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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane feels like he is seconds away from vibrating out of his own skin.
    “What is wrong?” Ilya asks, taking a small intake of a breath, like he’d been holding it for too long.
    “I feel so… overwhelmed. Everything is too much today.”
    Understanding dawns on Ilya. “What do you need?”
    Shane’s eyes immediately fall to his lips, warmth spreading through his body.

    In which Shane is overstimulated and restless, and Ilya fucks the anxiety out of him.

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    13 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    Helloo this is the fanart I've done for Hollanov! Rating may change

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    13 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    The Centaurs owners let Shane and Ilya borrow their private jet for their honeymoon trip to Spain.

    This one is a spicy quick canon-compliant piece taking place after The Long Game.

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    28 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    Shane goes stiff with fear when a hand lands on the crown of his head. “You have received your vocation as my conduit. Would you deny me?”

    What was admonishment delivered by Teacher becomes condemnation out of the High Father’s mouth. Shane shakes his head.

    “Answer me in word, and meet my eye as you do.”

    The room is quiet enough to hear the pop of a candle wick. Knuckles white as he grips a blanket, Shane obeys. The reflection of flames in the High Father’s eyes seems so real.

    “I would not,” Shane whispers, “deny you, High Father. I am only following what I’ve been taught. To stay pure of body and spirit, and to, t-to serve you.”

    “To serve me.” The repeated phrase almost sounds approving.

    Shane grabs onto the assumed approval like it’s a life preserver. “Anything,” he promises. “I would do anything for you.”

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    Siloam's Rest has been waiting generations for a miracle. They found it in Shane.

    He was told it was an honor. What no one told him was the cost. Now, bound to a god still learning the shape of his own hunger, Shane is learning that some prayers are answered by taking, not giving—and that devotion, once spent, can be repurposed.

    (A cult! fic!)

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    20 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    A collection of moments over time as Shane and Ilya become parents to twin girls.

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    20 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Ilya turned to look Shane in the eyes and he shrugged his shoulders. “Would not be so bad, I think. For us to have baby. For world to know, even. World knows we are lovers, afterall.”

    Shane groans at the word lovers, but just continues staring into his husbands eyes. He notices a slight determination in Ilya’s eyes, like he had set a goal for himself in his mind and he was determined to get it. Shane knew this look well, as he has seen it hundreds of times over the years. On and off the ice. This makes Shane’s heart drop and he feels his hands beginning to sweat. Ilya and him have joked about having kids, yeah, but never spoke about anything seriously. Never considered it a possibility until after retirement. Not that Shane remembered, anyway.

    “You’re serious…” Shane whispered, eyes darting back and forth between his husband's eyes. Ilya noticed the stern look on his face, not a hint of smile in Shane’s eyes. Ilya forced himself to look away."

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    Shane and Ilya navigate every step of fatherhood - together

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “I’m tired,” the little girl complains, skating from the group to hug Hollander’s knees.

    Hollander huffs a quiet laugh. “Grandma will be here soon,” he says, picking her up, sitting her perfectly on his hip. She lays her head on his shoulder, and they look so alike, it's startling.

    “Is that—Hollander,” Ilya says with disbelief. Hollander freezes, turning to look at Ilya. His brown eyes are wide, and he looks just as surprised as Ilya feels. “Is that your daughter?”
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    Shane abruptly quits hockey and disappears off the face of the earth without a trace. When Ilya moves to the Centaurs, the last person he expects to see is Shane teaching a bunch of kids how to skate and play hockey with his daughter in tow.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    After Rozanov failed to provide aftercare in Vegas, resulting in the worst subdrop of his life, Hollander leaves him on read and tries to move on. Four years later, he finds himself traded to Boston after a BDSM-related nerve injury keeps Hollander from dragging his useless team to the playoffs two years in a row. Now, Rozanov and Hollander have to break down their walls to work together as a team, and maybe, just maybe, they can do more than that too.

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    08 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 56

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    “So… does this mean you’re my honey?”

