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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    Set in an alternate universe where Neil Josten never existed, Nathaniel Wesninski grows up as the crime lord’s son beside Kevin Day, Riko Moriyama and his eventual, inseparable partner Jean Moreau.

    Aka, the raven!Neil au

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    19 Dec 2025

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    In The aftermath of a vicious nightmare, Andrew accidentally cuts Neil with a knife. The night from Aaron's pov and Andrew's.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Aaron knows in his bones that Neil wouldn't have his number in any other circumstance. Their current forms of communication involve pointed silence, cursing, and exy terminology only- if they ever willingly started up a textual conversation the world might literally fold in on itself.

    This is why, when his phone buzzes with a text from Neil on Thursday afternoon, Aaron's first response is annoyance at Neil for breaking the status quo. They’ve got a vibe going and this is harshing it, thanks.

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    Aaron gets a confusing text from Neil one afternoon and proceeds to have a crisis about it.

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    17 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    “History,” Andrew hisses with mocking vitriol, cursing the moment he met Kevin Day. He grips Jean’s hair and yanks on it until he can clearly see the marks on Jean’s neck. Up close, he can see the unmistakable indents of teeth marks.

    The trial. The lawyer displaying images on a projector screen. Andrew’s neck, pale and lined with bruises.

    Teeth marks.

    Or: Andrew puts the pieces together. He calls Neil to finish the puzzle.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    The Monsters are out barhopping for Halloween when they come across a suspicious figure prowling in the parking lot where their Maserati resides, and when Andrew pulls a knife on him, he attacks, but not with fists or words or guns.

    His weapon of choice? A wand.

    Now, the Monsters have all been de-aged by fifteen years, and it's up to their coach, their team nurse, and their teammates to keep these five traumatized children safe and happy until the spell wears off.

    Or: The foxes being a family and the Monsters being traumatized little wrecks who need it

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    15 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 17

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    “You asked for me, Mr. Minyard?” Neil says, keeping up appearances. It’s always Mr. Minyard in the office, never Andrew until they get home or unless they want everyone in the office to know they’re fucking.

    It wouldn’t be great for Andrew’s reputation to be caught with his hands down yet another of his secretary’s pants (or skirt, as it often is in Neil’s case). His last, Roland, had been let go with a luxurious severance package and a vicious NDA. Neil doesn’t want to end up like that but there's nothing saying they can’t have fun in the meantime. It doesn’t mean Neil can’t purr the title like he’s already sitting pretty on his boss’s cock.

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    or: neil is andrew's secretary. they make good use of his office

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    15 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    Slade wakes up hard and wanting, with Grayson asleep beside him.

    There’s only one acceptable solution: fuck his boyfriend awake.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Neil is barely surviving high school with an overbearing mother and a hockey obsession he can't kick. Enter two new kids from California and suddenly Neil really wants all of the things he can't have.

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    14 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 75

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    “When’s your break?”

    Neil doesn’t outwardly react, but straightens back up and his cheeks do get notable darker, even in the shitty light of the club. Andrew waits him out. He was almost all of Neil’s firsts, so he knows talking about sex, even under a layer of innuendo, can fluster him. Andrew would be lying if he said he didn’t like it.

    Especially once he gets Neil under him, and all that blushing virgin behavior vanishes.

    Neil clears his throat and chances a look at the other bartender on shift. “I think Roland will let me take it in twenty.”

    “No.”

    “No?” Neil turns back to Andrew with an amused turn of his lips. “No, I’m not taking it in twenty or no, I don’t think?”

    “You’re taking it now.”

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    or: eden's backroom gets some use

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    12 Dec 2025

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    I think, therefore I am.

    Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.

    Or what if Neil was a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    30 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 81

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    Kevin Day thought there was something familiar about the last-resort recruit from Arizona when they watched his tapes. It wasn’t until he was looking him in the eye in person that he realized. Nathaniel Wesninski might be miscolored and a few years older than the last time he saw him but to Kevin he was unmistakable.

    A ‘Kevin recognizes Neil’ fic.

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    30 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    Andrew takes care of his rabbit; sometimes that means reminding him to eat, other times it means taking him to Columbia and giving him enough orgasms to melt his brain.

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    28 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 32

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    “You were barely fast enough to save him last time. The next time someone takes a swing at him, you and your brisket lungs will have to watch him die.”

    The sour and bitter words have been haunting Andrew for weeks—only because it's the most ridiculous thing Andrew has ever heard. He wasn't too slow with Riko. And he could never be too slow for Neil.

    But after Andrew nearly watches Neil die in front of his eyes, Jean's words haunt him in an entirely different way. Quitting cigs sounds like a fate worse than death—but so does losing Neil.

    Or: The attack in The Golden Raven from Andrew's pov. **Contains The Golden Raven spoilers**

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    28 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    25 Nov 2025

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    24 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    Matt helps his buddy in need
    Kinktober prompts: heat, platonic sex


    When Seth gives them a green light to move towards Neil’s bed where the nest is waiting, Matt starts to get up slowly. Of course, it’s not to Neil’s liking, and Matt’s shirt is gripped tightly with a surprising strength.

    Well, just fantastic, Matt thinks to himself.

    Somewhere behind him, Seth snickers, which isn’t helpful in the slightest.

    “A little help here?” Matt asks, definitely trapped on the couch. Again.

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    24 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    When Neil was nine his father sold him to the Moriyama's. He was sent to a facility were his body was changed to be inhuman. Eight years later Neil gets an offer from the Foxes. He is approached a familiar face, Kevin Day. They were both survivors and have had to live with the price ever since. Neil has to choose between his safety and comfort in someone who's experienced the same hardships.

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    Neil is experimented on as a kid and gets superpowers. He runs into Kevin, who also has powers, and decides to join the Foxes.

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    23 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Yet another fic where Andrew finds out Nicky kissed Neil – except Andrew sees it happen that night at Eden’s, when he’s still riding on his plan to get answers and thinks Neil Josten is a mole.

    It changes a few things.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    This is The King's Men by Nora Sakavic but from Andrew's point of view instead of Neil's. I'm using the novel and Nora's extra tumblr content to try and be as realistic as possible. Can't guarantee I won't stray a bit, though.

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    23,924

    23 Nov 2025

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