Ilya Rozanov?
An unexpected Ilya Rozanov.
An unexpected, irate Ilya Rozanov.
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Pinged by halfbaked_ziti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.
Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.
Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.
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Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it
(originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)
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Bookmarked by Neuge
16 Feb 2026
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“Not so many women, these days,” Ilya admitted. Harris had noticed, but he was a bit surprised to hear Ilya say it out loud. “I am…retired slut, now. This city has made me boring.” He smiled a bit to himself, like a private inside joke.
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The More Things Change... by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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Ilya and Shane are both retired from the league and coaching. As part of this lifestyle change, Ilya gains a few pounds. And Shane is obsessed with his husband at any weight, especially this new one, and shows his appreciation thoroughly.
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Bookmarked by Neuge
14 Feb 2026
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She is not hockey player, cannot be trusted,” Ilya insisted. “Anyway, Troy says, let’s see the bruise, make sure it is not fucked up. And then Hunter says no you cannot see, because it is… for Kip. So we have another shot after that and everyone is talking about sex life. I didn’t get into details about us, because I have discretion. But Troy said that he fucked Harris in the mascot costume once, and Scott says that makes him a furry.”
Shane burst out laughing. “What?!”
“Yes, but I said this is not furry, because the Centaurs mascot is not an animal. It’s like… half man, so it is still just gay and weird,” Ilya said.
“Why are you telling me this?” Shane asked, turning to properly look directly in Ilya’s eyes.
“The point of the story is: you are not the only gay hockey player who likes things, okay?”
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there lived a certain man in Russia long ago by blankjournals for sickgirl_mp3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Ilya pivots smoothly and turns towards Shane, raising one dark eyebrow.
If you're horny, let's do it
Ride it, my pony
My saddle's waitin'
Come and jump on itHis jacket comes off next, and he drops it carelessly on the floor. The tank comes off, slow and sensual, as if his body is fighting him to keep it on. It doesn't drop to the floor. This time, Ilya hurls it across the bed.
Shane laughs despite himself as he catches it, resists the hysterical urge to sniff it and quickly tosses it aside, “You asshole, what if that hit my glasses—”
Ilya continues undeterred, hands trailing up his chest, and Shane's breath catches, his body heating as his nerves spark to life. Ilya’s hands make their way to his curls, where he squeezes them with both hands as he thrusts his crotch up in the air.
Shane snickers, then he falls back against his pillows as a breathless sound erupts from him again.
Inspired by yet another tweet from @paulasoldestson. OR, Shane's ever-growing list of songs he has banned because Ilya does not know how to behave himself.
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- Part 2 of hollanov's playlist
- Part 2 of social media and chat fics
Bookmarked by Neuge
09 Feb 2026
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Hollander,” Ilya says again, a little more seriously, face pulled into the saddest kicked puppy face possible. Don't go.
This fucking drama queen, Shane thinks
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Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. No dating, no risks, no alphas.
Just work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.
What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight. Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane’s life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy. Shane, who promised himself he would never relay on an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.
Neither of them understands why their connection feels so instinctive or why being together feels like stepping into a life they have somehow already lived. As their bond deepens and Yuki pulls them closer with fearless certainty, one truth becomes impossible to ignore: some families form themselves long before you realize you are part of one.
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Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂
Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.
Jane: Haha.
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Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.Series
- Part 1 of plain ol’ jane
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Bookmarked by Neuge
07 Feb 2026
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Cap: I am buying wives and girlfriends all tennis bracelets.
Cap: 24k Gold.
Cap: Tell me wrist size.
Hammersmith: So, when you’re mad at the WAGs, we get punished, but when you’re happy with them, THEY get rewarded.
Cap: Yes.
Cap: Alexis prefers silver, no?
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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07 Feb 2026
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“Ilya says your Russian is getting better.”
Shane lifted an arm so that Ilya, who’d changed sides of the couch and was now lying mostly on him, could put his head on his shoulder. “Well, I can say more than just hockey words now.”
“Tell me.”
“The bear drinks milk. Er, and the engineer is in the bathroom.”
“What the fuck has Ilya been teaching you? Put him back on: I need to yell at him
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark