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He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.
And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.
He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.
Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.
I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.
He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.
He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.
Or,
Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.
😭🥹💔💊
[You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]
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- Part 6 of Lawsuit Fics
- Part 4 of Crossover Fics
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09 Apr 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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- Part 1 of SAOW
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- 40/40
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11 Mar 2026
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
or
Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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17 Jan 2026
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Eddie swallowed hard. “You’re okay. Let it out. I've got you”
Buck shuddered against him. Then he spoke, barely above a whisper “I don’t feel okay.”
Eddie closed his eyes for a moment, letting the words sink in, letting the weight of them settle in his chest. He tightened his hold, lowering his voice to something barely above a breath.
“Then I’ll help you to feel okay.”
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or Buck is still facing the aftermath of going trough omega separation syndrome and the road to recover is not as linear as everyone would like.
or a fic that was supposed to be a sequel for my previous oneshot but it spiraled (just like Buck will in this fic) into a new series.
I think it can be read as a stand-alone but you won't get a full picture without the previous story
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- Part 2 of Forwards Beckon Rebound
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14 Nov 2025
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"Eddie slightly tilts his head to take a better look at Buck. The afternoon sun brings out the gold of his unruly, tangled curls that land tenderly on his forehead. Eddie's gaze gently lowers to that of Buck's lips, and while Eddie cannot see the birthmark from where he is sitting right now, he knows they are the same shade of crimson."
or: Eddie has a very bad case of a headache. So Buck, being the bestest friend of Eddie that he is, takes him to the ophthalmologist. Eddie's day (and possibly his whole life) falls apart.
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16 Oct 2025
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Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.”
It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?
Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.
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- Part 2 of Love is a Place
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10 Jul 2025
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I want to wear his initial on a chain round my neck by Hayden_the_witch
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2025
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“...can you, what?” Buck asks. It looks like Eddie's gathering the courage.
“Can I scent you?” He asks, quiet. Waiting for rejection. And the thing was, well, it wasn’t really a best friend thing.
“Yes,” Buck says. Eddie smiles, bright like the sun, and Buck knows he’s made the right choice. Even if he’s never going to get over the crush he has on Eddie now.
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Omegaverse Buddie domestic bliss.
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- Part 1 of Call it what you want
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- 10/10
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05 Apr 2025
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Widowed and juggling life as a single dad with a demanding job, Eddie Diaz is struggling to find a work/life balance.
Enter Evan “Buck” Buckley and his… eccentric “Rent-A-Husband” ad.
He’s exactly what you’d imagine the perfect omega to be, domestic, lighthearted, good with kids, emotionally intelligent, always looking out for everyone except for himself… but Buck is running from his past, and it might be catching up with him.
Welcome to Eddie Diaz’s Guide To Getting A Husband.
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09 Mar 2025
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you stay on the phone just to hear me breath, on repeat by strawberriesnoranges
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
05 Mar 2025
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[Private message between Buck Noris and FrEddie Mercury]
Buck: u got there ok?
Eddie: Yeah
Thank you, really
The cookies were delicious
Buck: cant believe u only thanking my cooking abilities
Eddie: Ha ha.
Seriously tho, I’m gonna miss you a lot
Buck: me too :(
whos gonna listen to my rambling tangents now :(
Eddie: I’m sure the team don't mind
Buck: but they are not you
Eddie: What if you didn't have to? Stop telling me, I mean
Buck: im not following
Eddie: Let’s say, for every week im here you send me the most interesting topic you hyperfixated on
That way we just have another excuse to not miss each other
Read at 2:38 am
Eddie: If thats what you want, of course
Buck: yeah, id rly like that
OR; Buck texts Eddie about his favourite hyperfixations of the week until Eddie gets back from El Paso. There might be some feelings realizations in the middle.
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28 Feb 2025
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Eddie has recently moved to LA with his son, Christopher for a fresh start away from his parents. They go to a Diner for breakfast where Eddie feels like he’s fallen in love with their Waiter, Evan “Buck” Buckley. Will they be Perfect together?
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07 Feb 2025
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I don't want to know the details (don't wanna know where he's from) by Leavingjoy
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2025
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Eddie rents an AirBnB in El Paso for a while instead of buying a house (because that's crazy, Eddie slow down) and Eddie being gone means Bobby has to fill his spot. This means he has to hear Buck constantly talk about one of the new firefighters at the 118. Subsequently, his entire world turns upside-down. Right-side up?
