13 Bookmarks by Um_erm_why
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Raylan may be close to being engaged (he’s pretty sure he’s going to ask her, but jewelry stores give him hives) but on the road, out in the limbo of chasing down leads, off the leash and mostly out of touch, he gives himself a little leeway
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- Part 1 of Waypoints
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28 Jan 2026
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I Feel Safe (In Your Arms) by newtntommy
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
01 Nov 2025
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Sex worker!Magnus is hired by touch-starved!Alec but it's not sex he wants the most. He wants to be held and cuddled with through long and stressful weeks.
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27 Jan 2026
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I'm tied to You by RhaenaTargaryen
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
21 Jan 2026
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After his ex cheats on him, Magnus has no interest in long term relationships anymore, choosing only to have one night stands with subs at his friend's BDSM club. Alec has just left an abusive relationship with his ex dom and is now afraid to get back out there, terrified that it'll happen again. Can Alec and Magnus teach each other that it's safe to love again?
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- English
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- 39,599
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- 21/21
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27 Jan 2026
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In the summer of 1960 Franklin, Tennessee, enigmatic physician Dr. Michael Robinavitch saves small-town farmhand Dennis Whitaker from heat exhaustion, beginning the most turbulent period of his life.
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- 120,431
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- 13/14
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27 Jan 2026
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After a fight with a teammate, Tommy Kinard gets transferred to the Los Angeles Kings. The team is different than he's used to and he feels drawn to their social media manager- Evan "Buck" Buckley.
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25 Jan 2026
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Take Me Home by ItsMayBiTheWay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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When Roz starts speaking, frantically letting out Russian words from his hospital bed, Troy jumps in fear. “Ty emu uzhe pozvonila? Gde mama?”
While Troy might not know Russian, or any other Slavic language that might have offered him some sort of context, he understands the word for mother. His heart clenches in his chest. Calling for your mom, especially when you’re hurt and confused feels instinctive. Troy is pretty sure he’d do the same thing. But the thought of coming out of your dazed state while desperately wanting your mom, and the loss of your mom coming crashing down on you must be a different type of agony.
Roz starts speaking again, Russian coming to him easier than English must. “Mama? Gde moya mama?”
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24 Jan 2026
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Ilya has spent most of his life believing that love is something you need earn.
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23 Jan 2026
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Moy Ponchik by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Ilya's love drunk state combined with jetlag meant he was barely able to keep his eyes open, his mind drifting in and out of consciousness. Still his hands roamed, lazily gliding along Shane’s sides, mapping the planes that he had already committed to memory some 10 years ago. Though now there was something new- a softness.
Ilya’s fingers began to skim, ever so lightly dipping into his husband’s plush sides and over to his midsection. A thrill ran through his sleep-addled mind, and if he had been more conscious maybe he could have put his finger on it.
“Mmm, takoy myagkiy, moy ponchik.”
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Shane goes on a temporary retirement and it does things to Ilya- Language:
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23 Jan 2026
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Would It Make You Feel Better to Watch Me While I Bleed? by Skaboom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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Strung out and desperate for money, Alexei Rozanov flies to Boston to shake Ilya down. What he doesn't expect to find when he breaks into Ilya's home is Shane Hollander. Seeing a chance to score a huge pay day, Alexei abducts Shane, leaving Ilya to make very difficult choices while Shane's life hangs in the balance.
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- English
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- 17,998
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- 12/12
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- 239
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23 Jan 2026
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Softer, Harder by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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“I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”
The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.
Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.
“I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”
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Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.Bookmarked by Um_erm_why
22 Jan 2026
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The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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22 Jan 2026
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follow me down by vividblossom (dirtymudblood)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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“My fucking god, Hollander, you talk so much,” Rozanov says and Shane clenches his jaw. "I am not trying to set you up with Dom friend!”
“What then? You came to rub it in or–”
Rozanov throws his hands up in defeat and snaps, “Am trying to say; Hollander, I am Dom and I will Play with you, but you talk so fucking much I can not say this!”
Shane freezes. There’s no laughter now. His stomach swoops and plummets.
“That’s not funny.”
“Do I look like I am laughing, Hollander? Am serious.”
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- Part 1 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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- 1/1
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21 Jan 2026
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I Can Go Anywhere I Want Just Not Home (Everything Has Changed) by unhingedangstaddict
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Aug 2024
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“You’ll be in the pilot’s seat soon enough Evan.” Tommy flashed an easy smile.
That smile could crack Buck if it tried hard enough. Buck didn’t know why but he felt like with enough time and a little concentrated effort, that smile could have him telling Tommy things Buck had never dared think about in the presence of the 118.
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Buck returned to the 118 after the lawsuit, but it didn't mean things went back to normal. After months of mistreatment, Buck can't take it anymore so he transfers to the one station no one from the 118 could easily follow him to: the 217 LAFD Air Operations
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17 Jan 2026