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    The impossible happened: Will asked Mike to be his boyfriend. Even stranger? Mike said yes.
    That's how it started. A letter, an accidental confession, a Saturday afternoon. And that? That was the easy part.
    Now, what they do - what they are - is secret. Because if anyone finds out... they don't even want to imagine. Lonnie would kill them both on sight. Mike's parents would send him away to some boarding school. They'd never see each other again. They'd be marked forever. Everything would come crashing down around them.
    But they try not to focus on that. They're busy, after all, trying to navigate this new relationship. Kisses, dates, prom, couples' quarrels. And in the meantime, Will has a problem on his hands; a power he needs to learn to control, before it blows up in his face.
    It's a crazy end to their school year - but there's more going on behind the scenes than they realize.

    (This is a sequel to The Red Envelope but you don't necessarily have to have read TRE; this can be read on its own should you wish :) )

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    01 Dec 2025

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    AHHHHHHHHUUUIDIEIEHSVDUIEKWJDF

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    Chuuya has trouble falling asleep. Desperate, he makes a decision and summons the Dream Eater. What he doesn't know is that all magic has a price. Will he be willing to pay it?

    "A kiss."
    "Huh?"
    "A kiss for one night."
    Chuuya hesitated.
    He leaned forward and clung to the neck of the Eater's yukata, who opened his eyes in surprise at his outburst. Chuuya searched his gaze for something, anything that might shed some light on this madness, but found nothing, or perhaps what he did find gave him courage. He stamped his mouth against Eater's cheek, cold to the touch, and Chuuya's heart skipped a beat.
    The intruder took a breath.
    "A kiss for one night," Chuuya repeated, using his words as a shield. They were very close, so close that Chuuya could feel the Eater's breath on his skin, if he breathed at all.
    "A kiss for one night," the Eater hummed. "And I always keep my end of the bargain. Sweet dreams, Chibi."

    Or: Dream Eater!Dazai x Human!Chuuya, which nobody asked me for, but I have to write it anyway.

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    07 Dec 2024

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    Ch.6

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    After a suicide attempt, Dazai is cast away to work at the lighthouse his great uncle had owned in the north of the mythical Shimane prefecture. He's not even in the town, he's three nautical miles away from the nearest port, always overlooking a populace that he supposes he can never be a part of.

    Dazai finds that this esoteric ward he does not acknowledge offers more surprises than creeping loneliness. When the body of a man washes up on his beach, it seems that fortune has offered him a hand in repairing a piece of himself he has come to tolerate through the eyes of someone who has no idea what it means to be a human.

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    24 Nov 2024

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    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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    "Oi, the fuck are you doing in there?"

    The voice that interrupts his afternoon break comes from a boy standing outside the fountain. Dazai's only able to make out the obnoxiously bright ginger hair on the other side of the water that separates them, but it's annoying enough as it is. Turning his head, Dazai decides to ignore him until he leaves.

    "You know I can see you, right? You were just looking at me!"

    --
    Or: Dazai's bored and lives in a mansion, Chuuya's the mysterious garden boy working for his family, and fate brings them together over and over again only to rip them apart.

    A tragedy in three acts.

    Now with stunning art by mafachee, lluvproof and circusfable <3 

    Translation into Russian available on Ficbook

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    23 Nov 2024

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    I am not okay.

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    In·ef·fa·ble
    /inˈefəb(ə)l/
    adjective
    1.
    too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words:
    Ineffable Partners

    Read in order or it probably won't make much sense!

    AU: Dazai leaves the Port Mafia and takes Chuuya with him. Very smutty, mild Mori bashing (doesn't occur in all of my works but was convenient for this series sorry lmao).

