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    “Are you sure it is even mine?”

    Hollander seemed genuinely hurt by the suggestion, his big dark eyes fixed on the tiled flooring at Ilya’s feet. For a moment, he looked like he was about to cry again. “It doesn’t matter if it’s yours... Which it is, by the way. You fucking asshole,” he twitched. “But it’s not like we’re together. Whatever choice I make, I wouldn’t ask anything of you.”

    “Good.” Ilya kind of felt like he was going to cry too now. He wasn’t quite sure why. “I’m glad you know this.”

    “Fine.”

    “Fine.”

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    15 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya has always loved taking control during sex. Shane has always loved giving it up.

    When Shane's control is ripped away from him in a brutal act of violence, can they fight their way back to this precious part of the connection they once shared?

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Cassie:

    btw jane now that ilya is captain this means you’re officially Head WAG 💁🏻‍♀️

    Jane:

    what?

    oh nononono that's not necessary

    Selena:

    sorry girl it's not really a choice

    Or, Ilya tells the Ottawa Centaurs about Jane

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    12 Apr 2026

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    So many cards Shane had privately held so close were now on the table. It seemed almost like tempting fate to ask for any more.

    But they were still at the cottage.
    And that meant he still needed to be honest about what he actually was thinking and feeling.That was the rule. And if there was one thing Shane could thrive at, it was following a rule.

    That was kind of the whole issue.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    It was supposed to be a joke, okay? It was supposed to be funny, and they were all supposed to get a laugh out of it. Despite all of his protests, Hayden had thought he could get Shane to see the humor in it once he gave in. Except the longer Shane decidedly didn’t find it funny, the less entertaining it became for Hayden as well.

    Hayden hadn’t ever actually done a deep-dive into the whole Hollanov internet obsession. He wasn’t prepared to have the cornerstone of his worldview be destroyed by a youtube compilation video.

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    The Montreal team watch a Hollanov compilation on youtube, for fun, and realize some things.

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    12 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 75

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    Hayden always wondered what Shane's deal with Lily was. He seemed absolutely head over heels in love with the girl, but there was something underneath it.

    And then Shane's entire Universe crashes down when Boston Raiders’ plane flips during landing in Toronto.

    OR - Hayden finds out about Lily's identity and the events that follow from different POVs

    1. Hayden's POV
    2. Shane's POV
    3. Ilya's POV

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    “Look, I know I’m boring. And lame and… weird. I just… can you not say it? Every time? Or at least not every ten seconds.”

    And suddenly Ilya saw the way Shane was trying to fold in on himself. Like he wanted to hide the parts of his life he had just let Ilya see. Now it looked like he regretted letting Ilya in. Or he expected him to laugh. Or leave.

    He crossed the room.

    “Shane.”

    Shane shook his head once.

    “I’m sorry. Forget it.”

    “No,” Ilya said gently, crouching in front of him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. I was teasing. I didn’t realize.” He paused, then said more firmly, “you’re not boring.”

    Shane scoffed under his breath.

    “I mean it,” Ilya said, ducking his head to try to catch his eye. “You’re the most specific person I’ve ever met. It’s fascinating. I love the way your brain works. And the way this house feels like you.”

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    A fluffy/smutty one shot set some time between Tampa and Boston in 2017 where Shane invites Ilya to spend the weekend with him in Montreal.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    After a brutal loss on the ice, the Metros go out drinking. One desperate moment in a crowded bar forces Shane to call for Ilya—and in doing so, exposes everything they’ve been hiding.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Ilya swallowed audibly. “Maybe it will do nothing.”

    “Yes,” Shane said suddenly, like he hadn’t thought of the possibility. “You’re right, it’s…they’re probably just sugar pills. A placebo. They can’t legally sell anything more than that…right?”

    Or, Ilya receives a bottle of gas station erectile dysfunction pills as a birthday gag gift.

    Shane accidentally takes one. By accident. As a mistake.

    There are consequences.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    His mom fills him in, standing with hunched shoulders in a cramped, too-bright hallway at The Ottawa Hospital. An illegal check into the boards; they were worried about a head injury, because Ilya wasn’t moving and he’s usually so, so hard to take down like that. But then his heart stopped, and they had to CPR right there on the ice to bring it back. To bring him back.

