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    “Thank you,” Ilya murmured, “You have no idea how much this means to me.”

    Shane let out a small huff of laughter, ruffling Ilya's hair. “Don’t thank me just yet, you need to go out there with me.”

    Ilya pulled back to look at Shane with a solemn expression, “Shane, if you really have any more surprises for me in the living room, I will sob”

    Shane pursed his lips, “Do you want me to lie?”

    “God,” He said, hiding his face in Shane's neck again. “You are horrible”

     

    or; the fluffy Ilya birthday fic we all deserve

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    16 Jun 2026

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    POR FIN ALGO LINDO PPR EL CUMPLEAÑOS DE ILYA

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LO QUE HE LLORADO, MR ENCANTA

  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    A routine family dinner with Shane’s parents is supposed to be a safe haven, but the wires in Ilya's hyper-vigilant mind are already short-circuiting.

    When David raises his hand in a fast, playful motion toward Shane, the innocent gesture drags Ilya screaming back to a cramped, terrifying apartment in Moscow.

    His oldest survival instinct immediately overrides everything else: protect the person you love.

    Dropping to his knees to take a blow that isn't coming, Ilya lays his deepest, most heavily guarded trauma completely bare on the living room floor.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Maldito seas Grigori rozanov cuando te encuentre en el infierno te las verás conmigo

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    Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose agree to a mutually beneficial lavender relationship for the cameras.

    If only Ilya would let him explain...

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Me quedé en el capítulo 10 (11 si contamos el prólogo)

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    WEI HE LLORADO

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    “What is the price you are willing to pay to be free?”

    After a failed raid, Captain Ilya Rozanov refuses to return empty-handed. He settles for a far more promising treasure: Shane Hollander, crown prince and the Queen’s only son. Taken aboard as ransom, Shane is meant to be nothing more than leverage in the negotiation between crown and pirates.

    However, the lines between Shane being a captive of the captain and something else entirely soon begin to blur. The closer the exchange comes, the harder it becomes for them to resist the pull between them. The noose around their necks gradually tightens, and soon they must navigate between love, the longing for freedom, and duty.

    ⊹₊⟡⋆
    A Hollanov slow burn Pirate AU

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane príncipe e Ilya PIRATAAAAAAAAAAA

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LINDOSISIISSISINMO DIOSMAJISKSIDOD SOY LA ESCOBA QUE MENOS BARRE EL POSTE QUE MENOS MEAM

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    Shane had come around on the idea of Ilya spitting on his food and in his drinks the second he realised that it was going to become a theme. The immediate gut reaction of arousal, lead fairly quickly into a private spiral of shame before looping back around to a deep wanting again. The whole thought process had occurred in roughly under 5 minutes. But knowing you liked your husband spitting on everything and asking for it were two completely different things. Shane thought about it a lot, practiced how he would bring it up in conversation in his head and tried to give small hints to Ilya that he would be open to trying it again sometime. Eventually, he resigned himself to wait, he knew Ilya well enough to trust he would handle it.

    Or: the five times Ilya spits on Shane's food/drink and one time Shane spits back

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Tremendo bbs

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    JUAJSJSSKKSS ILYA ESTARÍA ORGULLOSO DE ESOS NOVATOS

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    Ilya Rozanov loves his husband normally.

    Or, at least, that is what he tells everyone.

    Unfortunately for Shane Hollander, Ilya’s definition of normal includes saying “my husband Shane” at every possible opportunity, reposting thirst edits from his verified account, attaching himself to Shane in public like an emotionally unstable wolf, and treating every casual compliment as a personal threat to the sanctity of their marriage.

    Shane complains. Loudly. Often.

    He also never really tells him to stop.

    A story about being loved too much, too publicly, too ridiculously — and learning, slowly, to love loudly back.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lo que he sufrido por la ENVIDIA
    OH ILYA ROZANOV EL HOMBRE QUE ERES,

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    Rozanov pins Shane down, fucks into him like he almost hates him, gets a hand around his cock, rough and deliberate, and says it low against his ear—go ahead, try it. Say her name one more time, I fucking dare you—and Shane opens his mouth and sobs into the pillow and nothing else comes out. Just tears and the blood under his nails from Rozanov's back. Then he finds the angle he's been finding since Nashville, and the name is gone entirely.

