12 Bookmarks by Notevenaproperword

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Helen invites Madeline to her family’s villa for the summer. A free vacation in Italy seems perfect, until the long summer days make it impossible to ignore the unspoken tension that's been building between them.

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    19 Oct 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    It is a truth universally acknowledged that, should the worst woman alive on the planet propose marriage solely to procure a spousal visa and thus avoid deportation, the smart thing to do would be decline and immediately run in the opposite direction.
    Unfortunately, Helen was stupid.

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    Madeline Ashton, editor in chief at Viva Publishing, is desperate to get married so she can stay in the country and keep her job. After thirty years, Helen Sharp still hasn’t figured out how to say no to her.

    The Proposal/Fake Married AU.

    Language:
    English
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    35,108
    Chapters:
    5/17
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    16 Oct 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Do you want to be my friend?” Helen was stunned. Madeline looked like the popular girls from school that never wanted to do anything with her.

    “You want to be friends?”

    “Of course! Just write down your number.” Madeline handed a piece of paper and a pen. Helen smiled. She was so glad she had been found.

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    The History of Madeline and Helen if they had met when they were kids. From age seven to eternity.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    20
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    6
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    12 Oct 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Madeline: [3:20PM]
    Can you get more glue??

    Helen: [3:30PM]
    Already? I got some three days ago.

    Madeline: [3:31PM]
    Yes already
    Its not even for me
    Its your ass that’s peeling bitch

    During year one of eternity, Madeline makes a movie and Helen finishes her second novel.

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    1/1
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    27
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    20 Aug 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    All her life, Madeline Ashton has harboured a competitive streak. It’s driven her to podium position many a time throughout her skating career, but something is missing - she’s never been the first to do something, and her prime years are fading away fast. However, when she runs into former rival Helen Sharp after a particularly disastrous practice, an idea blooms. Will Helen accept, or will Madeline be condemned to eventual anonymity once her career ends?

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    101
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    26 Jul 2025

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  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    Her mother holds her face, a hand on each cheek. Her grasp is too firm. “Maddie. You do not want to marry a woman. You do not think women are pretty. You do not love women.” Madeline opens her mouth to protest but is silenced by the look in her mother’s eyes. “This is not a discussion, dear. This is something you are going to learn here and now. We will not have this conversation again. Do you understand?” Madeline nods, shakily. She doesn’t understand why, but she certainly knows what her mother means. And she knows to follow the rules.

     

    Character study of Madeline throughout her life. She and her mom are both painfully aware that she's a lesbian but they're trying to pretend that's not real--lots of stuff with her mother, lots of low self-esteem depressing sex with men. MadHel, but it's gonna take a sec and most of it will be repression and yearning.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    148
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    20
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    28 Jun 2025

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  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    Sarah promises to get the lights, she always does.
    Harry hates to watch her leave but he loves to watch her go.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    21
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    4
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    04 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Helen wonders what it would be like to drive a knife through her shoulder blades.

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    6
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    03 Jun 2025

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  9. Public Bookmark 37

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    “You don’t have to take care of me, Maddie.”

    She wishes she was brave enough to ask Madeline the why of it all, but she fears that it’ll be some shallow, baseless reason that makes her heart twist with sadness.

    “You don’t get it, do you?” Madeline laughs, pushes off Helen’s lap and sits across from her, looking at her with the most intense, wide eyes Helen has ever seen. “I have to take care of you and protect you because I’m in fucking love with you, Helen.”

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    OR: follow madhel from high school through Helen’s career as an author and watch them fall in love

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    47
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    181
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    2,143

    03 Jun 2025

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  10. Public Bookmark 29

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    It dawns on her, a terrible realization: for the first time in her life, Madeline knows she has lost to Helen Sharp.

    (Or: Madeline represses, Helen rebels, and it all comes eventually crashing down between them.)

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    03 Jun 2025

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  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ted keeps finding Rebecca in every timeline.

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    Chapters:
    3/10
    Comments:
    73
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    239
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    26
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    2,990

    07 Mar 2024

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Christmas 1979—danger, secrets, lies and their shared history looms large over the Blacks' first Yuletide season as a reunited family. While life as a fugitive proves bleaker (and more boring) than Regulus could have imagined, a botched espionage mission at Malfoy Manor draws Sirius deeper into the Black family web—and his cousin Narcissa's social set.

    Meanwhile, Walburga hatches a daring scheme to restore her wild firstborn's damaged reputation in the family—finding him a suitable bride—while Orion grapples with the past, and the high price his two sons have paid for his inaction.

    [Regulus Black Lives/Black Family Witness Protection AU. The continuing story of how Regulus stealing part of Voldemort's soul brings a broken, dysfunctional family together]

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    600,101
    Chapters:
    38/40
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    1,881
    Kudos:
    4,521
    Bookmarks:
    1,145
    Hits:
    322,231

    08 Jan 2021

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