    Recommended for 18+ but you do you since you've been warned. Contains mentions of suicide, depression, anxiety, past child abuse, past sexual abuse, sexual trauma, manipulation, suicide attempts, self harm, eating disorders, trauma, PTSD, suicidal ideation, and other dark themes (not always consistently prevalent). Please be safe and mindful of yourself! None of the warnings really occur between SKK.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    Mil <3

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    01 Nov 2024

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    AWWWWWWWWWWWH

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    It made him think of that dream. The one from before.
    Before inpatient and treatment and one nutritionist after the next, three-meals-a-day, exercise in moderation—
    That phone call.
    He thinks about it.
    He thinks—
    “Love, is everything alright?”
    Kind, caring, he doesn’t deserve—
    The self-doubt would eat him alive if he let it.
    Instead, he gnaws on perfectly pink lips. Taps their finger in intervals of nine. Holds their breath, releases, and breathes again.
    “Love?”
    It’s concerned and kind and far too nice and sweet and caring because here he is cared for, here he is—

    “How do you feel about a trip to Japan?”

    --

    Or, two idiots once met in a waiting room.
    OR, learning to love, forgive, and do it all over again.
    SEQUEL to In the waiting room;

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    01 Nov 2024

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    Once again, Pinterest reccomendations have blessed me with world-changing fanfiction. I know this is well written because I've never been triggered before by a fic, but holy shit, this one got me. Much love to the author (lovvvee you fish!). This has definately made it high up there on my list. Like, "I Was Screaming Your Name Through the Radio" and "still, still, still" high. I highly reccomend listening to Clair de Lune on repeat at the last chapter, and I'll absolutely be rereading in like a year. <333

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    “Chuuya?”

    “Hm.”

    “I promise to stay by your side for the rest of your life.” It’s a promise he knows he can keep.

    Dazai cannot die. He lives on as the world changes around him, finding Chuuya in every lifetime and learning all the little things that make Chuuya, Chuuya through all the different people Chuuya is.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    WHAT. THE. FUCK.

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    “There’s a shade of blue one can only find in Yokohama.”

    Dazai Osamu is thirty-three, a best-selling writer, the youngest winner in the history of a prestigious literary prize and an Alpha.
    He's a father, a genius and — some say — a disappointment.

    Nakahara Chuuya is twenty-five.
    He's the only Omega in his publishing course, and his second gender made a fighter out of him. He's an overachiever, a brother, a friend.
    He just wanted his favorite writer to notice him.

    [Or: That literary soulmate AU where everybody suffers]

    Spanish translation on Wattpad
    Russian translation by Rev

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    01 Oct 2024

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    Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou THIS HURT ME IN SO MANY WAYS AND I HAVE CLASSES IN 4 HOURS WTFFF

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    "When we're older, I'm going to marry 'Samu. I promise. I swear."

    If someone had told Dazai he would be fake dating the sister of one Nakahara Chuuya - his childhood best friend, current housemate and first love - he would have called them crazy. There's just no way.
    Alas, that’s exactly what he’s doing.

    Or: Chuuya's unofficial guide on how to stay (almost) sane when your childhood crush is dating your sister.

    Russian translations: here and here

    Art in notes ❤️

     

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    27 Sep 2024

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    TBR

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    “What’s so funny?” Chuuya interrupted the laughing fit with a stern voice. He hated being laughed at.

    “Nothing really,” he said after a while, still fighting against the laughter that bubbled up inside of him. “It’s just, you think my ability is restricted by distance. If it only were as simple as that,” he looked a little dreamy as he said that, but then he started to laugh a little. “I choose the first person and this first person is technically choosing the other one. It’s connected to memories, but really showing you is easier because you may be able to nullify abilities, but only if they directly touch you. But if I activate my ability on your little partner here, it will definitely affect you too, because you two do have a lot of history together, don’t you?”

    “What does that have to do with anyth—”, Chuuya couldn’t finish his sentence because light hit him and everything went dark.


    Or in short:
    Chuuya and Dazai get hit with an ability that makes them see each other's memories.

    Or in really short:
    Bi panic to the max.

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    Russian Translation by SkyW on ficbook

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    01 Aug 2024

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    WFU

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    In August 2021, Dazai Osamu opened a café near Ishikawacho Station in Yokohama. These are the stories of the lives that café touches.

