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Buck is bored, barely hard, and very fucking frustrated. He tries to think of something else, of the porn he usually watches, of how he touches himself when he's alone (and does a much better job than Robert), but nothing works.
It's as if the only thing his mind can focus on is how disappointed this whole encounter is, how no one seems to be able to understand what he wants.
Eddie would understand what I want right away.
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Buck closes his eyes and leans helplessly into the touch.
He needs this. Needs Eddie close enough to quiet the noise in his head.
If he could, he thinks, he would climb right inside Eddie’s ribcage and stay there awhile, somewhere warm and safe where nothing could touch him.
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After a bad call, Buck comes home to Eddie.
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Because it has always been him. The origin point of consequence, the body through which punishment distributes itself outward.
And all his life, he had run from it, letting others take the hit, turning them into sacrifices when it should have been him from the start.
His chest aches as another broken sob escapes him.
And slowly, through the ache and the shaking, something shifts inside him until even prayer changes shape, until it is no longer plea but transaction, no longer asking but offering.
Retribution.
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Or, a character study on Eddie Diaz’s religious guilt.
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If you were to ask Buck, he doesn't know exactly why he accepted a summer job as a ranch hand in rural Montana. Possibly, it was just his way of "finding himself", or so he says.
Enter Eddie Diaz: ranch owner, cowboy extraordinaire, father to the sweetest kid Buck’s ever met, and keeper of trust issues Buck can’t even begin to understand.
And oh, warm brown eyes.
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Or, Buck accepts a job as a ranch hand, only to quickly discover there is much more to love than the Rocky Mountains.
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It’s definitely Christopher’s fault—his long hair, to be exact—that Eddie ends up at this ridiculous “Pints and Ponytails” event. Unfortunately, there’s also a very hot guy there.
And Eddie panics. A lot.
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Somewhere, in the back of Eddie’s brain, a wire flicks. Somewhere in his mind, unshown on his facial expression, a part of Eddie is in a rage room throwing glasses at walls and taking a hammer to a pile of bricks.
He didn’t think losing Shannon as a partner could be any worse. And yet, he’s partnered with a man. For a romantic couples piece. What’s more, he hates Evan Buckley.
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A self-indulgent college AU I wrote because I wanted theatre kid Buck and dancer Eddie to makeout. Eventually.
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04 Jul 2026
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After breaking up with Natalia, Buck finds out he is cursed to never be able to be completely satisfied-sexually or otherwise- without his soulmate.
Mostly follows canon but with a new soulmate twist.
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29 Jun 2026
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“Alright,” Eddie shrugs, laissez-faire. He pulls Buck’s plate to the center of the table; pushes his own forward in kind. Then he begins a drawn-out circus routine of plucking an olive at a time up and out of the bowl and plopping them onto their respective dishes, one by one.
The delicate, repetitive movement of Eddie’s pinched fingers reminds Buck of picking the petals off of flowers. He loves me. He loves me not. He love—
An olive hits him square in the forehead.
“There,” Eddie says, resolute, as the pitted projectile tumbles to the ground at Buck’s feet. “Equal treatment.”
Or: Buck, Eddie, and the olive theory. Well, in theory.
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09 Jun 2026
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It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.
“Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”
The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.
“Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”
His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.
or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.
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24 May 2026
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The Heliophilic Condition by 2beeautifuul for funnyfeelingbuckley
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
10 Sep 2026
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The odds might actually be in Buck’s favor.
It’s all Eddie can hope for. When it comes down to it, Eddie could live a thousand lifetimes and never deserve the love Buck’s given him. In the arena, he’ll fight to keep Buck alive.
Because Buck is the best of them.
To win the Games is for Buck to survive.
or, Eddie Diaz, Victor of the 69th Hunger Games, prepares for another year of the Games. Little does he know that the Quarter Quell will have devastating consequences.
or, the 118 is thrown into the Hunger Games
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21 May 2026