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  1. Fëanorian Short-Stories by

    Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien

    29 Jan 2022

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  2. Ships That Never Sailed by

    Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien

    09 Feb 2020

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  3. Letters from the Lost Continent by

    Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien

    15 Jan 2020

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  4. Fëanor in the Third Age by

    Fandom: The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien

    24 Aug 2019

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    Finding Celebrían by

    Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien  

    19 Jan 2025

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    “These days, I am of the opinion that to be healed isn’t to be cured, but rather to develop the ability to live alongside the most intolerable parts of one’s mind. Recovery is a survival tactic, though less fire-without-flint and more lizard-dropping-tail. Primed for violence, the traumatised mind does this, gives you these frantic, immovable highs and lows. And so my Celebrían is at her baddest on the days darkness spreads thickest. She is at her maddest on the days I walk barefoot across beaches and at her saddest when I sink into myself. She reintroduces me to my own mind.”

    An extended edition of my essay for Tolkien Meta Week: on autofiction, archives, healing, and why I moved across the country after finding out Elrond had a wife.

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    09 Feb 2025

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    THIS IS HOW YOU SURVIVE THE COHABITATIONAL BLISS THAT FOLLOWS AFTER YOU WIN/LOSE THE TIME WAR by

    Fandoms: This is How You Lose the Time War - Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone  

    14 Aug 2019

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    Tongue firmly in cheek, I submit this brief glimpse of the life that follows once Red and Blue are ensconced in happy domesticity in a well-guarded little time bubble of their own. --SL

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    24 Apr 2021

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    Amber Skies by

    Fandoms: Original Work  

    26 Jun 2022

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    01 Apr 2021

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    Unwanted Advice by

    Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings (Movies), The Hobbit (Jackson Movies)  

    03 Sep 2017

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    In which Fëanor lingers on as a disembodied spirit only Elrond and his family can see.

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    06 Mar 2021

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    my love took me down to the river to silence me by

    Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Trilogy | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir  

    17 Sep 2020

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    Cytherea is waiting for you at the River. She’s got a little boat tied to a stake at the water’s edge, and she’s wearing a frankly ridiculous sunhat. She waves you down as you approach, as if there’s any chance of you missing her.

    “Well” she says, smiling her million-watt smile, “you fucked that one up rather spectacularly.”

    “You’re one to talk.” You snap. “You got murdered by a toddler with a bone fetish.”

    “I missed you too, Mercy.” Cytherea says, and rises up on her tiptoes to kiss both your cheeks. “Now come along, we’ve got a very busy afterlife ahead of us.”

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    25 Feb 2021