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John Price needed a new hybrid, he's tired, he's worn, he doesn't know what to do. The hybrid is as reserved as he is pretty and he doesn't know what to make of it but his attachment leaves him wanting to care, to love, to help this hybrid out of the hole his past and self had dug himself into.
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14 Jul 2025
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He never gave it much thought. Stories are stories. He lives in the tangible world, where things may not always be what they seem, but looking closely always reveals the truth.
Soap still isn’t sure why it happened the way it did.
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29 Mar 2025
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Fresh out of the SAS Simon is trying to cope with the reality of being a civilian. While spectacularly failing at it so far, as a last-resort solution he reaches out to a hotline run by vets, for vets.
Little does he know that the man on the other side of the line, John, is about to change the outcome of his life.A story about loss, grief and hopelessness. About trust, acceptance and love.
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- Part 1 of Veteran AU-Hotline
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14 Mar 2025
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König clears his throat. "Horangi. He has... Instructions."
Ghost frowns under the balaclava and looks at the envelope again, then around both of them to make sure they're not within earshot of any lesser ranked officer or enlisted personnel.
When he's made sure they're safe, Ghost rips the still sealed envelope with his thumb and catches a small key in his other hand, as he unfolds a paper, hastily propped in there and pushed into the envelope. The writing is scratchy and there's also dirt on the white paper.
"Won't make it to this exfil. Take his breath away for me while I wait. Here's his key. I'd love to watch. 🐯"or
When König gives Ghost a sealed letter containing something precious to him alongside a letter from Horangi, it's a sign of trust. And it is the kickstart to a night that König is going to remember for a long time - for Ghost knows his way around BDSM. And he's about to show just how well he knows his way around it.
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- Part 3 of The Heavy BDSM Series
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16 Feb 2025
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High on the spirit and drunk on fumes by storm_petrel
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
04 Mar 2025
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This isn't his knife, it's Ghost's. Molded grip, modified tanto blade, S.R. carved deep into the butt.
If he makes it out of this alive, he's going to have to beg forgiveness for somehow mixing Ghost's knives in with his own gear. Possibly he's gonna have to go to confession because this feels like one of the bad sins.
Or, a mission goes awry, and now Soap's got to deal with hostile terrain, a hit squad of cartel sicarios on his tail and Ghost's voice on his busted radio. Honestly, it's the last thing that probably fucks him up the most.
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13 Feb 2025
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It's early November, and Ghost and Soap are getting ready for their first Christmas officially together.
“Daniel and I, we’re hosting dinner at ours this year, and we wanted to you to know there’s space at the table for you and Ghost both.”
Her choice of words was not lost on him; it would be a long time before he forgot how last Christmas ended.
“Thanks, Fiona, appreciate that,” Johnny murmured.
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- Part 3 of MacTavish Christmas Special
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10 Feb 2025
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Pack Force 141: Soap Solo’s Being a Unit Omega by lexrosewrites, soapsgoodpup (lexrosewrites)
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
28 Apr 2025
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The 141 has a giant hole to fill, and not just any pack omega can fill it especially considering they’d be the only one. Soap can fill the role on paper, but can he get past his prior demons and accept the 141?
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- Part 9 of Pack Force 141
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31 Jan 2025
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“That in there, Sergeant, is the original Death. Shepherd is nothing more than an impostor.”
The words fall heavy on Soap’s shoulders, as if they weigh more than they should and his breath catches in his throat.
“That’s not true,” Soap says, his hand going to his neck, searching for the pendant of the Shepherd which he had torn off his neck months ago and thrown across the room. “Shepherd and his Beast are those who take us to the next world. Their Reapers help them,” he says, almost reciting, as his eyes go over to the two Reapers in the room. They’re not really moving, neither seemingly willing to break the spell.or
that Ghost is the Fallen God of Death story.
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Soap paused, picking up the pen. He looked over his list. Three columns, “yes”, “no”, and “maybe”. He pulled the paper close. Hesitating, he underlined a single item, then crossed out the rest of them one by one. When he finished, he looked back at Ghost, as if daring him to say something about it. When Ghost didn’t, Soap pushed the paper over, crossing his arms over his chest.
Underlined was “kneeling” under “yes”, the only thing left on the page. It didn’t matter what the other “yes” items had been, they were very clearly in the “no” column now.
Ghost forced himself not to feel frustrated, had to admit to himself that Soap might be the most challenging sub he had ever had assigned into one of his units.
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Ghost’s virginity is frankly nobody’s fucking business. His entire personal life is nobody’s fucking business and that attitude had served him fantastically, don’t get attached, don’t get more than superficial, and it won’t ever be an issue. By the time he’d got through the worst of his self isolation he was thirty and a virgin and simply had no idea how to go about having that conversation with a potential partner, hadn’t wanted anyone enough for it to be worth it.
Until now, until Soap.
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03 Dec 2024
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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09 Nov 2024
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can I get a rain check on this heart of mine? by amongthebooks
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
24 May 2023
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It almost feels like you're ignoring me on purpose... It’s been what, three weeks since we last spoke?
