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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Hanahaki disease.

    The disease of unrequited love. Of a past love that never bloomed. The love disease that stemmed from one’s lungs and slowly grew until it killed you or the love was reciprocated.

    Either you confess your feelings or die. And Jude had chosen death, he hadn’t admitted it, but he wouldn’t confess his feelings to Sharpness. After what he did? No, he trusted the wrong person and for that Jude would pay the consequences, even if that meant a painful death.

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    14 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Betrayal's a strange thing, huh?

    All the memories suddenly wanting to feel like a blur.

    It feels like so long... but it's only been a couple months.

    Sharpness betrayed. Betrayed and fucking ran off without a second word. Loyal teammate his ass. All that was for nothing and he knew it. Just a business relationship that got too side-tracked. It didn't matter that Judelow killed him— fuck, it didn't even matter when he had his main character moment.

    That single action just...

    He gave Judelow materials, taught him how to fight, and in exchange, he gave Sharpness traps and the one thing that made him so good.

    Judelow laughed, laying down in the grass right at spawn. It's his territory, armed with traps and other miscellaneous stuff. He's alone, he's free. No one is going to bother him— no one wants to.

    The trees rustled gently, the sun blared in his eyes.

    He's alone— he's free. Just like before. Before all of this.

    ...

    What is this feeling? Is being alone meant to feel this... isolating? Nah. He's been alone before.

    ...

    Maybe he should design a new trap.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Yes the trap was meant to be a test, and he expected for Sharpness to pull, but a part of him, a small part of him wanted for him to not do it. A part of him hoped that he could still be teammates with Sharpness. Hoped that he had a friend by his side, a lover perhaps. Jude did love Sharpness, but he knew that they would be destined to never be together. He was disappointed because his love wasn’t enough to convince Sharpness to stay.

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    or Jude after Sharpness betrays him

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Combined with the view and the warmth he was feeling, there was nowhere else Sharpness would rather be. Jude’s heartbeat was a lullaby and swaying of the trees was like an orchestra coming together to make sure he fell asleep.

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    or Sharp and Jude falling asleep by a lake and saying "i love you" for the first time

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    10 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Tai chuckled, shaking his head as he walked back to spawn. He could use this against Sharpness, but he didn’t really want to. If anything he was rooting for the couple. Sure they’d be a pain in the ass to deal with, but hey he was a bit of a romantic.

    Of course he wouldn’t hesitate to kill either of them given the chance, but he was looking forward to seeing how their relationship would develop. Or specifically to see how Sharpness’ behavior would change because of Jude.

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    09 Jan 2026