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Shatter Together by thepartyresponsible
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Dec 2019
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- 4
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26 Oct 2025
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Hurt Less by somethingradiates, thepartyresponsible
Fandom: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Punisher (TV 2017)
28 May 2021
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26 Oct 2025
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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- 56,228
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- 3/3
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20 Oct 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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- English
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- 148,982
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- 5/5
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19 Oct 2025
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There’s silence. A period of mourning for what the night could have been.
And then, Patrick says simply, “I’d do it.”
Art frowns, not following, and turns his head to look at him.
Patrick looks back, the picture of innocence, and slowly shifts his gaze from Art’s face to his hips and back again.
Oh.
Art chokes on air, splutters out a disbelieving laugh.
“You’d suck my dick?” He asks, incredulous.
Patrick shrugs. “Already had your tongue down my throat, how different could your dick be?”
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The one where Art reveals he's never had a blowjob before, and Patrick jumps at the chance to change that.
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16 Oct 2025
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is a dream a lie if it don't come true or is it something worse by comosum
Fandoms: Challengers (Movie 2024)
08 May 2024
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“Have you read this?”
Tashi doesn’t raise a brow but she does level him with a look. The look says that if she wanted to exert more than an iota of effort into this conversation, she would raise a brow. “Did you buy,” she drawls, still tapping out a rhythm on her laptop, “a teen magazine?”
“It’s GQ,” Art says. There’s a beat. “Tashi.”
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16 Oct 2025
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'I fucking want him,' Patrick snaps at Tashi. 'That's it, okay? I always have. You two ruined me for anyone else and then you let him put a ring on your finger.'
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16 Oct 2025
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Now he realizes there is no mask, no boundary, no more tennis. Only them.
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15 Oct 2025
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Steve's seen so many friendships fall apart over unrequited feelings, and he knows that he can be a lot for someone to deal with. Maybe he'd have better luck if he was someone else.
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27 Sep 2025
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Freefall by dr_girlfriend for 1000_directions
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Hawkeye (Comics), Marvel (Comics)
30 Dec 2021
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It’s a small hunting cabin. It’s unlikely to have heat or electricity, and it looks uninhabited, but it’s shelter, and Clint is beyond relieved to have managed to make it within striking distance. Just a little longer … a little farther …
It takes him long enough that he would be ashamed under any other circumstances, but eventually he gets the lock open and swings the door wide.
“Fuck me.”
It’s a small one-room cabin, dark and dusty, and notable primarily for the fact that the fucking Winter Soldier is inside, straightening up from where he was hunched by the fireplace, drawing his knife.
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- English
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- 10/10
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21 Sep 2025
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Call It What You Want To by Kangofu_CB for ClaraxBarton
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
02 Mar 2019
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The guy was all bedroom eyes and artfully-mussed hair, and his expression was caught somewhere between hopeful nerves and annoyance, only one of which Clint was used to having directed at him. He’d come dressed to impress in chinos and a navy cowl-neck cardigan, whereas Clint very definitely had not.
More importantly, Clint had no idea who the guy was.
“Yeah?” he croaked, intelligently.
The other man blinked.
“I’m here about the apartment?” Bedroom Eyes was all confused hesitation.
“Camille said she talked to you,” Bedroom Eyes continued, “and told me to stop by today. You are Clint, right?”
“Right,” Clint confirmed. “I’m Clint. Okay. Uh, come in? I guess?”
The sincere but inept accidental sugar daddy Clint AU that one person actually did ask for.
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- English
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- 48,325
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- 10/10
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21 Sep 2025
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Lucky in Love by dr_girlfriend for Lissadiane
Fandoms: Marvel (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Hawkeye (Comics)
10 Aug 2019
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Clint is only a couple of sips into his cardboard cup of coffee, his brain barely out of neutral, which is probably why it takes him so long to realize that some damn psycho is trying to kidnap his dog.
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“I’m not some charity case,” Bucky says pugnaciously.
