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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Imagine the love of your life died two weeks before you were supposed to get married. Four years later, you move to a new town and you see him again, standing in the bread aisle of the only grocery store around.

    This is the position Dean Winchester finds himself, four years after his fiance Cas (now going by the name "Emmanuel Allen") supposedly died. Cas is insistent that Dean stays away from him, but Dean's not letting Cas go again without getting answers-- and it doesn't hurt that his not-dead ex-fiancee is still really hot.

    Title is a reference to "right where you left me" by Taylor Swift

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    16 Jan 2024

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    Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.

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    24 Feb 2023

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    It’s been several months since the events of 15x19, and the world is at ease. Dean Winchester isn’t, though.

    It takes a drunken night and a conversation with Sam for the Winchesters and a newly depowered Jack to start working on a way to get to the Empty to bring back Castiel, their angel best friend. After several weeks, the team enlist the assistance of the new Queen of Hell and find a spell. With Rowena’s help, Cas is finally back, alive, and for a moment everything looks brighter. Jack and Sam are ecstatic, and Dean’s had enough time to figure out what he wants to tell Cas. He’s ready to speak his truth.

    Except, Cas doesn’t seem to recognize Jack, and the first thing he does is ask Dean how he’s managed to get rid of the mark. He doesn’t remember that Chuck, the flimsy prophet he met years ago, was God and that they just beat his ass. Actually, there’s a lot he doesn’t remember… Including telling Dean he loved him before getting taken by the Empty.

    Now starts a different quest- figuring out what’s keeping a newly human Cas from remembering the past 5 years by their side, and helping him regain the memories he’s lost.

    Of course, as is custom for Winchesters, nothing goes as planned.

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    15 Nov 2021

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    Two Deans, one Cas - it's not as sexy as it sounds

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    An ethics lesson from Hell

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    The one where Dean from the past meets Dean in the present. They're not sure they like each other very much.

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    31 Jul 2021

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    Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back. 

    He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales. 

    "Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time. 

    By nightfall, Cas is gone.

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    10 Jun 2021

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    In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—

    When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.

    Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.

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    09 May 2021

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    Dean Winchester knows two things about hockey, two things his dad made sure he knew. One, hockey is a guy’s sport, and two, hockey is family. Hockey meant Sam and Bobby and Benny and Victor and Gabriel and hell, his entire team. So when Victor gets traded, Russian-star-turned-new-teammate Castiel Krushnic becomes a threat. As much as Dean hates him for that, the longer he sticks around, the more he begins to threaten that first rule too. Dean’s been taught his whole life that those who play hockey should not be captivated by deep accented voices and the way a guy handles his stick, so how the hell is he supposed to justify what he’s starting to think about Cas? All Dean wanted at the beginning of the season was to win, and now all he wants to do is figure out how he feels about Cas and how to deal with it without ruining his career and tearing his family apart.

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    Chapters:
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    16 Mar 2021

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    Castiel is a high school history teacher. He has been asked to nominate two students for a prestigious award that could be the stepping stone to attending university in England. This is a dream come true for Sam. When Dean has to go to the school to meet with Sam's teacher so they can discuss what would happen if Sam won, he was not counting on the teacher being young, nor was he counting on the teacher being hot. The same could be said for Castiel who has a hard time taking his eyes off his student's absolutely gorgeous older brother. But how can he capture the man's attention when the man seems oblivious?

    And how can Dean deal with his little crush when he puts Sam's own needs and desires first every time?

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    03 Mar 2021

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    In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.

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    26 Feb 2021

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    And then he looks up and, for a second or two, Dean forgets how to breathe. Big ol’ baby blue eyes. His ultimate weakness. It’s like cupid took aim and shot Dean right between the ribs. He’s smitten from first glance and that just spells out all sorts of trouble.

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    21 Feb 2021

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    Dean can't figure out why the hot guy on the train is ignoring him...that is until he realizes that the man is profoundly deaf. After an unpleasant misunderstanding, the two become friends. It isn't long before Dean wants more, but Castiel sticks steadfastly to his rule about not dating hearing people. When Dean starts to date other people to try to get over him, Castiel starts to wonder if maybe Dean is the exception to the rule.

