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Every time he sees them he relapses. It’s like something he just can’t escape. Phillip and Margaret make him feel a way that nobody else makes him feel. It’s not a good thing. Buck hopes that this time will be different, he hasn't seen them in a long time and he’ll be surrounded by family this time. Maybe for once it’ll be different.
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- Part 1 of Evan “Buck” Buckley angst
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18 Feb 2026
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The desired, the damned (you were designed just for me) by Pirol
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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Being an autistic Russian boy was a problem. Ilya’s English was bad; his social skills were even worse. There was a constant, lingering feeling of never fitting in—neither with his family nor with the other players. Rozanov was good on ice, but not confident enough to believe it.
And then there was this boy. Bold. Charismatic. Always watching him.
Shane Hollander never looked away. He got under Ilya’s skin so deeply Rozanov couldn’t get him out of his head.
(OR: Reverse AU! shy Rozanov × confident Hollander)
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30 Jan 2026
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a place between by Thementalistlover2013
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Ilya crumpled against Shane. Outside, the lake was black glass. A bat cut across the moon again, quick and gone.
“She would like this place,” Ilya murmured softly, sniffling and failing to smile. “Quiet. No shouting. No boots.” His voice dropped. “She would love you.”
Shane pressed his mouth to Ilya’s hair, careful, reverent. “You are so beautiful, Ilya. So perfect. Your mother was right. I know she loved you so much because I can see her in you.” Ilya whimpered softly, eyes closing and lashes fluttering against his cheeks.
(They make it to the cottage but Ilya's got a lot of unresolved trauma and wakes Shane up in the throes of a nightmare. In the quiet of their cottage they work through some of it).
Added an epilogue:
“You’re my good boy, aren’t you, Ilya?” Shane’s voice was soft and deep. He loved watching how Ilya reacted-biting his own lip and closing his eyes, a tear spilling down as his thrusts became erratic. Ilya was a really emotional person and, deep down, wanted to be told he was good, even if he would deny himself it.
“Please, please, please l-let me.” Ilya mumbled out, words heavily accented and wet as he gasped for air.
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30 Dec 2025
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Heaven Is Not Fit To House A Love Like You And I by thrownhereorfound
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 May 2025
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“I just wanna say thank you, for you know, dealing with my stubborn ass.” He said, offering a hand to the medic.
Eddie chuckled at first, but clapped his hand with Buckley’s and shook it, smiling broadly at him.
“Be safe out there, sailor.” Eddie smiled, watching as the other man waved off the rest of his team in order to say a proper goodbye.
“You too, soldier.” He grinned and mock saluted him: “I hope if we ever see each other again it’s under better circumstances.”
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- Part 1 of I Must Go and You Must Not
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26 Jan 2025
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"Hear me out," Buck said. "Clearly, both of us are sick of dating other people. And we're a good fit, in pretty much every way that matters. So what if we're not in love? We don't need to be in love to be happy together."
Eddie frowned. "So basically, we'd be boyfriends, without benefits?"
"Yes!" Buck snapped his fingers. "Like platonic boyfriends! We'd get all the benefits of a relationship and none of the heartbreak."
And maybe Eddie had finally lost his mind, or maybe it was from all the alcohol clouding his judgment, but the idea of it didn't sound half as crazy as it should have.
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After Buck’s and Eddie’s dates both end with disasters – proving once again that maybe dating just wasn’t meant for them – they decide to simply settle for each other. If there was one person in the world they'd ever trust with their hearts, it was each other. And who was a better person to date other than your very own best friend?Series
- Part 1 of What's love?
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06 Jan 2025
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“You know, it’s funny,” Hen said, looking around the table with obvious delight. “In our little group of five, three are not straight. The queers are slowly but surely taking over the station.”
Buck chuckled along with everyone else, then paused when something occurred to him. “Wait. Who’s the third one?”
Silence descended over the table and all of them slowly turned to look at him, incredulous.
“What?” he asked, feeling even more confused now under the weight of their combined gazes. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
Or, the one in which everyone thinks Buck is bi. Everyone other than Buck himself, that is.
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06 Jan 2025
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Inspired by Felix Catton's oral fixation & that field scene !
"Farleigh’s comment pulled him back to the moment, jealousy rearing up again, making him want to jump up and cover Oliver just so no one else ever got to see that beautiful cock. So no one else ever got to think about it, imagine sucking on it, imagine choking around it and spluttering Oliver’s come everywhere while it was still buried in their throat."
More chapters to be added - I have so many blowjob scenes in my brain so they will be added at some point
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19 Nov 2024
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As he raised his fork to his lips, he thought of that night. He’d call it what it was–a kiss, failed but a kiss nonetheless–he’d avoided the term but now it seemed there was no escaping it.
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Oliver had adapted to fit Felix’s late-night escapades, attended frivolous parties, and embraced the copious amounts of alcohol. This comes with consequences. Consequences that will change the entire summer.Bookmarked by Slaysigma999
12 Nov 2024
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Felix gets fun little fixations every once in a while. There was that time he memorized every English monarch in order, but then promptly forgot when he started studying tattoo artistry. He was able to tell exactly what brand and vineyard a red wine was from, but that skill dulled once he read all of Shakespeare’s works and started writing character essays.
Now, it just so happens that Felix can not, for the life of him, stop thinking about what Oliver’s skin feels like. Tastes like.
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07 Oct 2024
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“Sorry I'm late, don, got a little carried away returning to these halls- always was a maze! Sir Felix Ca-ahh.”
He'd lunged forward with a hand outstretched, ready to shake as the professor had straightened up. He turned in his chair lazily, freezing Felix in an awkward, half-bent position with those chilly blue eyes. There was a long moment as Oliver Quick observed him, no expression on his face, before a small smile made his mouth twitch. “It's good to see you, Felix. You look well.”
Felix Catton is a happily married father of three teenagers, approaching 40, and he hasn't seen Oliver since his unfortunate overdose... Everything should be perfect. Everything is perfect.
Until Felix's oldest daughter wants him to smooth things over with her tutor- and he finds himself face-to-face with Professor Oliver Quick. He's older. Wiser. Sensible. He doesn't lie any more.
And so what harm could reconnecting with an old friend do?
Sorry, Lu, but Ollie and I have this very sudden and intense psychosexual thing going on, and if I don't explore it I might go absolutely out of my mind, start clawing at the walls. You understand, don't you, Darling?
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29 Sep 2024
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Because that's what dad taught him to do.
Dad taught him to make it seem like he never even existed.
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29 Sep 2024
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Sam survived eleven years of hell. Now he has to learn how to live.
At twenty-two, Sam Winchester is attempting his first real relationship—with Jess, a woman who doesn't know what he's survived. She expects him to be "normal". The PTSD makes it hard. The years of sexual trauma and learned behavior make it damn near impossible. But Sam is *trying*.
Dean, twenty-seven, finally has his baby brother back. But watching Sam struggle—watching him self-destruct in slow motion—is killing him. Especially when Dean finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Benny Lafitte, and has to figure out his own shit while keeping Sam alive.
The Winchester brothers learn what healthy love looks like. It's far messier than either of them expected.
Note: this was originally titled Sex and the Single Winchester. I had intended it to be sort of a rom-com-dramedy but the subject matter is way too dark. So the new title reflects that.
This is Part 2 of the
Brothers, Man Series
It can be read standalone, but context from this first part, will deepen the experience.Series
- Part 2 of Brothers, Man - Series
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29 Sep 2024