    Shane buckles, crouching against the wall with his head in his hands. His mom’s voice is fuzzy above him, her hair tickling his shoulder when she leans down to comfort him. Ilya’s heart fucking stopped. On the ice, in the middle of a game, he died.

    Or: Ilya goes into a coma after an accident on the ice. Shane figures out how to build him a life worth waking up for.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    03 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya tells Cliff that “Montreal Jane” is Shane Hollander, Cliff thinks he finally has a sense of what’s really going on.

    Ilya thinks Cliff probably needs to get his head checked.

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    03 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    It probably makes him a bad person, but in a very weirdly literal way, Shane is aware he is living every one of his childhood dreams. He realizes that 15 year old shane needn’t have agonized over whether he wanted pro-athlete muscles or to be fucked by someone with pro-athlete muscles. It's heady and intense, but Shane suddenly knows with total certainty and confidence that he has both.

    He is a hometown hero because he plays pro hockey. He is one of, if not the best at it, and the only other person in the ‘greatest of all time’ conversation is underneath him. He knows without doubt that Ilya is going to be a hero in Ottawa because he is an amazing player, but an even better leader, and he is in Ottawa for Shane. Ilya will be incredible on the ice, and he will build an amazing team, but he will come home to Shane.

    Shane is so absorbed in the feeling of Ilya inside him, the revelation that all his dreams are coming true, and the blissed out borderline painful look on Ilya’s face that he doesn’t realize he is crying until Ilya’s thumb brushes a tear away. “My pretty little slut crying on my cock - is everything you wanted?”

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    03 Apr 2026

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    my personal take on the plane situation™ in TLG, involving ilya getting a little bit injured and shane driving from washington to tampa, and how that would affect certain canon events!

    part two involves the two telling their teams about their relationship.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya live together. See each other every day. Spend almost all their time together. Which means they basically never sext anymore.

    Sexting—the foundation of their early relationship—fallen by the wayside in their comfortable later years.

    But Ilya's never let something as trivial as 'We don't need to do this' get in the way of something fun he wants to do. So he sends the text.

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    02 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    “I thought you were okay with this. With us. I know…” Shane trails off
    “Of course I’m not okay with this - he’s fucking hurting you Shane.” Yuna takes the opportunity to finally say it outright. She doesn’t hide the vitriol in her tone.
    “Wha-” Shane’s eyes get wide. Something like comprehension crosses his face. His eyes dart down to the bruise on his wrist. “Oh.” If possible, his face gets redder still. Yuna frowns. “No, mom, he’s not- uh- hurting me. Like that.”
    What? “Did somebody else give you that bruise then?” Yuna feels a bit hysterical. Has Rozanov Stockholm Syndromed her son?
    “No,” Shane grits out, “it was, uh, Ilya. It was just. You know. Like. Um.”
    And suddenly Yuna understands. She understands all too well. She understands more than she had ever wanted to about her son.
    "Oh."

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    01 Apr 2026

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    All fics in this series are standalone and may be read independently or in any order.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Worried about how much of a sensitive ‘quick shot’ he is—and convinced he’s not satisfying Ilya enough—Shane turns to the internet for advice. He tries repeatedly to stave off his orgasms: squeezing himself, thinking about taxes, even telling a confused Ilya to slow down during sex. It’s inevitable, though, that he still ends up coming helplessly all over himself.

    He eventually has to explain his insecurity to Ilya who condescendingly agrees with him and indulges Shane by:

    1. Making him wear a cock ring, and
    2. Letting a determined Shane control the pace—cooing at him while he slowly rides him—and later mocking him for still having no self control as he rams up into him

    Shane thinks he cums too fast. Ilya knows he can make it faster.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey player extraordinaire, hovers in the doorway to his impressively designed but sparsely filled walk-in closet, looking at her with wide eyes like she might shoot him if he’s got the wrong things in there. If she finds any cargo shorts, she might shoot herself.

    or: shane hires a stylist.

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    31 Mar 2026

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