The voicemail rang loud in Ghost’s head. No, no that couldn’t be right. He didn't- He wasn't intentionally ignoring Johnny. He just needed his phone back, then he could fix everything.
Ghost couldn't believe that three weeks had passed since he’d been taken captive.
Look, I have two weeks left…and I'm tired of hearing the dial tone after you don't pick up. If you can't be bothered to answer my calls or even send a text then… then I think we might need to have a talk when I come back.
Simon’s heart caught in his throat. What did he mean by- Oh. This was it. Johnny wanted to cut things off.
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Soap is on leave when Ghost unknowingly goes MIA. After not hearing from him, Soap leaves Ghost a voicemail, insinuating that he wants to break up.
What happens when his captors get a hold of what Soap said?
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aka the "rain check" thread fic on twitter :)
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- Part 2 of Scar's SoapGhost Fics
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07 Nov 2024
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Soap swings the door wide and gestures him through, ushers Ghost to stand in front of the wardrobe. Twin mirrors hang on the doors, full length and in Soap’s opinion, particularly flattering. Ghost’s gaze darts to his nervously, twitching as he starts to get an idea of what Soap intends. He looks terrified, but to his credit he stays standing there, lets his focus land on Soap’s reflection over his shoulder.
“I’m going to prove you wrong, Ghost. Want to show you what a good omega you are.”
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07 Nov 2024
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real love, baby (cut the cameras) by ClosingStatement
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
30 Aug 2024
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“Listen,” Price starts after a long beat of tense quiet, “take a look at the numbers, Ghost. Watch some of his videos. They're good, and you guys would work well together.” Ghost goes to protest, but Price raises a hand to stop him, “Seriously. Call it a gut feeling, manager intuition– whatever you want. But I've been in this industry for too long not to recognize potential when I see it.”
“It's gonna be a no. I'm not fuckin’ working with him.”
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Simon Riley, aka Ghost online, has been in the adult video industry for a long, long time. It pays his bills and keeps a roof over his head, and even though the job doesn't excite him, he's content with that. There's no need to change what's not broken.
Enter: John MacTavish, an up-and-coming solo pornstar known as Soap.
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07 Nov 2024
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Soap breathed near death experiences. He needed danger like most people needed oxygen.
The way he liked to fuck wasn't exempt from that preference. The closer to dying, the better.
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04 Nov 2024
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Being told to shut up always hurt. More than he suspected it should. Soap once had drunkenly apologized to Gaz for being such a loudmouth, and when Gaz insisted that everyone liked his friendly chattiness, Soap had literally flopped over him in relief and confessed that being told to shut up was like being kicked. No other insult or fight had the same effect on him.
Except, perhaps, being called useless.
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16 Oct 2024
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Soap is an annoying brat of an omega getting on Ghost’s last nerve.
Ghost’s a ticking time bomb that Soap’s just dying to set off.
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Ghost enters his rut, and Soap joins him for the ride.- Language:
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17 Sep 2024
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“That’s really smart and intuitive of you. These activities are not meant to be followed exactly because people think through and process things differently. It sounds like you’re a very visual and tactile person, so you found a way to make it work for you. I’m really glad you kept trying and didn’t give up, though that would have been fine as well.”
“Mmthanks” Soap mumbles and moves back to fully sit in his chair. He is definitely not thinking about the ways Simon is visual and tactile as well.
Simon hands Soap his journal and waits for Soap to say anything more. Which he doesn’t because he can’t because Simon has said things to him that no one has ever said. It’s the opposite of his nightmare from last week. He’s sitting in the office of someone who would’ve been his superior if they were still enlisted and he’s being told he’s talented and intuitive like it’s nothing. But it’s not nothing. It’s everything.
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Three months after being medically discharged, Soap is feeling aimless and in need of support. He goes to his local Veterans Association and meets with social worker Simon Riley, who helps him find a new way forward
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05 Sep 2024
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Ghoap psychological bdsm, poly Roach/Price/Gaz. 10000/10
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“Ghost?”
“Soap.” Ghost’s voice was a low buzz, gravelly with static. In the absolute silence of the snow-covered forest, it sounded both deafeningly loud and intimately quiet.
“What’s your favourite season?” Soap asked.
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Four seasons, five countries, six months.
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28 Aug 2024
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To Couches Past and Present by fauxobsidian, WhisperedWords12
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
03 Nov 2023
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“We’re thinking of titling this 'Breeding my omega step son while his mom is in the other room',” Gaz said.
Soap choked, the water he’d sipped lodging itself unattractively in the wrong tube. Ghost gave him an empathetic look. He pulled his arm from the chair to rub Soap’s back, squeezing once before letting him go. Soap wasn’t sure what was worse, the way he couldn’t quit hacking or how his face flamed at the physical contact. Maybe both.
“It’s a work in progress,” Price said offhandedly. “We’ll see what the shoot brings before we decide.”
“Of course,” Ghost said, like this was the most normal conversation in the world.
“Of course,” Soap echoed, wondering what the fuck he’d gotten himself into.
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Featuring two chapters of written fic and two chapters of art ✨
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Bookmarked by Smolblues
27 Aug 2024