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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Really funny "straight" besties trope, with a ton of sweetness and great characterizations of the boys and their crew. So so hot. Will definitely re-read!

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    “I have a surprise for you all, if you’ve been good boys and girls.” Ariana gestured across the lawn, where pink X-shaped crosses now dotted the landscape. Handcuffs dangled from the top of each.
    “Two, if we’re being technical. Islanders, please welcome our new bombshells! They will be giving you a very warm welcome. If you’re chosen, that is. Have fun…”

    Shane's wrists pulled against his restraints, heart thudding. A finger ran over his lips, shushing him. Then two hands appeared, tracing his body, warm and firm over his exposed skin. Shane panted, dizzy and delirious. Through the haze, he started smiling. He was straight. He was actually straight. Irrefutably hard as hell for some sexy new bombshell.

    A hand traced Shane’s jaw, almost tender, and their hips pressed together again for just a moment. Shane’s mind stuttered, his own hardness meeting…something else.
    Warm breath wafted into his ear. “I will give you some time to ah, calm down, yes?”
    Shane jerked back, hitting his head against the cross with a loud curse.
    The voice was Russian. Vaguely familiar. And unmistakably male.
     

    ~shane goes on love island. ilya enters as a bombshell. gay chaos ensures. ~

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

    ***

    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    06 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Delightful, funny, HOT speed run of falling in lust and then (immediately) love

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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fucking sweet, fucking funny, perfectly paced, spot-on characterizations, VERY fun premise (in a partially angsty way), perfectly piquant with anxiety and Shane spirals while knowing Ilya is down horrendously the whole time. Love this Marley and this Svetlana. RE-READ for sure

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    15 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Funny, HOT, lovely college AU. Kinda like if Shane was possessed by the spirit of Hudson maybe? And, yes, I'd say this Ilya has some sunshine Connie in him too. But not in any kind of rpf way. Just vibes.

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweet and funny, really well plotted, and great interior characterizations!

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Top tier favorite. One of the best, most complex OCs in the biz. Hot hot hot. Shane and I have a TYPE

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    01 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Truly original and lovely and messy and magical

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    The companion piece to "the taste of longing"

    The recipes book 🍽️ and more...

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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Actual recipes that I actually want to make! (With love notes)

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The smut is smutting in this one. Stoned Hollanov truly brought me back to my college days in a profound way. Definitely will want to revisit this world.

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    Chapters:
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    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    God tier. An overall fix-it for the pain they both suffered pretending not to be in love. Still full of yearning and pining, but in a very sweet and soft way that's just delightful to live inside of

  12. Public Bookmark 225

    Mystery Work

    Part of Crypto
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Based on the movie catch and release, but with a sweeter arc for Shane and Ilya

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Really sweet and funny "oh Shane" tuna melt fix-it. They're both so stupid and precious and Shane doesn't realize they're boyfriends for a silly long time and it's so great

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    06 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fucking lovely fix-it for tuna meltdown. Perfect amount of longing and twinges of sadness, and the boys doing their best to be honest and present with each other and themselves. (Fun details like Russian reality TV show, and a short walk together, and black licorice.) Very sweet and very spicy!

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

    ----

    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    04 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweet, funny and very spicy. Great internal characterizations of both Shane and Ilya, and really fun texting exchanges. The smut is top notch

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    Shane’s honor society mountain retreat and Ilya’s frat council getaway get double-booked. Rooms are limited, beds are fewer, and somehow Shane and Ilya are stuck sharing one.

    OR: Frat Boy Ilya and Nerdy Shane get double booked at a cabin, play a bunch of drinking games with their friends, and kiss.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
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    22 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fun college AU mix and match sweet smut

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    1/1
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    135,843

    18 Apr 2026

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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    14 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hilarious and very hot. Sweet angst and longing. Lovely, rich characterization

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    “Alright,” Svetlana said, contemplative. “Well, are you being an asshole?”

    “I am not,” Ilya retorted. “I am doing nice stuff like taking him out to eat yesterday,” he reminded her, though he'd already recounted the day before via text. “We’re going out to dinner tomorrow, too. For Christmas. And I will pay. Again.”

    “That’s good, keep doing that,” Svetlana sounded genuine. “You’re taking initiative, Ilya!”

    “Yes, exactly, thank you,” Ilya nodded. “Say more things like that.”

    *

    or, some missing scenes from dana street, this time from Ilya's POV

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    11 Apr 2026

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    On June 24th, 2022, during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals, Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the thigh and bleeds out on the ice.

    The next morning, Shane wakes up in his husband's arms. It's June 24th again, and Ilya is still alive.

    Now Shane just needs to figure out how to keep him that way.

    Or: Shane gets stuck in a time loop.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
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    7,388
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    97,336

    09 Apr 2026

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