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My sin. My soul. by Sadlydownbad
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
31 Oct 2024
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For starters, I'm projecting.
“Then let's finish this.” Beck smiled, throwing a thumbs up at the director, who called to start the scene again. “Just remember that this isn’t real. If you can get through this scene, it just shows how mature you are for your age.”
He’s always admired Beck; if being mature meant he could impress him, he would do anything to prove him right.
Peter experiences CSA at the hands of Quentin Beck during the filming of Lolita.
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Title is a reference to the song by carpetgarden and a play on the title “what it feels like to be a ghost”
Slowly, he stopped taking his meds consistently, not wanting to mix his “treats” with prescription medication. So he’d plan it, take a bump then his meds the next day. It wasn’t a big deal, he functioned fine, could stop at any time, and wasn’t manic. He was perfectly fine.
Eventually, those bumps became more frequent, causing him to forget about his medication and throw him off pattern, sometimes taking them again felt like starting over. -
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“No way partner, I can’t just let Carl's daddy go out alone and risk the chance of you not comin’ home to us, give me a minute.” Shane laughed, jogging out of view back to the RV.
Us or you? Hell, this isn’t a home. We’re stuck here until we figure something out.
Rick inhaled, ashamed of his own mind. They were lucky, not stuck. Plus, this was as good enough of a home as they could get. Shane was treating them well. It’s fine.
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My retelling of what actually happened between Rick and Shane. Basically, he’s a fucking psychopath.
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He’s fine. by Sadlydownbad
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
23 Aug 2023
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With a quick nod and smile Peter left, quickly closing the door behind him and stopping at the mirror.
Sure, he didn’t look bad but…he didn’t look good either.
His body was filled out. His skin rounded and his stomach poked out a little. How did he let this happen? He didn’t look like this- he was thin. He looks wrong- disgusting.
Peter looked down at his wrist, attempting to wrap his hand fully around it but failing.
He can’t do it anymore. Back then he could do it with ease, even able to wrap two fingers around.Or
Peter has an ED and it’s spirals.
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Do you care? by Sadlydownbad
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
27 Apr 2023
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He didn’t mean to, he was just so tired. It was irritating. Couldn’t he see his sleep deprivation?
“Then maybe you should be doing this yourself since you obviously don’t need my help.” He bitterly replied, crossing his arms as he glared at Tony. “After all, you’re the one who made it.”
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Basically, Peters been keeping his feelings to himself before he eventually has a melt down, resulting in the comforting of his fellow father.
(Very self indulgent)
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Steve Harrington sees his big empty house and thinks FUCK IT by hyper_hooked
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Feb 2024
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One picks up a lot of unexpected talents when you have a big empty house and no one to stop you
aka 5 times the party finds out about one of Steve's hobbies + 1 time they force one upon him
(ft. baby Steve, the wonder that are shopping lists, and Hopper accidentally teaching El the word 'orgasm')
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- Part 1 of Steve's silly little hobbies
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11 Feb 2024
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Trying To Make It Right by ToxicAngel13
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead - All Media Types
16 Mar 2025
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They all were lost. And then he died, but he woke up again and it wasn't to begin his life as a walker like he assumed would happen.
No, the moment everything went dark it came back too damn bright and he was back where it all started. Rick couldn't have hallucinated the whole damn thing, not when the walkers were out there in the hospital just like before. So he had to plan what he would do next.
Things weren't going to happen like they did before. He wasn't going to lose Shane to insanity. And he definitely wasn't going to let his people die if he had a choice about it. And then there was Daryl.
He wasn't going to waste the extra time he'd been given with HIS hunter. This time EVERYTHING would be different. Only he didn't know how different it would be.If You are viewing this on an app that has any sort of ad or subscription fee, please exit and use the website. That app? It's monetizing the works the writers of AO3 provide for free. It jeopardizes fanfiction everywhere.
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23 Feb 2023
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Shane jumped into the creek to cool off after catching a sweat. Rick just watched sitting by the flowers. Shane remembers thinking he looked beautiful. Though the thought fluttered out of his head.
Or, what if things had gone differently. What if Shane didn't die that night? What if Shane had told Rick how he felt? And what if Rick had felt the same way?Bookmarked by Sadlydownbad
30 Oct 2022
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oh l’amour (what’s a boy in love supposed to do?) by yoitsjuli
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT (1990)
04 Jan 2026
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Something in that moment shifted for him, because now all he could think was, I wish you would kiss me.
It wasn’t even really the fact that he was gay that sent him into a full on crisis, it was the fact that it was Richie of all people.
You just had to go and get a crush on your best friend, huh? Nice going, dumbass. Richie, who was loud and obnoxious, who teased him non-stop, who made inappropriate jokes about fucking his mother, who ruffled his hair and kissed his cheek just to annoy him, who called him Eddie Spaghetti.
He fucking liked Richie Tozier.
This was dangerous. Richie was his best friend, and you weren’t supposed to get feelings for your best friend, especially if you’re both boys.
So no one could find out. This was a secret that would live and die with him, even if it meant being slowly eaten away until he withered down to bones.
That was, until Bill and Bev started dating.
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or in which Richie tries to send hints to Eddie, chasing him, while Eddie runs away, convinced there’s no way Richie could like him back. Naturally, this results in an excruciating amount of pining between two best friends who are both too afraid to mess it up.
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23 Oct 2022
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Frank never had a lot of impulse control - and it was even less when he was high. So really, it wasn't his fault when he kissed Donnie, was it? Definitely wasn't his fault when it went further, either.
Or, Frank and Donnie get high and Donnie gives Frank and blow job. Frank doesn't complain.
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18 Aug 2022