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    Samira exhales through her nose. It might have been a laugh, but he doesn’t allow himself to hope. “Missed me that bad?”

    Despite himself, he laughs. It breaks through the lump in his throat, coming out gruff and shaking. “That bad,” he confirms, without a hint of embarrassment.

    God, he’s going to fall off this roof. And it wouldn’t even be on purpose.
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    Samira Mohan sells her soul to the army for medical school. Nobody understands that so intimately as Jack Abbot. Out in no man’s land, they manage to form something that neither can really understand.

    After three years, it only takes one mass casualty incident to pull them back together.

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    11 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    On a mandated off-day in rainy Seattle, Shane Hollander ducks into a coffee shop to escape the drizzle—and ends up meeting Ilya Rozanov, a retired player turned sports psych who sees right through him. One conversation turns into something neither of them expected.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the best player in the league. That has never mattered less than it does under Ilya Rozanov, Team Canada's new coach for the 2014 Sochi Olympics.

    Shane grew up watching him, playing against him, idolising him in a way he didn't even realise. But as a coach, Shane hates him. He's cold, demanding, and impossible to please. But Rozanov pushes Shane harder than anyone ever has, and slowly his hate turns to obsession, competition to dependence. And Shane learns that their lessons come with a price: desire neither of them can afford.

    (OR the coach/player forbidden hollanov you've been waiting for ;) )

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “You have no idea who your parents really are, do you?” the Russian asked seriously after a few minutes passed of them staring at one another, though it was really more Shane glaring and heaving while Ilya calmly observed him with an unsure glint in his eye.

    “I have no idea what I’m doing here and what you want with them. If this is some kind of stupid business dispute, I have bad news for you, asshole. I don't know about their business, I don’t even know what their business is, and I’ve never been involved in their business,” Shane seethed as slowly as he possibly could so Ilya could understand that he genuinely had no idea of what was going on. “Now will you please untie me and take me home? I don’t even care if you knock me out again, just fucking let me go!”

    Ilya set the glass down to the side of him on the black leather cushion and rose from his seat, unfolding gracefully until he was towering over Shane with cool indifference. He bent slightly, leaned in close enough to Shane’s face that he could smell the vodka the Russian man had been drinking, then said easily, “I think I will keep you, actually.”

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

    -or-

    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    10 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    Samira could tell something was wrong. She could tell the whole night.

     

    She could tell in the way Jack held himself throughout dinner, Stiff and too self aware. The way he only gave clipped responses and measured laughs. The way he seemed to not be all there.

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    Or: After dinner at his parents house, Jack breaks down to Samira about what he had faced as a child.

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    08 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dennis Whitaker is a youth pastor on his first religious conference since being ordained. Despite what many have told him, he does not believe he is a good Priest, because inside his mind he fights against the desire to break away from his vow of celibacy and the urge to stay pure for God. He does, however, believe that God has brought upon this snow storm so Dennis could test his will against the demon of lust.

    Michael Robby just took over as head Rabbi in his Temple, he is making an effort to move away from his old teacher's rule and engage outside of the Jewish faith. Despite what many have told him, he does not believe he is a good Rabbi, because he does not think of God as a figure who demands and rules, but as a cloud of security that he can provide to other people. He does not think God brought this snowstorm down upon them, but he does know for a fact that he needs to help this boy.

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    08 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 81

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    Robby didn’t expect for Dennis’s date at the ballgame to deny the kiss cam.

    And he can’t stand the look of hurt on the younger man’s face. So what does he do?

    Kiss him. He kisses him.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    They started small, they were still afraid of the boy noticing after all.
    Jack left a second coffee on the counter one morning, right next to Dennis’s chart.

    “They mixed my order.” he said when Dennis frowned.

    “Just take it before it gets cold kid.”

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Former CIA agent Dean Winchester had earned a quiet retirement. Problem was, retirement was lonelier than he’d expected.

