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Crossing Paths with Your Reflection by TurnIt0ff
Fandoms: The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez
04 Mar 2024
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Nearly a decade after his mission, Kevin is working as a doctor in New York City. An anniversary date with his fiancé is delayed when a patient comes into the emergency room and sends Kevin spiraling back into the most traumatic time in his life.
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Arden wakes to the first day of his new life with Caspian, and everything is perfect... until it's not.
Picks up a few hours after the final book left off. Deals with the aftermath of Arden's assault.
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A collection of moments, in no particular order, throughout the life of Brandon Saint John and the people he holds close.
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The Scars We Live With (The Scars We Leave) by TurnIt0ff
Fandoms: The Tarot Sequence - K.D. Edwards
23 May 2023
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“And what, then,” Mayan snapped, “makes us any different from the animals who saw fit to inflict undue torture upon a teenage boy.”
The words were sharp with intent, prodding at the images they both held in their heads—would hold in their heads for as long as they lived—of a beaten and dead-eyed Rune Saint John. In a hospital bed. Spread across every newspaper on the island. Standing in the front hallway of the Pac Bell apartment with a single bag of his worldly possessions slung across his one good shoulder. He knew they landed, because it finally earned a response; just the slight flicker of an eyebrow Anton wouldn’t have let slip in front of anyone else.
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A short confrontation between Mayan & Anton after Brand is whipped.
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The Longest Night of Rain by TurnIt0ff
Fandoms: The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez, The Book of Mormon - Ambiguous Fandom
10 Jul 2022
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"It’s okay," someone told him. "You’re safe now."
He didn’t feel safe, but that wasn’t the point. That didn’t matter. All he cared about was the last image of his boyfriend burned into his memory, laid out on the concrete just inches out of his reach. Pale and unmoving. Surrounded by blood."
Kevin and Connor are lucky to be alive after a brutal attack interrupts their happy life in New York City. But waking up will bring its own set of challenges that neither of them are prepared for.
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The In-Between by TurnIt0ff
Fandom The Book of Mormon - Ambiguous Fandom, The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez
22 Dec 2020
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"The chapters of Ronan's childhood storybook were full of lush, green hills and a forever blue sky; they were tales rife with magic, both from dreams and from being so unconditionally loved. His chapters had, of course, grown very dark very quickly and suddenly, but at least he still had those first pages. At least he had started in a fairytale, even if it later became a tragedy.
But Adam Parrish's chapters had always been those of a horror story. No wonder—no fucking wonder—it had taken him so long to find his footing when suddenly presented with compassion. No wonder it was still a work in progress, even now."
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10 Jul 2025
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heaven knows i'm miserable now by sunflowersandscreams
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
24 Jun 2025
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“I came after church,” Ronan says eventually. “You didn’t answer.”
“I wasn’t there,” Adam replies. “I was at work.”
Ronan squints at Adam. “Never used to work on Sunday mornings.”
Of course Ronan keeps Adam’s fucking schedule in the back of his mind. He’s odd and devoted like that. “My hours changed.”
“So tell them to change them back.” And Adam knows Ronan knows. Ronan thinks something is up and is prodding at it just to piss Adam off, circling him and backing him closer and closer to the corner. He feels heat climb up the back of his neck like an insect in the dead of summer, and tries to imagine ice water dousing him.
Adam grits his teeth. “It doesn’t work like that.” He’s fortunate that he has a job at all, he can’t afford to be particular about hours, especially with how long he spends at school, anyway. “Don’t be an ass.”
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Adam loses his job at the factory. Adam gets a job at the local supermarket. He keeps it a secret. Everything's going to be fine.Bookmarked by TurnIt0ff
02 Jul 2025
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“Better the devil you know than the devil you don’t” — [idiom] meaning it is better to endure a difficult person or situation one is familiar with, even if it is painful, than to take a risk with an unknown person or thing.
Ethan is still speaking—yelling—and Adam is—he’s a little nauseous. Part of him doesn’t want to be a part of this conversation at all, and a more traitorous part of him wants to call her back, but Ethan still has his cell phone.
Adam thinks, isn’t this how everything went long last time? Adam hid paycheck stubs from his parents and got caught in his own web of lies. Now he’s lied to Ethan and he has been caught for that as well. He never learns. He always makes the same mistakes.
Adam dampens his lips and chooses his next words carefully. “I don’t understand why you’re angry.”
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29 Apr 2025
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tell me we'll never get used to it by bluelilykate (adanseydivorce)
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
13 Feb 2025
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The night that Ronan helps Adam move into his church apartment, he sleeps on the foot of his bed. Adam curls away from him, and Ronan isn’t sure what it means that he wants to reach out and touch him. No sudden movements, just to brush his hair off his forehead. Lightly trace his fingers against the shell of Adam’s newly deaf ear.
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- Part 2 of cerise, lassoed together
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13 Apr 2025
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holding me and holding back by bluelilykate (adanseydivorce) for NinjaCatGOT7
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
31 Mar 2025
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It’s become a routine. Adam gets back, steps over Ronan to get to the bathroom, showers, does homework for an hour, then slides into his floor mattress and watches the rise and fall of Ronan’s chest until he falls asleep.
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Adam has some mixed feelings about him and Ronan's sleepovers.
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- Part 3 of cerise, lassoed together
Bookmarked by TurnIt0ff
14 Apr 2025