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    18 Feb 2021

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    For Dean, things never quite feel complete unless Cas is with them in the bunker. He'd tried telling the angel how he felt when they were battling Amara, but nothing had changed. When telling hadn't worked, he'd tried showing Cas how he felt. Hell, he’d even made a mix tape. Sadly, Cas had missed the point completely. And now, Lucifer has killed him.

    With Cas having been given a hunters wake, the boys are back in the bunker and searching for a way to get Mary back. They've also got to figure out what to do about Jack who is literally the spawn of Satan. As Dean grieves the loss of his angel, he decides that if he's ever lucky enough to have Castiel gifted back to him again, he will forget all about trying to tell, or even show Cas how he feels. Instead, he'll do something he's never done before... he'll give his angel reasons to stay.

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    17 Feb 2021

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    Dean wakes up in bed next to a very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks a lot like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from angels falling in the sky – to comfortable domesticity.

    While there is much in the journal Dean doesn’t remember, there is much of their story he’s always known. And as he settles into the routine of his new life and relationship with Castiel, it quickly becomes something he doesn’t know how to live without.

    [Written for DCBB 2013. Partially translated into Russian by Sir Pancake and LuHa at ficbook, and now being translated into Chinese by Rony_0529 here!]

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    16 Feb 2021

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    Dean and Cas reunite at their fifteen-year high school reunion and after one night together Dean’s ready to marry the guy. But then he’s got a daughter back home that doesn’t necessarily make that equation possible, and so he does the next logical thing: high tails it out of Cas’ hotel room and doesn’t look back.

    Well, that was the plan anyway.

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    16 Feb 2021

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    Dean Winchester had a quiet life. Quiet, but good. He had a great car, awesome parents, successful brother, and a beautiful house he built with his own two hands. Despite that, it had never felt like a home. And then, one day, he finds a naked man, lost and confused in the woods. How was he to know his life would never be the same again?

    [If you read this anywhere but Ao3, you've been duped! Had! Swindled! This beast is free on Ao3]

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    15 Feb 2021

  16. Public Bookmark 84

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    Dean Winchester's life revolved around sacrificing himself to help others - his father, his brother Sam, the world - and he never asked for anything in return. He had his work, he had Sam, and he had his best friend, Castiel, and he was relatively happy, all things considered. But things are changing. Sam is getting married, Cas is around more, and Cas is making him question what he really wants. A series of increasingly intimate dreams adds to his confusion and leads Dean and Castiel to a being who has information for Cas - that his life has not been as he believed, and the love he holds dear is now threatened by a powerful pair of enemies. As Castiel learns how to confront his enemies with the most powerful force of all, Dean must face his own feelings about who Cas is, who he loves, and how Dean fits into it all.

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    12 Feb 2021

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    But that’s the whole reason he’s here, isn’t it? He’s not out here hunting Humans. He’s not even hunting deer, or bears, or anything else that featured in Bambi. He’s out here, freezing his nuts off every night, because he’s hunting Angels.

    Sometimes Dean wishes that Angels were like how they’re described in the Bible. How people from time too old for him to care much about thought Angels were messengers and warriors of God, protectors of Humans. He knows that how they’re really described in the Bible is actually pretty terrifying, but at least they were told by God that they’re supposed to love Humans, right?

    That’s a thousand times better than what Angels really turned out to be.

    Written by: riseofthefallenone
    Artist and co-author: limonadegaby

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    07 Feb 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    Cas is the new receptionist. Dean is the salesman. You know how it goes. But Cas has a very big secret in his life which, at first, he decides to hide from Dean. Will the salesman settle for more domesticity than he bargained for?

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    5,376

    06 Feb 2021

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Chapters:
    70/70
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    3,491
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    29 Jan 2021

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    Canon-divergent from 12.08

    After Sam and Dean are arrested, Castiel is left alone and scrambling to find them. He knows they’re locked away in a government facility, and he’s still able to hear their prayers, but no matter how he tries Castiel can’t seem to track them. He chases leads and even attempts to hunt on his own, but Mary is AWOL, Crowley refuses to help, and Castiel’s options are running out.

    Weeks pass, Castiel’s hope dwindles, and through it all Dean prays, keeping them connected. His voice is comforting, frustrating, and occasionally annoying, but in his solitude Castiel comes to cherish it. But then one day, without warning, Dean stops praying, and Castiel is forced to confront some uncomfortable truths about his feelings.

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    29 Jan 2021

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