    Things take a turn when retired SVR agent Castiel Novak suddenly drops into his sedate life, letting him know that all may not be as it seems.

    Or

    The one where Dean finds out he’s got a guardian angel.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “Sir, calm down,” the cop outside the hospital instructs, more firmly this time. “We haven’t identified them yet. When we do, we’ll notify their family. You can’t do anything for them now.”

    He hadn’t even thought he’d be seen as a doctor trying to help. All he feels like is a desperate, hollow thing that needs to know— needs to know— whether the dead, horrible thing that lays so close to him— and yet so far from him— is— was— Robby—

    —Mike—

    “No,” he shoves out of his mouth, shaking his head, forcibly rejecting this with every cell in his body. “N— No. No, nope, no, not him. It’s not— It’s not—”

    or: someone takes their own life jumping off the hospital roof. jack and robby each have their own misunderstandings.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    A new, sickly sort of tension had grown between Dennis and his little group of people. They’d probably started making connections, theorising about his trauma. He’d have to tell them eventually, before something happened that sent him truly into the loony bin.

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    03 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 26

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    To say Samira has no plans for Valentine's Day is an understatement. She's more than happy to go to work, teach her class of first graders, go home, and scroll on her phone until she's ready for bed.

    Ready to get the day over with, she just needs to stop by her favourite café before the schoolday starts.

    Then, someone calls out her name.

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    03 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    The mark on Dr. Mohan’s inner bicep is light tan, a few shades lighter than her skin and it’s familiar. A shape that should be a four leaf clover but is slightly wonky with one more tiny deformed leaf. He’s seen fingers rub over that mark a thousand times. Like it’s a talisman or a genie lamp. He’s heard a gravely voice complain that it’s freckle colored on a body already covered in freckles.

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    03 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 47

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    The AU in which MS4 Samira Mohan moves in next door, and Jack Abbot promptly loses his mind.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “You didn’t do anything wrong,” Jack Abbot murmurs, pressing his lips to her forehead, before disappearing back down to the parking lot of her apartment complex. “I’ll be back in an hour. I’ll buzz three times when I’m back—I’m gonna leave my cell at home. Three times, alright? Three times, and only three times.”

    Samira nods.

    “Three times.”

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    Or, Jack Abbot is the guy you call when you need to get rid of a body.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    They fuck. He never lets her pay for takeout. They know each other’s locker codes. He knows her favorite candy bar. She knows he takes six sugars in his coffee, but would never admit it, even under the threat of torture. Someone would have to be torturing you, he quipped in reply. He drives her home at the end of doubles, sliding into bed next to her half the time. Sometimes they go to the movies. Sometimes she massages his leg when it’s sore to the point of muscle spasms. It’s been six months. They fuck, and they’re friendly, maybe even friends. But nothing more.

    It is the most significant relationship of Samira Mohan’s adult life.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    She’s drunk on the floor of Trinity and Whitaker’s living room, and they’re talking about nudes when she admits she’s taken them, but never built up the courage to send any. That it’s always felt awkward, that she’s never felt pretty or sexy or delicate enough, that it’s always felt cringe.

    Trinity blinks at her in confusion. “But you’re hotter than the surface of the fucking sun. I’ve seen what’s under your scrubs, Samira. What do you fucking mean, not sexy enough?”

    “Seriously, have you seen yourself?” Mel asks. “You could put anyone on their knees.”

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    Samira Mohan turns thirty, decides to buy herself lingerie about it, and takes some nudes. And then she accidentally texts one of them to Jack Abbot.

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    20,152

    02 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 52

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    Samira knows what Abbot looks like when he’s retreating from triage to scrub the blood out of his silver hair or change out of a pair of soiled scrubs, to wipe himself down with waterless shower foam until his skin smells like skin again. She knows Abbot’s face, neutral and plain, mischievous and amused, frustrated and worn thin from exhaustion. The expression he wore, limping towards the stairs, is not familiar to her. 

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    2,860

    02 Mar 2026

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