12 Bookmarks by Retreat_Now

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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    "In the rapture of my enormous humiliation I live in your warm life, and you shall die—die, sweetly die—into mine. I cannot help it; as I draw near to you, you, in your turn, will draw near to others, and learn the rapture of that cruelty, which yet is love; so, for a while, seek to know no more of me or mine, but trust me with all your loving spirit."

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    05 Jan 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    At her urging, I continued shakily, "Thy flower-sweet fingers, good to bruise or bite… as—as honeycomb of the inmost honey-cells…" Carmilla half-sat up to rest her chin on my shoulder; I could feel her feminine figure draped heavily against my back. I felt surrounded by her, engulfed in her. Her fingertips tickled down the nape of my neck, rising a shiver in my blood, and the printed page swam beneath my gaze as she stroked the skin below my collarbone—and lower, and lower.

    Laura discloses to a sympathetic listener the intimate details of her relationship with Carmilla.

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    05 Jan 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    I sought to use her adoration for me, as she used mine for her, to gain that knowledge I so desperately sought.

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    05 Jan 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    “I have often placed my hands under it, and laughed with wonder at its weight. It was exquisitely fine and soft, and in color a rich very dark brown, with something of gold. I loved to let it down, tumbling with its own weight, as, in her room, she lay back in her chair talking in her sweet low voice, I used to fold and braid it and spread it out and play with it. Heavens! If I had but known all!” — Carmilla, Section IV

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    05 Jan 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    And perhaps, as there was blood, and hunger, there was love.

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    05 Jan 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    I blinked, lost in the delicious haze, but my audacious angel was gone. Where was she? I sought her slim figure, and there she was, in an arm’s reach, beckoned by her mother. I trailed along, weak in my knees and weak in my mind.

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    05 Jan 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 13

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    Carmilla. Millarca. Mircalla.

    Over and over again, I repeated her name in my mind. I had taken to this habit in the days following the horrible occurrence at the ruined church; I would recite her name in different ways, like a lullaby, but it failed to attract any true slumber. Only a sickly, sticky reverie would come over me, wearying my body instead of replenishing it.

    Still, I would not and could not stop.

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    05 Jan 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Excerpts from Laura's secret journal in which she airs out her intense, confusing feelings for her strange, enchanting guest.

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    05 Jan 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 8

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    You could consider this an extra chapter that fits somewhere between chapter 5-7 in the novella, it acts as another insight into a potential aspect of Laura and Carmilla's relationship.

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    05 Jan 2023

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    “Seriously, Adora. All that money for, like, holding hands in front of a camera? It can’t get easier than that. You endured me for like, ten years? I’m sure you can power through these four weeks.” She gets up and leans on the back of her chair, getting closer to Adora’s face. “Just don’t fuck it up and we’ll be fine.” 

    Adora scowls at her and forces herself to not start another argument. Catra ignores it and turns away. 

    “See ya later, girlfriend.” She says over her shoulder.

    Girlfriend. Adora shudders at that word. 

    Only after Catra is gone Adora remembers they didn’t even plan anything out. She closes her eyes and rubs her temples again, taking another deep breath. Four weeks of pretending to be Catra’s girlfriend. Those are about to be the longest weeks of her life.

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    Fake dating college/modern AU!

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    18 Nov 2019

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Eight years have passed since Blackwater, Saint Denis, and the fall of the van der Linde gang. The survivors are trying to make a life for themselves – some moving on to nobler pursuits, some circling back like carrion birds to the scores they left behind.

    And outside a town called Purgatory, West Elizabeth, a man wakes up without a scrap of memory or a name, haunted by a black wolf and a golden stag.

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    06 Sep 2019

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    Ellie’s life since settling in Jackson has been filled with new experiences, from her first swimming lesson, her first patrol, her first "I love you", and many more. Here are some of her more memorable first times.

    Latest update: Chapter 24 -- Ellie's first time meeting the in-laws

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    21 Apr 2019

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