    “I’m whatever you want me to be Ilya.”

    “I want you to be naked in that big fancy bath tub with me.”

    “I know. In a minute.”

    Ilya waited, his hands wrapped around Shane’s waist.

    “I just need to rest my eyes for a sec.”

     

    I’m whatever you want me to be.

    Ilya repeated the thought in his head. He knew he was being unfair. He knew he was being petty. But they’re on their honeymoon! They’re in Ibiza! And Shane is napping.

     

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    Shane and Ilya go on their honeymoon to Ibiza. Shane is autistic. Ilya is anxiously attached.

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    08 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    Ilya and Shane spend their days together, playing on the same team, taking care of one another, cuddling and snuggling, and of course lots of sex.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    After a massive hit on the ice, Shane wakes up in the hospital to some life-altering news: he's three months pregnant and the impact almost caused a miscarriage. Now he has to figure out how to save his hockey career while hiding the truth from the love of his life, the father of their child, and his sworn enemy: Ilya Rozanov.

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    06 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 51

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    In a world where Male²s produce milk, and Male¹s rely on it to regulate, Shane and Ilya adjust to their new normal and settle into their new routine filled with love and need.

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    06 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 67

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    Five times Ilya struggled to let his husband take care of him and one time he asked for what he needed

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    06 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    When Ilya Rosanov's father discovers his teenage son's secret, his fury leads to a devastating outcome: Ilya forced into a life of suffering and abuse.

    Instead of achieving his dream of playing in the MLH, Ilya ends up a sex worker in Montreal, just trying to survive.

    There, he encounters Shane Hollander, the "golden boy" of hockey, a once in a generation talent who secretly struggles with the isolation of success.

    Can these two men navigate their vastly different worlds? Will lies and secrecy catch up to them, or will they find a way to come together against the odds?

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    26 Apr 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Five years ago, Ilya and Shane were building something fragile, pieced together from long days, small comforts, and a future they believed they still had time for. Until it ended.

    Now Ilya has climbed the ranks of the mafia, commands a region of his own, and knows better than to show weakness in rooms full of dangerous men.

    Then someone else walks in, with Shane at his side. He is polished, untouchable, and no longer Ilya’s.

    Shane says he left because it didn’t work out.

    Ilya knows he’s lying.

     

    Or: A mafia reunion fic about old debts, quiet sacrifices, dangerous men, and a love that endures, even when there is nowhere left for it to be safe.

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    24 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya woke to screams.
    “Fire! I can see fire!”
    Disoriented, he looked out the window. Smoke. Thick and rising fast. The plane began to shake violently.
    Fuck.
    Am I going to die?
    Then another thought hit, sharper, worse What about Shane?

    Everything inside Shane collapsed.
    The air left his lungs.
    The world blurred.
    Hayden was saying something, his hands on Shane’s shoulders, but Shane couldn’t hear him.
    Only one thought remained:
    Ilya. Please. Please be okay. Please...

     

    Or an alternative timeline where Ilyas plain crash was a lot more serious. And Shane just wants his Ilya back.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Back in his apartment, post-game haze thick, heat triggered early by a certain alpha, Shane does something he’s never done. He opens the league app, finds the anonymous heat assistance sign-up sheet, and posts.

    Emergency heat. Unbonded omega. One night only. No claiming. No media. Discretion required. Address in DM.

    He hits submit before he can overthink it.

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    20 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    There is no correct order of reading. I've been writing these for a while on other platforms and decided to move them over after losing my previous AO3 account! (I still can't remember what username or email I used, RIP that account from high school.)

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane invites Hayden for a relaxing game night at his house.
    Everyone is having fun, but Hayden and Ilya cannot stop bickering. Shane thinks he knows why and dares them to arm-wrestle to stop them from arguing. Winner gets to boss the other one around for the evening.
    What follows is messy and irresistible!

    Dom Ilya / Sub Hayden focus with Shane happily watching them.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    866
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    21,567

    12 Apr 2026

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