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    He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.

    And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.

    He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.

    Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.

    I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.

    He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.

    He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.

    Or,

    Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.

    😭🥹💔💊

    [You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]

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    09 Apr 2026

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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    11 Mar 2026

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    A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.

    Oh, and they have really cute kids.

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    Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Eddie swallowed hard. “You’re okay. Let it out. I've got you”

    Buck shuddered against him. Then he spoke, barely above a whisper “I don’t feel okay.”

    Eddie closed his eyes for a moment, letting the words sink in, letting the weight of them settle in his chest. He tightened his hold, lowering his voice to something barely above a breath.

    “Then I’ll help you to feel okay.”

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    or Buck is still facing the aftermath of going trough omega separation syndrome and the road to recover is not as linear as everyone would like.

    or a fic that was supposed to be a sequel for my previous oneshot but it spiraled (just like Buck will in this fic) into a new series.

    I think it can be read as a stand-alone but you won't get a full picture without the previous story

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    14 Nov 2025

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    "Eddie slightly tilts his head to take a better look at Buck. The afternoon sun brings out the gold of his unruly, tangled curls that land tenderly on his forehead. Eddie's gaze gently lowers to that of Buck's lips, and while Eddie cannot see the birthmark from where he is sitting right now, he knows they are the same shade of crimson."

     

    or: Eddie has a very bad case of a headache. So Buck, being the bestest friend of Eddie that he is, takes him to the ophthalmologist. Eddie's day (and possibly his whole life) falls apart.

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    16 Oct 2025