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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    The beat drops, heavy and sleek, and Ricky moves like the spotlight owes him something. His voice is smooth but dangerous, like he knows every eye is on him — and doesn’t care. He glances toward the crowd. Their eyes meet. For half a second, Ricky smirks, lips parting slightly like he can feel the spark.

    Gyuvin drops his phone.

    He didn’t post any game highlights that night.

    Or: Kim Gyuvin goes to a basketball game to cheer on his favorite players when soloist Shen Ricky performs at the halftime.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Just then, a thought appears in Ricky’s head, one so mortifying it makes his ears burn. He condemns himself silently for even entertaining such an idea. The younger man only stares at him, eyes shifting around his face and Ricky’s sure he’s noticed the sudden color to his cheeks.

    He looks at Gyuvin a little harder then, really looking, ignoring the way it causes him to stiffen up in response. Despite being as rigid as ice, his eyes still have that little sparkle to them, cheeks rosy and Ricky can feel his self-control slipping.

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    25 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Yujin, are you sure it’s even in this tank?” Gyuvin asked again, skepticism clouding his face. Trust issues run in the family.

    “Yes hyung! It’s there, just look harder,” Yujin replied.

    Yujin drags Gyuvin to an aquarium to observe and document a rare new fish species recently added to one of the exhibits for a school report—at least, that’s what he told his older brother. Hidden agenda aside, chaos ensues when Gyuvin falls in love at first sight with the aquarium mermaid.

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    25 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Sometimes, he wishes he was something else, someone else. He’s a coward who wants to covet the heart of a lion, who wants to love a boy but can’t help it when the words rot on his tongue. He’s all longing and long limbs, not someone who is strong or capable of salvation.

    The world, according to Kim Gyuvin, is hot, saturated, and beautiful. Ricky is in every little corner, stuck under his nails like clementine skin. He loves him, and he’s terrified.

    And then Ricky’s gone, in a way. One failed suicide attempt leaves Gyuvin trying to rebuild their relationship after having messed it up almost entirely. Meanwhile, Ricky tries to ignore the elephant in the room: Gyuvin is fully committed to loving him whole this time around.

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    24 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Her long, blonde hair flows behind her like it’s caught in slow-motion, each strand catching the dimmed street lights like spun gold. It moves as she moves, just like Gyuvins world.
    She glows. Not metaphorically… Gyuvin’s not sure she’s even real. Her makeup shimmers in bold black and silvers across her skin, glitter catching in the corner of her sharp eyes. She’s tall- probably taller than him in those sleek leather heels.
    Gyuvin stares. He doesn’t even try to hide it. He is full on, unapologetically staring at the goddess before him.
    His jaw slowly gravitating towards the floor... maybe he even started drooling.

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    OR Shen Ricky is living a double life and Kim Gyuvin has no idea

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    24 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Gyuvin actually wasn’t interested in her beyond mild curiosity.

    That’s right. Gyuvin was not interested in Rikki before their first conversation.

    And then he was cooked after that.

    Or: Nerd Gyuvin gets flirted and baited with finesse by Rikki. Seungeon believes Gyuvin needs to take Flirting 101 to recognize the signs (or just believe him when he tells Gyuvin that Rikki likes him).

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    3/3
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    21 Aug 2026

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    “Break up vacation. C’mon, baby,” Ricky had simpered in that horribly annoying tone of his. “You deserve to let off some steam after losing the dead weight, and I need a tan and someone to keep me company.”

    “You’re paying,” Gyuvin said, giving into the firm press of Ricky’s thumbs working against his traps.

    “Of course. Daddy always takes care of you.”

    Ricky got hit after that, but they also booked their vacation. A full week, right after Christmas. New Years on a beach instead of knee deep in snow, Gyuvin could never say no to that. He can never say no to Ricky, period.

    (OR: Gyuvin goes on vacation and all he gets is gayer (and heatstroke!))

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    18 Aug 2026

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    In order to prove his status in society, the youngest heir to the Kim family has to attend an auction where people who can transform into animals - a symbol of status in the upper class - are auctioned off. He promises himself that he will not be part of this madness, but something in the eyes of this proud boy with cat ears is crying out for help.

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    18 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    you rescue me, at the end of my despair, oh, tell me
    you like me more, just more

    Or; Ricky realizes he has feelings for his roommate slash best friend. Apparently he's a little late to the party.

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    18 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 19

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    With all the grace of a toddler attempting to walk for the first time—as in, extremely bluntly and without a care for niceties—Hao opened his mouth to state a singly earth-shattering sentence:

    “I've got the perfect plan to make Gyuvin confess to you!”

    OR

    Hao's foolproof plan to get Gyuvin and Ricky together: by getting Ricky to make Gyuvin help him test some new lip products. By kissing of course.

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    17 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Maybe. If this is your dream, I think that means you're conjuring up your ideal person."

    Ricky presses his lips together firmly to hold back his smile. "And if it's yours, that would mean the same, right?"

