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    Hayden glances over his shoulder.

    He then, regretfully, clicks the little floating icon and their full chat opens.

    Lily: Where were you tonight?
    Lily: You weren’t even playing.
    You: Fuck you, Rozanov.
    Lily: Shame Hollander.
    Lily: That’s what I wanted to do to you ;)

    Two things align succinctly in Hayden’s mind.

    Boston Lily is a hockey fan.
    Boston Lily is into some freaky hockey related role play.

    He quickly turns off Shane’s phone and gets changed without showering. He yells a swift goodbye and is out quick enough to evade the interviews and paparazzi.

    He drives home to his wife.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ilya traffics opium for the Bratva.

    Shane secures weapons for the Yakuza.

    When they meet in a Shanghai club, neither knows what the other really is—and that's the only thing keeping them safe. As their connection deepens, two criminals from rival organizations discover that the person they trust most could destroy them.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    They have spent nine years almost. Almost together, almost over it, almost ready to say the thing neither of them has said. Then one night changes everything and almost stops being an option.

    or: the toxic Hollanov you have always wanted

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    16 Mar 2026

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    In a hotel room in Tampa in 2017, Shane and Ilya make the mature decision. The safe one. The one that means they have to say goodbye.

    Neither one of them knows it’s something they can take back. If they want to.

    Because sometimes things have to fall apart to come together in the end.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Only one player in the league is as good at keeping a secret as Ilya Rozanov. That player is Scott Hunter. In an alternate book/show hybrid timeline, Shane Hollander spirals after his fight with Hunter in Montreal when a video of the altercation quickly makes the rounds on twitter and gets the fans talking. A panicking Shane, realizing media attention could threaten the privacy of his late-night meetups with Ilya Rozanov, convinces Ilya they need to do damage control. When Shane and Ilya confront Scott Hunter together, Hunter learns more than he ever expected. In the aftermath, Scott realizes his decision to stay in the closet has consequences he never considered - and implications for more players than just himself. And Shane and Ilya have the experience of the two halves of their lives crashing together that makes their own closet start to feel a little too small.

    A bittersweet blend of emotional slow burn and spice in this canon-adjacent work explores the implications of Scott Hunter clocking it and narrates the stretch of time that ties the Montreal fight to the Tuna Meltdown in 2014.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Does the Dominus enjoy serving a slave?” Ilya murmured.

    Shane looked up at him through dark lashes. His mouth was a hairsbreadth away from Ilya’s cock, and Ilya could see the exact moment the last of his composure burned out, shedding, the way a snake left its old skin behind, eyes bright and body underneath already new—

    —and instead of answering, Shane licked a stripe up the underside of his shaft, root to tip.

    The law calls Ilya a slave. The mob of Rome calls him their lion, their Gladiator. Senator’s son Shane calls him to his bed.

    Now Shane wants to call him free, but that means owning him first.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Set after Shane comes out to his team. Now that more and more people find out he is gay, he is also getting a lot more male attention.
    Meanwhile Ilya gets progressively more jealous and wants to remind everyone exactly who Shane Hollander belongs to.
    Also they're idiots in love

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    5 times Shane had to reject a guy giving him attention
    +1 time everyone found out why

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Hayden and J.J. can't stand seeing their friend Shane so heartbroken over his ex girlfriend Lily. So naturally they steal her number off his phone to try to convince her to get back together with him. Chaos ensues.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing.)

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane is still wearing the suit when Ilya shows up for their first hook-up

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    Shane wears a suit to a blowjob

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane doesn’t get the chance to change out of the suit he originally picks for his meetup with Ilya.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Well, don’t you look... pretty.”

    “Fuck,” he whispers, embarrassed at his choice of outfit. “This was such a bad idea.”

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    Or, what happens if Shane doesn’t change his suit for that first fateful rendezvous in room 1410?

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane is freaking out after the whole giving his room number to his arch-rival so they can hook up thing.

    He is trying on different clothes, hoping he looks like he isn't overthinking the shit out of his mind and... fucking Rozanov shows up when Shane is still in his stupid suit. For a hookup.

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    Ilya is not sure how to react but he might be falling for the suited up man's awkward charm.

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    They are both losers.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Shane,” Ilya tried again, savouring the snap to attention it earned him, “Take off your clothes. I want to swim with you.”

    They’ve spent years hiding what they are to each other in hotel rooms with locked doors and stolen hours in the dark. But at Shane’s lake cottage, there’s no one watching and nowhere to hide. When Ilya dives in and calls Shane to follow, it’s the first time they’ve ever done this in daylight, and everything about it feels like stepping off a cliff.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Five times where someone accidentally discovered that it’s always the quiet ones, and one time where Shane told them directly.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    "You won't if you want to fuck me tonight." Hollander had said in Russian.

    Dmitry glanced up, pausing from where he was unlacing his skates. What the fuck could in the conversation possibly have possibly led to this?

    He glanced at Rozanov, who'd been smirking and teasing Wyatt only a second earlier. Now, his mouth was firmly shut. All the rest of the team stared at Rozanov.

    Wyatt laughed. "Oh my God, Roz I don't even know what he said but you are so damn whipped!"

    "One word from the husband and he shuts up!" Bood crowed.

    Chouinard jumped in. "Yeah, what the hell did you say to shut him up that quickly, Hollzy?"

    (4 times shane was less boring than people thought. including hickeys, never have i ever, being in the room next door to them at a hotel, and a russian rookie)

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

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    13 Mar 2026

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