17 Works by ShadowedMaiden

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    Jackson wants to surprise Mark, so he goes to Jinyoung for help the first time he gets all dressed up. Jinyoung helps him pick out a pretty, gauzy dress with a flared skirt that shows off his thighs and covers his shoulders with pretty lace, and braids his long wig with ribbons, and Jackson’s so excited and nervous when he sees himself in the mirror that Jinyoung has to spend almost twenty minutes calming him down before he can leave him alone.
    ~~~

    Jackson just wants to look good for Mark, and Mark can't keep his hands to himself.

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    The change makes the air feel charged, making Jaebum hyper-aware of every inch of space between him and Youngjae. For a moment, the distance is almost unbearable, and Jaebum feels like he’s being pulled by an invisible force, leaning closer involuntarily.

    Jinyoung’s voice through the computer speakers slices the growing tension, shattering the moment, and Jaebum breaks eye contact, straightening awkwardly. He wonders what he did in a previous life to deserve this much suffering.

    --

    Because I was asked to 'describe 2jae's first kiss' and this happened...

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    It's not that Park Jinyoung hates people, it's just that he's not very good with them and he doesn't see much point in taking the time to get to know someone only to have them fade from his life the next year. He has a handful of close friends and that's enough for him.

    Except, lately, he finds himself getting to know an awful lot about a certain Mark Tuan, and he's beginning to realize just how worthwhile some things can be.

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    Jinyoung is determined to have a good winter break with his boyfriends. What better way to spend it than getting them to confess their unacknowledged interest in each other whatever methods it might take?

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    “I'm not taking a break with you, Jinyoung.” Jaebum’s voice is firm, but he inhales sharply when Jinyoung slides his hands forward with a light drag of nails. “I need to focus, and I don't have time to pay attention to you.”

    “Fine.” Fingers dipping under the collar of Jaebum’s shirt, Jinyoung rubs against bare skin. “Focus, then. I'll just help you relax, and you don't have to pay me any attention at all.”

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    Chest tight, Jaebum fights for air. He’s not sure why his heart is hammering against his ribs and crowding against his lungs, but he can’t pull his focus from the slow drag of fruit over Youngjae’s lip. “What do you think, Jae?” With the rasp of his voice, throat dry and aching, Youngjae’s breath stutters, and Jaebum drags his gaze back to Youngjae’s eyes, wide and impossibly dark in the shadows of the dim kitchen. “Do you want more?”

    Shivering, Youngjae’s thighs tense around him, fingers clenching on Jaebum’s shoulders. He nods.

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    Youngjae is absolutely going to get over his crush on Jaebum for the good of the group. He just has to get through this day without trying to kiss him first.

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    The wolf turns to him, and he hears Bambam hiss in a breath behind him, a whimper that’s more afraid than anything Youngjae’s heard from him before, but he doesn’t stop him, doesn’t pull Youngjae back with hands or magic, so there has to be a chance, there has to be some possibility that this could work.

    Youngjae takes another step, and he holds the red-eyed gaze even as he twitches a hand toward the movement in his periphery, telling Yugyeom to wait.

    “It’s Youngjae, hyung. It’s me.”

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    I am always drowned
    in thoughts of you
    I get exhausted
    but I look for traces of you again
    You have to stay well
    don't even get sick
    ~1:31am by Im Jaebum and Choi Youngjae
    ---

    This waiting game wasn't something Jaebum ever wanted to play, and never when it meant Youngjae suffering.

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    Youngjae gets a new hairstyle for the Fly in Bangkok concert. Jaebum struggles.

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    “I have an idea!”

    There have been very few times in Jaebum’s life where that phrase coming from Jackson’s mouth has led to good things, but this time it's accompanied by kohl-lined, slanting eyes and a smile that's way too bright and shy to belong with the smell of sweat and alcohol clinging to the air and Jaebum’s skin, and he can feel it buzzing through his veins with his last shot of vodka.

    (Or: Jackson suggests a threesome with the guy they find at a club, and somehow the awkward morning-after Jaebum has come to expect... isn't.)

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    Come back to me please
    no matter how long it takes
    Come back to me
    I don't want to let you go
    You have to stay well
    Don't even get sick
    ~ 1:31am by Choi Youngjae and Im Jaebum
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    Sometimes distance isn't only about a measure of miles and inches, and Jaebum's tired of missing Youngjae when they're standing face-to-face.

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    If it ever gets hard you can come back to me
    I am here like always here for you
    I will never leave you
    Waiting for you
    ~ 1:31am by Choi Youngjae and Im Jaebum
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    The distance between South Korea and Japan feels like a million miles when Jaebum is trapped alone in his room, knowing that Youngjae's an ocean away.

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    “You're so beautiful, hyung.” Namjoon’s tongue feels thick, and he wets his lips as Seokjin looks back up, wide-eyed, then drops his gaze to track the motion.
    Namjoon’s fingers move of their own accord, creep higher up Seokjin’s thighs, and the older man’s exhale is shaky.
    “We shouldn’t, not here. It's not safe. Someone could come and…” He trails off as Namjoon licks his lips again.
    “I don't care.”
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    Life never gives Namjoon enough time with Seokjin, so he steals it when he can.

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    “How bad is it?”

    Seokjin shifts, and the light hits his face, allowing Yoongi to see the way his eyes are fixed on where his shaking hands clutch the blade, the dull edge of the steel digging into his palms.

    “I want to douse my bed in gasoline and strike a match.”

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    Yoongi never wanted anyone to know just how messed up he was, but Seokjin won't let him him fall apart alone no matter what it takes.

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    “What exactly were you trying to do?”

    Namjoon’s shoulders slumped, and he ran his fingers through his hair, sending strands sticking up in all directions. “Well, it's Christmas morning, so, uh… I wanted to do something nice for you.”

    Seokjin felt his lips twitch, and he resisted the urge to smooth down Namjoon’s hair, raising an eyebrow and trying to keep a straight face. “Like burn me alive in my sleep?”

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    Namjoon tries to give Seokjin a special Christmas morning. It doesn’t go exactly according to plan, but some things have a way of working out perfectly anyway.

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    “Please don't anymore. Please don't do this to yourself.”

    He wonders what would have happened if he’d told him this was the best thing he could do to himself. He could heal from this. The alternative was worse.

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    Yoongi just wants it all to stop.

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    23
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