    Gyuvin looks away from his noodles, turning to Ricky. His eyes dip down the length of Ricky's body, zero shame in how obvious he's being, before returning to Ricky's face. When their gazes meet, Gyuvin smiles.

    "Yes. I guess so."

    or: Ricky meets a boy in his dreams.

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    16 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    Every night, Ricky visits the same bridge—not ready to jump, but not sure how to keep going either. His only company is a stray golden retriever who watches him from a distance, always quiet, always there.

    Then one night, when Ricky finally steps off the edge… the dog jumps too.

    They don’t hit the water.

    Instead, a rebellious angel intervenes—and gets in trouble for it. As punishment, Ricky ends up with a very unexpected responsibility: the dog is now a boy. Sort of. A hybrid, actually—part human, part dog, and fully attached to Ricky.

    His name is Gyuvin. He’s curious, clingy, and thinks Ricky hung the moon.

    Ricky doesn’t know what to do with a half-boy who keeps wagging his tail, calling him “Rwick,” and following him around like he’s the best thing in the world.

    And somehow, he’s the first thing in a long time that makes Ricky want to stay.

    [or: In which Ricky forcedly adopts a golden retriever hybrid that clings so much to him, and somehow ends up learning how to live again because of it.]

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    12 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    “There are two butts!” Gyuvin exclaims, cheeks puffed out from the amount of ice cubes he’s taken.

    Wow. Talk about priorities. “We live in hell and you’re fighting me about butts?”

    Gyuvin and Ricky come up with a silly idea to beat the summer heat.

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    11 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Yo, what the fuck, guys?” Matthew pinches his eyes. “In the living room?”

    Gyuvin grimaces. “It’s not what it looks like?”

    “Your dick was in his mouth, Gyuvin!”

    or: five times gyuvin and ricky get caught in compromising situations by the members, and one time they don't.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    I love you, Ricky thinks, staring at Gyuvin, but this time in sneaky side glances. I really think you love me too.

    Gyuvin’s gentleness will always be the death of someone like Ricky, who so badly wants to be treated like something gentle.

    Or: Ricky is still unsure if he can call Korea, much less his other eight members, home. He tries to change that.

    Of course, it all starts with Gyuvin.

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    02 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 37

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    So somehow—slumped across Gyuvin’s lap, drunk off his ass and freshly dumped—the idea came to him.

    If trust was the problem, then the solution was obvious.

    Who better than Gyuvin? The person he trusted with his life.

    And that was how the whole thing started.

    “Qubing,” Ricky slurred, words heavy on his tongue, “can you fuck me?”

     ———

    Or, where Ricky wants his bestfriend to take his virginity.

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    31 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    “There has to be a list.”

    “A list?!” Ricky repeats in utter disbelief. “Gyuvin there’s no list. They’re probably just having regular sex and taking advantage of the breaks we have right now. Let’s not overthink this.”

    “I told you about the whipped cream thing,” Gyuvin points out.

    *discontinued*

    Ricky pauses. “Slightly less regular sex. But it’s them so it’s to be expected.”

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    Comments:
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    31 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 47

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    It was supposed to be casual, just friends, just fucking, no feelings.

    Gyuvin flirts with everyone like it means nothing, and Ricky watches, wanting to scream. Because somewhere between the teasing and late-night hookups, he fell. Hard.

    Now he hates himself for it. Because Gyuvin never promised anythinga and Ricky was stupid enough to hope anyway.

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    31 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ricky believes that he and Gyuvin are in fact, cut from the same cloth despite what he says. He always finds something he knows all too well inside those brown eyes. It's habitual and intimate in ways that are synonymous with destruction—with love that hurts because it's so close.

    He believes in what he can see and what he can hear. The stirring in his chest is recognizable and it's as intangible as it gets. Gyuvin is dangerous because he is familiar and the smallest spark of hope in Ricky thinks he might just be understanding too.

    Gyuvin Kim is Ricky's undoing in every way, most of them bad. Gyuvin is a temperamental beast—Ricky is convinced, and he knows Gyuvin's got just as much baggage as he does. Still, he wants to be ruined because hurting is the most familiar form of love that he knows.

    Ricky has resigned himself to a life without romance since his hyper-religious parents would never accept him loving another man. He loves them too much to let them go and yet he finds himself caught in Gyuvin's orbit—wanting, hoping, waiting, for someone else to take responsibility for all the things he can't bring himself to do.

    Joining Gyuvin on tour is a terrible idea.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    2,770

    27 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Right,” Gyuvin says, closing the window behind him. When he turns around, his expression is unreadable, their faces a little too close. “And we’ll still be friends no matter what.”

    The masochistic knife in Ricky’s gut twists, as it does every time he’s reminded of the promise they made as kids: their designations would never come in the way of their friendship. Even though Ricky would very much like them to, for selfish reasons. Pining for his best friend—how much more cliché could he get?

    OR: Ricky is tired of dancing around his feelings for Gyuvin. So is Hao. Ricky just needs a boost in the right direction—and if he finally presents as an omega, even better.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
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    256
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    Hits:
    2,642

    27 Jul 2026

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