“I didn’t think you were,” Clint answers back readily enough. “I mean, I can tell you’re fucked up for sure, but of the two of us, I’m probably the bigger disaster. My sleep schedule is shit, and I drink coffee straight from the pot. I sing in the shower even though I’m deaf as fuck. I have arrows everywhere because I’m an archer — did I tell you that? And I was raised in a literal circus, so I’m not exactly domestic. Let’s see, what else?” He squints down at the ground, rubbing the back of his neck. “Oh, yeah, I won the building in a poker game with the Russian mafia and every once in awhile they show up and try to take it back, but usually I handle it, no problem. Uh...”
Clint happens to looks up and Bucky’s eyes are wide, his mouth hanging open. Clint’s hand freezes where he’s rubbing the back of his neck, suddenly embarrassed. Yeah, when you put it all out there at once, it doesn’t sound so good.
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- 59,131
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- 21/21
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21 Sep 2025
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Learn from the Wreck by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
25 Jun 2018
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This was such a stupid idea. This was his worst idea, aside from maybe turning against Jacques. But he’s committed now. If he’s going to burn bridges, he might as well make sure they burn to the rebar.
“It’s Clint,” he says. Several long beats slip by with no reply, so he clears his throat. “Hawkeye? We met at the circus. A couple years ago. You drank a lot, so I don’t know—and it was just a couple weeks, so maybe you don’t remember, but. We did. Meet, I mean.”
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- Part 2 of Learn from the Wreck
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- English
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- 19,627
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- 4/4
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20 Sep 2025
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Do Every Stupid Thing by thepartyresponsible
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Nov 2018
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20 Sep 2025
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Your Way Up to the Light by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Batman - All Media Types, DCU
26 Dec 2017
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“That woman you’re looking for,” Batman says, without preamble. “She’s in Gotham.” There is a brief silence while Phil processes that, and then Batman adds a slightly subdued, “Good morning.”
“Good morning,” Phil says. Manners, as he is constantly reminding Jason, are free. “Are you requesting SHIELD assistance?”
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- Part 2 of Do Every Stupid Thing
- Language:
- English
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- 44,270
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- 5/5
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19 Sep 2025
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Do Every Stupid Thing by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Batman - All Media Types, DCU
09 Oct 2017
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Jason doesn’t mean for the Winter Soldier to be a present for Tony Stark. The youngest Stark isn’t supposed to be involved at all.
The plan is simple: intervene before the Winter Soldier can murder Howard and Maria, tranq the Winter Soldier until he’s sufficiently incapacitated, and then drag him off for further study and let the Starks carry on with their fraught, bourgeoisie bullshit.
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- Part 1 of Do Every Stupid Thing
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- English
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- 108,287
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- 26/26
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- 2,841
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- 9,024
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19 Sep 2025
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Shake the Devil Out of Me by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Batman - All Media Types, DCU
22 Jan 2018
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The first time Jason sees Phil Coulson, he sees him in the soft, flickering light of a warehouse fire. It’s romantic, he thinks, later. Like candlelight.
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- 9/9
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19 Sep 2025
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Starving for the Light by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
14 Nov 2021
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“You’ve got, like.” The witch taps his own chest, center mass, with the slice of pizza. “An infection, kinda. In your soul, I guess. Whatever you want to call it. Nobody wants to call it magic.”
“I don’t have any magic,” Bucky says, immediately. He’s not a witch.
“Sure,” the witch says. “Well, that thing you have that connects you to Steve, the part of you that can form bonds to other people. That part of you. It’s fucked.”
“Fucked,” Bucky repeats. He wonders if that’s a medical or magical diagnosis.
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- 45,201
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- 12/12
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19 Sep 2025
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Derek steps away from the window. “You helped me. They took that as a declaration.”
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- 1/1
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- 617
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14 Sep 2025
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Steve has a big house that is not nearly empty enough, Eddie could do with a nap and Billy is surprised to still be alive. Somehow, they make do.
Or, Steve, Billy and Eddie find themselves pushed in close proximity by circumstances, a bit of talking and a lot of weed.
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- Part 1 of Steadily
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,207
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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13 Sep 2025