1 - 20 of 190 Bookmarks by ababygargoyle

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is a fairy who's been displaced. Ilya finds him and nurses him to health.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,957
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    473
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    4,785

    30 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,945
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    755
    Kudos:
    21,457
    Bookmarks:
    4,339
    Hits:
    184,662

    28 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

    Tags
    Summary

    “Fuck, Ilya please you need to tell my parents I love them, I love them so much and I miss them and I’m so, so sorry I didn’t call them but I had to call you, because I love you, I love you, Ilya, I love—”

    The call drops.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,330
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    702
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    3,718

    28 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hello,” someone said from behind a small, rickety desk. “Could you maybe not splash water all over our forms?”

    The guy was dressed—fittingly—in red scrubs and they were shockingly flattering on him too. He had black hair, a slightly dorky haircut, and very big brown eyes. Freckles were scattered across his nose and cheeks, his lips full and a little pouty. He was, well, pretty. There was no other word for it and pretty wasn’t a word that usually came to mind when Ilya was faced with a guy.

    “It's raining.” Ilya gestured vaguely towards the door he just came through.

    “Yes, okay, but please don’t shake it everywhere.”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows at him. “Do you want my blood or not?”

    Or: A uni AU where Shane is Ilya's bi awakening with a side of "who did this to you?"

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,828
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    123
    Kudos:
    2,676
    Bookmarks:
    585
    Hits:
    19,181

    17 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

    Tags
    Summary

    im·bro·glio
    /imˈbrōlyō/
    noun
    an extremely confused or complicated situation

    “So I think it’s important to say first that, technically,” Wade said, “he’s not dead.”

    Wade Wilson is unkillable, unrepentant, and extremely motivated to get off his boyfriend’s shit list after breaking their one rule, and Peter Parker (naked, hypocritical, running an entirely self-defeating punishment) has forgotten that the man is called the Merc with a Mouth for reasons that predate the jokes.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,733
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    368
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    3,818

    08 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

    Tags
    Summary

    He starts out small.

    Spends more time shirtless than he might otherwise do, and it does always get Ilya to pay attention to him, his eyes dropping down to his chest every few words.

    So, he ups the ante a little, starts running shirtless with him, but it doesn’t work to escalate things, Ilya, for all his partying tendencies, takes hockey almost as seriously as Shane does, though not seriously enough to listen about how eating McGriddles three times a week is slowing him down, and so he focuses on workouts, only glancing at Shane once they’re done running and are panting and sweaty at the end.

    He marks the spreadsheet, shirtless gets glances, workout does not up the instances of the glances, and there’s been no touching.

    It’s a decent way to get buzzed and dizzy off of Ilya’s attention, but ultimately fruitless.

    Or: Shane and Ilya are playing gay chicken, except Shane is the only one who knows
    Shane's POV of Oblivious

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,768
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    474
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    2,935

    02 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    What if -

    Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

     

    Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,582
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    544
    Kudos:
    3,374
    Bookmarks:
    957
    Hits:
    77,703

    29 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 39

    Tags
    Summary

    Doctoral students Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have been competing for everything since they were on their college's hockey team. They're the best of the best on the ice and in the classroom and, as far as anyone knows, they hate each other. They've also been fucking in secret since they were eighteen years old.

    But some secrets don't stay buried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,476
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    316
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    3,534

    25 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya wishes he knew what he's doing wrong, for everyone in his life to decide Shane is someone to be worried for just because he is dating Ilya. It's even worse that the decision never seems to take more than ten minutes of knowing him.

    Is it just written on his forehead? Careful, this man ruins everything he touches, keep away from precious people.

    Or; Ilya heavily misunderstands who Shane's loved ones are worried for in their relationship.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,643
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    462
    Kudos:
    12,806
    Bookmarks:
    2,048
    Hits:
    117,526

    25 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Then like an anomaly in one of his datasets, a green OPEN tag appears next to one of the restaurants. Shane squints his eyes, having difficulty seeing properly without his glasses.

    Irina's Kitchen
    4.02 stars
    3 reviews

    Shane doesn't bother reading them. He taps on the website and waits for it to load. Only to be met with error.

