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    i won't break your heart if you can break my spell by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    30 Mar 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Silver Arrows To The Heart by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

    29 Mar 2026

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    Phil loves his life, he loves being a Mercedes Formula 1 driver and he loves being PJ’s teammate, friend and neighbor. He loves the routine he has going on. He lives in a perfect world of his own.
    But now, that world might reach its apocalypse when the news that PJ is leaving Mercedes hit the tabloids. And worst of all, his replacement is Red Bull’s two-time world champion Daniel Howell, who has a reputation for having a little bit of an ego.
    Phil isn’t exactly happy about this.
    To put it lightly, he fucking hates it here.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Next to You (It's the Rule) by

    Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

    12 Feb 2023

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    Arthur and Merlin have a special relationship. They always have, even when they were prince and servant. While many question it when first noticing, eventually it becomes an understanding in Camelot—and even among some other countries—that where there is Arthur, there is Merlin. And, where there is Merlin, there is Arthur.
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    Arthur and Merlin's relationship as witnessed and explained by others.

     

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    Five times someone realizes that Merlin is the Queen, one time Merlin realizes it himself, and one time he owns it.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    I Hope You Lie To Me by

    Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

    21 Dec 2020

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    Neil is Demi, but Andrew is Gay. It's a distinction Neil's never really paid attention to before, barely thought twice about at least in regards to himself. But after an incident at Eden's, and a specific comment from Andrew, Neil starts wondering if there are several things he hasn't noticed. It leads him on a downward spiral of self-doubt, depression, and his usual martyr-like tendencies that can only have one conclusion. He loves Andrew so he wants him to be happy- even if it's with someone else. So he'll let him go...but only if he asks.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    can i get a kiss (can you make it last forever) by

    Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

    26 Mar 2020

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    “I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”

    “Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.

    “Shh,” Neil pleads desperately, hoping beyond hope that nobody heard that.

    “But the podcast has nothing to do with Exy! It’s half about music, and you don’t even like music that much,” Dan says. “It’s literally just music and a really weird guy talking about his homicidal impulses, and it sorta sounds like a joke, but on a much more real level it sounds like it’s absolutely not a joke and I would call the authorities if this guy gave any personal details at all,” Dan says.

    “It’s mostly a joke,” Neil offers, but it sounds weak to his own ears.

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    In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.

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    30 Jan 2026