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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Read up until chapter 15

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    Ilya has never had a problem with loving Shane out loud, and on their one-year wedding anniversary, Shane decides to show Ilya and the world how much he loves him by showing a hidden talent of his in front of a sold-out arena.

    Because for Shane, Ilya deserves to be loved out loud and without fear.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Two weeks off a year. Two weeks is all Shane has ever taken off, so taking more than that feels strange. But his parents and husband are very convincing people, so he’s sitting in an international airport. He had never really thought about traveling outside of hockey but this was good. So he hoped.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always known the risk wasn’t going to be zero.

    Sneaking into a rival team’s hotel late at night to meet Ilya Rozanov comes with a margin of error.

    Unfortunately, statistics say that if you do something long enough, eventually the math catches up with you.

    He just didn’t see this one particular risk coming.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Did you see this?” Ilya passed his phone to Shane, who frowned in confusion. “You are the leading theory.”

    “The leading theory for what?” he still frowned, trying to read the excerpt of Adrian's book as fast as possible. Ilya could tell the moment that he got excited, an inability to resist such juicy gossip. “Wait, Adrian Dela Cruz dated someone in the NHL?”

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    15 Mar 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    Right now, there’s clips being posted online of their fight. Videos of the interviews after, Shane soaked in sweat, dried blood clinging to the cracks in his lip, it’s a shame it came to that, we have a lot of mutual respect for each other as players, sometimes emotions boil over, we’ll reflect on our actions. Condemnation and celebration on both sides, hockey violence on the big screen for all to point fingers at and give their two cents. None of it matters, here in the dark four walls of Shane’s bedroom, between Rozanov’s thighs.

    The world will keep spinning and with it will come stories spun, but Shane will live here in this warm pocket beneath Rozanov’s mottled and marred skin and pretend like none of it fucking matters.

    Recounting the one and only time Shane dropped gloves with Ilya on the ice... and the aftermath.

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    15 Mar 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane hears the metal clink of the seatbelt being unbuckled, and then Ilya is standing up, pulling the hem of his hoodie down over the extremely obvious outline of his cock and sliding sideways out into the aisle. He gives Shane one last look, eyes dark and inviting, and then walks off towards the bathroom.

    For fuck’s sake. He’s not going to follow him, he really isn’t. He’s not about to entertain his husband’s perverted idea of getting each other off in a plane bathroom. He’s going to put his headphones back in his ears and pull the blanket up to his chin, look out the window and pretend he didn’t just have his hand down his husband’s pants, that his stomach isn’t doing flips.

    He gets up.

    Ilya needs a little help... unwinding on a flight. Shane, of course, provides.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    🌶️🌶️🌶️

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    “Rozanov, back up.”

    “Backing up,” Ilya said evenly, “But if he touches my husband again I will explore violence.”

    Shane exhaled, resigned. "You are sitting next to me for a reason.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agreed. “Leash.”

    @downbadinottawa
    There are FOSSILS less down than Rozanov. He is WHIPPED and PROUD of it.

    @montrealdefender
    we are getting destroyed by a guy who just publicly admitted his husband controls him. this is the worst timeline.

    When Ottawa faces Montreal again, Shane keeps it professional. Ilya absolutely does not.

    Featuring: one infamous Hollanov Wikipedia page and a professional athlete with a marriage kink.

    Translated into Chinese

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    15 Mar 2026

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    "You ARE a pervert."

    "Yes, but I am Shane's pervert. Is different."

    "That's not the defense you think it is."

    "And when we—" Ilya stopped himself, grinned. "Is probably too much information, yes?"

    "WAY too much information."

    Ilya delivers a TED Talk titled "Shane Hollander 101" and Hayden is the unwilling audience.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    When Shane Hollander scores a highlight-reel Michigan goal, the hockey world blames Ilya’s "bad influence" for ruining their golden boy. But after a defiant press conference and a private, steaming-hot practice at their cottage, Shane knows that Ilya is rubbing off on him in more ways than one and he’s enjoying every second of it.

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    14 Mar 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya gritted his teeth and watched a video where Hollander dropped a kiss on Rose’s lips, saw them both pull back and smile at each other. Then Ilya launched his phone across the room, disappointed when it didn’t crack.

    He was breathing deep, almost panting with anger. At Hollander, sure, but mostly at himself for even caring. He should go out and get laid. Exorcise whatever it was inside them that was clawing to get out.

    He didn’t want to move.

    His dick was as hard as iron.

     

    Ilya made Hollander tuna melts. Hollander got scared and ran away. Then Hollander got a movie star girlfriend.

    And now Ilya isn’t sleeping with anyone and his fantasies are getting a little… weird.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    What the fuck?! 🤣 (I love it!)

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    The idea of someone watching had always turned him on. Even if he refused to admit it when Ilya whispered elaborate fantasies in his ear about what a little show off he was until Shane was begging for release.

    Ilya would show Shane off to everyone, if he could. Turns out he can. And Shane wants to be shown off at an exclusive celebrity sex club.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    🌶️🌶️🌶️ can’t wait for chapter 2

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    Shane and Ilya trade favorite porn videos. Somehow it’s very romantic.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    🌶️🌶️🌶️

  14. Public Bookmark 95

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    Shane wins his second Stanley Cup and goes out partying with the Metros. He's surprised to find a certain Russian hockey player is in the same city.

    Early HR fill-in. We never did hear about Shane winning the cup and celebrating. Where was Ilya? Well. I had some thoughts.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    🌶️🌶️🌶️ and sweet

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    [Tweet from @EliotFreeman]
    Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.”

    [Tweet from @letsgetdrilled]
    oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    No one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Sometimes, it’s like the November day when Shane drops down for a push up at the gym and Roz shouts across the room in Russian, “You’re always so pretty on your knees, my vacuum.”

    Shane flips him off, muttering, “You were the vacuum this morning.”

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    13 Mar 2026

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    The teammates of Montreal playing never have I ever 🤣👌

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    Shane: omg how did you know im on pain meds? u know everything!
    Shane: like how I’m gay
    Rose: Shane, don’t tell people you’re gay right now, okay?
    Shane: I know I know
    Shane: he said shhhh
    Shane: he is so cute
    Shane: he held my hand :)

    Or: A look into Shane's texts while high on pain meds.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    🤣🤣

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “Oh, she’s watching,” Ilya says, smug as ever. Shane’s fists tighten around his water bottle. “Jane, I won for you today. In a few days, I will beat Montreal for you.”

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