    Sighing he exits the page and keeps on scrolling. Nothing that is open catches his interest and the rest are closed. He's wondering how stale celery would taste dipped in pickle juice when his eyes land on Irina's Kitchen once more.

    There's a phone number under the address. Shane bites his lower lip and wonders if he should call.

    A woman with an accented voice picks up after the 5th ring.

    “Hello?”

    “Uh, hey, are you guys still open?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,489
    Chapters:
    14/16
    Comments:
    3,531
    Kudos:
    10,814
    Bookmarks:
    3,503
    Hits:
    264,777

    25 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,094
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,647
    Kudos:
    28,917
    Bookmarks:
    8,036
    Hits:
    287,367

    21 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    88,928
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    1,666
    Kudos:
    20,684
    Bookmarks:
    7,354
    Hits:
    558,347

    14 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s ironic, really, that the first time Ilya ever brings up an Omega he’s interested in is also the moment Shane knows for certain something that he’s been trying to deny for years.

    That Shane is utterly, irrevocably, devastatingly head over heels in love with his best friend.

    It’s the only secret he’s ever kept from Ilya. It seems like it’s going to be one that he’s taking to his grave.

    Ilya is planning to build a nest for the Omega he’s courting. Shane has feelings about that.

    or the best friends to lovers omegaverse college AU nobody asked for.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,582
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    119
    Kudos:
    6,094
    Bookmarks:
    1,141
    Hits:
    50,922

    13 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary


    “If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?” Quickly, Ilya adds, “Don’t say that you want to know if you win the Cup.”

    “Why not? What if that’s my answer?”

    “Is so boring, Hollander. Of course you want to know this. But Ilya Rozanov and Boston Raiders exist in this world, so crystal ball says, so sad, but no.”

    “Fuck off. What are these questions even for, anyway? Are you interviewing me for something? Wouldn’t you have to, like, tell me if you were?”

    Ilya is quick to assure Hollander before his paranoia takes him right out of this phone call. “It is not for interview, Hollander. I am just wondering. Answer the question.”

    “And I can’t say that I would want to know whether I win the Cup.”

    “Yes, other than that.”

    “I guess… I guess I would want to know, like, am I happy?”

     


     
    Ilya reads an article about 36 questions that are supposed to make people fall in love. He decides to ask Shane.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,500
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,218
    Kudos:
    15,878
    Bookmarks:
    3,667
    Hits:
    112,784

    31 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    33,663
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    2,199
    Kudos:
    2,256
    Bookmarks:
    773
    Hits:
    41,305

    29 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    ===
    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
    ===

    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,488
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    498
    Kudos:
    12,581
    Bookmarks:
    2,961
    Hits:
    105,038

    14 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.

    Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.

    “Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.

     

    Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.

     

    Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,881
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    305
    Kudos:
    8,204
    Bookmarks:
    1,958
    Hits:
    82,033

    08 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,094
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,369
    Kudos:
    24,296
    Bookmarks:
    4,969
    Hits:
    147,194

    05 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.

    OR

    What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,232
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,328
    Kudos:
    10,444
    Bookmarks:
    2,764
    Hits:
    103,635

    03 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Mr. Hollander & Puppy Ilya
    A series of related works detailing the relationship between older, veteran Mr. Hollander and his younger, rookie puppy. Recommended reading order is chronological.

    limelight, 8.5k words

    Ilya Rozanov is the best damn rookie the NHL has ever seen. Shane Hollander, captain of the Metros and three-time Stanley Cup winner with over 700 career goals (not that Ilya is counting, thank you very much), just wants to help him celebrate.

    hat-trick, 17.1k words

    Ilya just wants to prove to Mr. Hollander that he can be a good boy. Mr. Hollander is happy to indulge him.

    pillowtalk, 21.5k words

    It’s not really Ilya’s fault that he needs Mr. Hollander. Besides, Mr. Hollander is happy to teach his puppy some new tricks.

    partition, 19.3k words

    Galas generally disinterest Ilya. Every rule, however, has its exception; after all, how could he turn down an invitation to an event he knows Mr. Hollander will be at?

    Words:
    66,655
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1,190

    02 Jul 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation