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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    When you are born, upon the first sound of your cry and the opening of your eyes, the discussion about your place in society begins. And then, during puberty, the presentation is made – the males and females reveal their secondary gender: Alpha, Beta, or Omega.
    Shane Hollander had a 78 percent chance of presenting himself as an Alpha. He was betting on that, calculating it a million times over in his mind. As hockey became more intense, with scouting and international tournaments, he seemed fulfilled as a top prospect to be drafted to the NHL, just as he had planned.
    But life didn’t expect the other 22 percent to lead him to his first heat at sixteen. How humiliating and wet he felt when his secondary gender, Omega, came out with its stupidly sweet new scent. He didn’t want to be sweet. The world – much less hockey – was inclusive of omegas. No, omegas were at the bottom of the pyramid; weak as a feather.....

    Or Ilya accidentally gets Shane pregnant, and this finally leads them to resolve things between them.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Something is weird with Shane’s body this season.
    It's on his list to see the team doctor about. Though on the other hand, maybe it would clear up in the next week and the doctor would tell him that he was overreacting, that he should just drink more water or something.
    So it's fine, really. Shane's not worried.

    - -

    Shane and Ilya fuck up and don't realise until roughly nine months later, when it is far, far too late.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane ends up in the hospital.

    Ilya panics.

    David understands feelings.

    Yuna adopts another son.

    Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).

    New future is waiting.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is the perfect embodiment of what it means to be an alpha: dominant, relentless, proud of his caste, with no intention of hiding it.

    Shane Hollander, against all odds, has proven he can be far more than an omega—as long as that truth doesn’t interfere with hockey, the only place where he allows himself to exist without labels.

    In the world of hockey, they are declared enemies. While Ilya embraces his nature and displays it without shame, Shane fights to prove there is something beyond biology, something that cannot be measured in pheromones or hierarchies.

    Everything fractures when Shane’s suppressants fail during an NHL event. With no options left and against all logic, he is forced to turn to Ilya.

    No one knows exactly what happened that night. And although Shane adamantly refuses to repeat it, Ilya begins to give in to a pull that understands neither pride, nor rivalry, nor rules.

    Nature does not forget.
    And it does not forgive.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov offers to help Shane Hollander during his heat.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    When Shane Hollander suffers a career-threatening injury, the game that has defined him and given him language to understand himself is taken away. Ilya becomes his anchor, witnessing the slow, fragile unraveling of identity and the painstaking, reversible work of rebuilding.

    Who is Shane Hollander without hockey?

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    What if Shane doesn't get hurt on the ice and Ilya still decides to break up with him? Shane knows he's pregnant, but he decides to keep the secret to himself. Carriers aren't allowed to play in the MLH and now he needs to find a way to hide from not only the ice hockey world, but from Ilya, too.

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    04 Jan 2026

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