Excerpt: “We were on our way back from a structural, and Sanchez mentioned their kid. Holy shit, Eds. If I didn’t know Jee… she was just so cute! Little blonde pigtails and everything. She and Jee are about the same age, I think Brynn is a little younger, but I’m thinking of asking Devin if she and Jee could have a playdate. I think I might die of cuteness.”
A kid with cute blonde curls. Buck loves kids.
“That sounds like a good plan. What are your plans for the next 48 off?” Eddie asks, trying to steer away from conversations that make him want to throw his phone.
“I think I’m actually going to take Sanchez up on the offer to join them on a hike. They haven’t been since they got in from Seattle and so I figured I would take them on that trail that we took Chris that one time?"
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03 Jan 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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02 Jan 2025
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Evan Buckley was born a Omega in a traditional family which was a curse, he is forced to do whatever his Alpha wants His father/ His future mate it’s just how it goes as a Omega, with that his father sets him up to get married into another big pack for its alliance the Grant pack and to make it worse he’s never met his future husband
Eddie Diaz on the other hand is getting married cause he needs a new mate for his child Chris he’s sick of being alone after his past Beta wife died in a accident and if it’s also helping his pack leader Athena Grant his pseudo mother out with a alliance it’s worth it
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Evan Buckley is getting married to a man he’s never met against his will cause his parents made a agreement and Eddie Diaz is getting married for his son and pack, they both have to deal with there ways of growing up mainly Evan and Buck realizes that his family’s not as normal as he thought.
Featuring a short Madney storyline!
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- Part 10 of 9-1-1 Fanfics Inspired By Songs!
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19 Dec 2024
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Step 1: Cook together. Step 2: Compliment each other nonstop. Step 3: Argue about Netflix. Step 11: Finally kiss after months (years) of everyone else screaming internally.
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10 times Eddie and Buck flirt with each other not realising it + that one time Eddie knows what he’s doing.
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17 Dec 2024
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Sonny is ready to give Rafael whatever he needs, and ends up getting more than he expected.
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31 Jan 2022
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a simple complication, miscommunication by shakespearedidnothavecumsh0ts (loginhasbeentaken)
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
10 Nov 2021
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"Oh Saints, I was in a relationship with Morozova."
In which Alina realises the true extent of her feelings for Aleksander and their inability to get it together makes a mess of everything.
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- Part 3 of Frat Boy Sasha Chronicles
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26 Oct 2021
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"Missing scenes" from the season 23 premiere! Canon-Rollisi
Just smut and fluff and family. I love these idiots.Bookmarked by Shadow7
22 Oct 2021
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First Name Basis by Kallypso
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
28 Jan 2022
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Alina and Mal are taking a break. Which is good. Of course it's good. They've been together since they were teenagers, so it's healthy to see what life is like without each other. Unfortunately, Alina isn't quite sure who she is without Mal.
Then she meets a mysterious man named Aleksander while working a party for the wealthy elite. He promises to help her forget all about her ex, and after a mindblowing one night stand, it seems to work. She's ready to move forward with her life.
Or...try at least.
But old habits die hard and Alina falls back into her relationship with Mal, this time with a new shiny rock on her finger. Which should be just fine. Until Aleksander Morozova buys Duke Keramsov's company. Suddenly, her one night stand is her AND her fiance's boss. And he clearly hasn't forgotten her. Nor does he have any intention of doing so.
After all, he has a promise to keep.- Language:
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19 Oct 2021
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Strip Away My Conscience by Babeblox
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
17 Feb 2022
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Alina has less than two weeks to find a new place to live after her roommate kicks her out of her apartment.
With little money to find a decent place she accepts her friend Genya's generous offer to move in with her and her roommate.
It will only be temporary anyway.
Turns out Aleksander Morozova is not just Genya's roommate and maybe Alina should not have insisted on paying her share of the rent.
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19 Oct 2021
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million dollar man by amplifierverse
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
04 Feb 2022
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"Oh please. It's hardly anything he hasn't heard before."
"Yes, but not from my best friend . He's my—” Alina stops, bites her tongue.
Genya snorts, and says oh so innocently, batting her unfairly long eyelashes at Alina, “Your new daddy?”
Alina's foster mother brings home her new boyfriend. Things get a little complicated for Alina, after that.
Bookmarked by Shadow7
05 Oct 2021