    Or: the extremely long modern day no powers café AU that no one asked for and I'm writing anyway.

    (Also this title is a placeholder until I come up with something better, though it might stay.)

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    30 Jul 2024

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    Holy shit.

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    Dazai Osamu is a recent college graduate with no direction who makes one last attempt at living by opening a café. And he's convinced he'll never have another reason to live, at least until a random encounter makes him give his own life another chance.

    Or, the Bungou Stray Dogs Soukoku Café AU that absolutely nobody asked for and I'm writing anyway.

    Russian translation by Nastie04!

    Spanish translation by Michelle_N_Romart!

    Portuguese translation by nakkatsu!

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    30 Jul 2024

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    MY #1 CAFE AU, OMFGGGG

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    Nakahara Chuuya doesn’t believe in love.

    That is, at least, until he meets a bandaged boy who tries to pay for coffee with kisses and claims that Chuuya saved his life.
    But Dazai Osamu can’t be seriously in love with him.

    No one needs an Omega who can’t have sex, and Dazai might not be who he says he is.

    [Or: that 🐥!AU where Chuuya works at a coffee shop and his sexual life always got in the way of his relationships, while Dazai hides a secret past.]
    Completed on Twitter.

    Russian translation here.

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    26 Jul 2024

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    ...Did I just purposefully read an A/B/O fic and enjoy it

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    Dazai is a normal college student, yes he does have a horrible past, just like every other main character. How he dealt with it so far? Isolating themselves and ignoring everything that had to do with emotions. This plan had worked perfectly until he met Chuuya. A little man with a big personality, strong fists and a big heart.

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    25 Jul 2024

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    AUGGHH OMFG THIS HURT MY SOUL

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    Chuuya is struggling with trust issues after his last relationship. One day, he meets an exceptionally annoying weirdo who quickly turns his world upside down. Maybe he could give him a chance?

    Dazai is certain he's not human. He's not living, he's just existing. Everything changes when a short ginger shows up in his life and surprisingly makes it full of colors.

    Together they will surely overcome their struggles. ...Right?

    --or-- High school Dazai and Chuuya's long and emotional journey through love, hate, life, death, and everything in between.

    PINTEREST BOARD!
    YRMOC ART GALLERY
    RUSSIAN TRANSLATION by runaway_rainbow

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    24 Jul 2024

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    Utd

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    Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.

    But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.

    He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.

    Enter Dazai.

    Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).

    And of course there’s only one bed.

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    17 Jul 2024

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    <3 skk parenting fic

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    Chuuya is surprised to see he got a soulmate string, he's excited, until he sees who his soulmate is.

    Dazai didn't think he'd get one, he didn't think he'd like them if he did, but when he sees his soulmate, that changes.

    (Dead dove doesn't apply to the SA)

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    09 Jul 2024

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    AAAAAAA, THIS IS REALLY GOOD

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    "I have a new patient for you," Mori swivels in his seat, the joints creaking before it's replaced by the quick thump of a metal filing cabinet. Returning to the desk, the doctor brushes a few pages out of the way, laying down a simple manila folder over the bright oak. "Consider it an easy one.”

    Chuuya, a young, in-house nurse new to the job, meets his match when he’s positioned to care for Dazai, a fully blind recluse unable to grapple with his newfound loss of independence.

    As Chuuya tends to his new patient, he gradually uncovers the past hidden in a dark house, and the circumstances that led them both to this moment as he struggles to walk the fine line of duty and desire.

    Navigating the complexities of caregiving and unexpected love, a nurse discovers what it truly means to learn that love is blind.

    OR

    New nurse!Chuuya cares for blind!Dazai uncovering the past and navigating love. (Caregiver au)

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    08 Jul 2024

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    Currently reading

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    06 Jul 2024

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    Fic #3 that Pinterest has reccomended me and AAAAAAUGH IT'S SO GOOD!<333

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