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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

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    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Good

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    The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.

    “Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”

    The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”

    Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    The club scene but Shane and Ilya talk and make out. In public.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Like

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    David walks in on day one at the cottage. That's it.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Soooo cute

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    Shane and Ilya get caught up in an internet shitstorm...literally. Shane handles it better than expected.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Funny!

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    Rozanov turns to face him fully and nods at Shane’s own aching cock, urging him, inviting him to join. Shane’s mouth has gone dry and he swallows thickly as he looks behind Rozanov at the entrance to the showers.

    “Is just us here,” Rozanov says in a low voice. “No one’s coming.” His thumb grazes the swollen head of his cock. “Well…I mean, I will, but you can too.”

    In an embarrassingly weak moment, Shane Hollander gives in to his desires in a dingy shower room with Ilya Rozanov. Craving for more, they make plans that the universe seems hell bent on thwarting each and every time.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Super cute!

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    In which Ilya comes back to room fourteen ten.

     

    Canon divergent from, and following directly after, s01e01 when Ilya leaves Shane's hotel room. Contains Ilya being a provocative dick, Shane being unable to resist rising (ha) to it, too much discussion of chicken, some David Attenborough, Shane negotiating his feelings and interpersonal relationships with all his classic suavity and skill, and as much sex as two nineteen year old professional athletes can fit into one evening.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    November, 1985

    "You have a light?"

    David Hollander looks up from rummaging in his hockey bag and sees the most beautiful woman he has ever laid eyes on with an unlit cigarette between her fingers. Her long black hair is tied up in a ponytail but her bangs frame her face, which is golden tan against her white turtleneck. She arches an eyebrow after a moment and he realizes he's been staring with his mouth hanging open. "I… no, sorry. I don't smoke."

    "Ugh. Athletes," she sighs, putting her cigarette back into the pack. She leans back against the brick, her breath visible in the cold air. She surveys him with eyes the colour of coffee and he has never been more awake in his life. "You're Hollander, right? Left winger?"

    "That's me, yeah. You a big hockey fan?"

    "The biggest." Her mouth curves up into a smile. David feels like he's been jolted into the boards.

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    Shane was never meant to be an only child.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Very good

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    In retrospect, they should have called. Texted. Rang the doorbell. Heralded their entry with a trumpet. Something. But everything is clearer in hindsight, especially the sight of your father’s behind.

    Shane suppresses a shudder.

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    Shane and Ilya walk in on an awkward situation. Ilya intends to make it worse.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Cute

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    But it’s true. David Hollander is normal about hockey. He has a life outside it. He goes to work at the Treasury. He goes on long walks. He volunteers at animal shelters. He puzzles. Well—he works on puzzles? Ilya still is not sure how the verbs work there.

    The point is: David Hollander built a life outside of hockey that was fulfilling—that remains fulfilling. This, in its roundabout way, and though Ilya could never admit it, saves Ilya’s life.

    -x-
    or, a treatise on grief, depression, and chronic suicidality

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Soooooo good

  11. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Can I do something for you?” David asked when Bryce didn’t state his intention.

    “So, was that like… for real? It wasn’t some kind of deep fake or something?”

    David sighed and lowered his laptop lid just a bit. “It was real.”

    “I heard they’re gonna be investigated.”

    That was the rumor. He was neither confirming nor denying it. “I can’t say anything about that.”

    Bryce seemed to be thinking awfully hard about something. “WERE they throwing games for each other?”

    **

    The Monday after The Video is released, David has to go into work. There are a lot of questions from a lot of people.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    So good

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    Ilya has always claimed he doesn't have any pregame rituals.

    Well, maybe just the one…

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Soooo cute

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    What if instead of walking in on Shane and Ilya making out, what if David came across Ilya alone at the Cottage?

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    “I’m David. Hollander. Shane’s dad.” 

    Ilya genuinely couldn’t figure out what the fuck to do. He needed to send out an SOS, but he had set his phone down somewhere and had no idea if it was in the sunroom, bedroom, or bathroom, and wasn’t about to go dash around to hunt it down. And as hard as he wracked his brain, he couldn’t come up with a single plausible explanation for his presence in Shane’s summer home other than, “I’m in love with your son. We have been fucking since we were teenagers. We have a ten year plan.” 

    Instead, what he choked out was, “Sorry. No English.” 

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Hilarious

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    a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Beautiful

  15. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.

    Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    He was playing the game of trying to imagine what the headlines would say.

    Shane Hollander V. Tyler Bratchen In Shocking Fist Fight!

    Has Hollander finally lost his cool? Read more.

    Tempers fly in downtown Montreal between these two NHL players 👀

    He’d managed to dodge scandals for years because he just…didn’t do anything scandalous. Aside from being in love with Ilya Rozanov, which he supposed was ironic. His first negative public debacle, all because one idiot couldn’t keep Ilya’s name out of his mouth. Funny how things worked now.

    Or: a measure of Shane’s devotion, seen through a very public, very messy bar brawl.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    They’re in Boston on Ilya’s couch when it happens. They’ve lapsed into a comfortable silence, a muted game on in the background, Ilya’s head in Shane’s lap and Shane’s fingers in his hair. Ten minutes ago, they were tugging and twisting and curling; four minutes ago, they grew slow and tepid. When they go entirely still, Ilya turns in his lap to look up at him, ready to chirp him for falling asleep, but his breath catches in his throat at what he finds instead. Shane is not asleep, but he is not awake either.

    While visiting his boyfriend, Shane has a verbal shutdown in front of a woefully-unprepared Ilya for the first time.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    “Sometimes in Juniors, I’d think about my teammates in a circle and me on my knees in the center. They’d all be jerking off, and I wouldn’t be allowed to touch myself until every one of them came on me.”

    Shane Hollander has spent a lifetime swallowing down every single desire. Ilya Rozanov finds his pleasure in making him speak.

    featuring: couch conversations about gay awakenings, ex-girlfriends, and sexual fantasies (and now, nearly 10k of locker room roleplay with the meanest Ilya I’ve ever written)

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    “And you’ve done amazing things for the Cen…. You’re thinking Ottawa. You’re thinking the two of us on the Centaurs together.” Shane felt startled.

    “You are not?”

    “It’s… Oh my god. It could be. We could be amazing together.”

    Ilya’s eyebrows both lifted. “Could be? We definitely are. And on the ice, too.”

     

    In which Ilya and Shane announce their relationship on their own timeline, even though it gets a little accelerated by events.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Good

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    Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    So good so far!

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