    That's also, more or less, the point.

    Shane hates him for that. He hates him the way you hate something that keeps being right about you.

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    Or: Shane spends nine years building a structure so airtight it functions as a personality, and Ilya Rozanov spends nine years being the single thing that doesn't fit inside it.

    Featuring crazy situationship sex, the complications of sometimes being a terrible person, and one unhinged fixation on Svetlana Vetrova, 31 photos deep, that was never about Svetlana Vetrova.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    WEI LOQUERA TOTAL ME ENCANTA

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    Ilya has always loved the little things Shane does. It’s one of the million reasons he married him. Shane can say hi to him in the morning and suddenly Ilya knows he’s going to have a good day.

    Unfortunately, sometimes Shane does something so painfully mundane and attractive that Ilya temporarily loses the ability to act like a normal human being.

    Or:

    5 times Shane's domesticity turns Ilya on, and 1 time Ilya finally acts on it.

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    06 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Estos nunca se van a divorciar por falta de pasión óyeme lo que te digo

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    Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.

    Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    LO QUE HE DISFRUTADO ME ENVANTA TIENE DE TODO

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    La cosa más linda hasta ahora
    Voy por el capítulo 16 de 21, siento que todo se va a ir a la verga tengo miedo Jin

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    31 May 2026

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    WL PRIMER HOLLANOV QUE LEÍ

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    [Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov sit on director’s chairs in a white sound studio. They are both wearing Ottawa Centaurs jerseys, and Ilya smiles warmly at Shane as a makeup artist places a small bit of powder across his cheeks while a producer hands them both a practice board.]

    Shane: So, these are just internet searches people do of us?

    Producer: Yes! The most popular ones, and you just answer or comment on them. There’s one board for you, one for Ilya, and then one of the two of you combined. 

    Shane: Sounds harmless enough. 

    Ilya: You do not spend much time on the internet if you think this sounds harmless. 

    Producer: Would you like to practice taking the tape off? 

    [They both nod, and she hands each of them a board. Shane politely and carefully rips off the top piece of tape, focusing on pulling it straight off without ripping it. During the time it takes Shane to take off one piece, Ilya rips off four, crumpling up the tape and throwing it in the air like confetti. A piece hits Shane’s head, and he looks at his husband, slightly startled, while Ilya beams back happily.]

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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BONIS

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    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Moya lyubov please unblock me

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Let me know when you’re ready to talk i will kneel

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: character not enough but i’ll kneel and apologi

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: ze to you for hours if you want me to i miss

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $10,000
    Remarks: you so much

     

    Yuna Hollander (Husband's Mom): Did you just wire my son $30K?

    Ilya: It’s the only platform he cannot block me from Yuna I am desperate

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    31 May 2026

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    QUE.RISA KAISKSKSKSKA

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    “You can also do reading about love?” Ilya asks, his voice slightly less self-assured than before.

    “Of course. Let me shuffle a bit more… Hm. You are in love, correct?”

    “Well… I think so, yes.”

    Shane almost loses his breath. Has Ilya met someone? He can’t already be in love with the blonde from the club, can he? Or is this about that Svetlana girl he mentioned?

    “You think so?” Madam Lucille sounds slightly amused.

    “It is complicated.”

    “Oh dear, love is never complicated. It’s the simplest feeling in the world.”

    -----

    OR: At a fundraiser event they both attend, Ilya gets a tarot reading while Shane eavesdrops. Then they drive together, alone for the first time since the tuna meltdown. Basically, there's a lot of angst.

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    30 May 2026

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    Bonis

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    “Baby, you’ll never find someone if you’re that scared of meeting people.”

    “Leave him alone, Rosy,” Jackie waves a hand in the air: “He’ll find someone when he’s ready.”

    “It’s not that—” Shane’s words wobble out like a whisper, like his tongue turned to rubber because of the alcohol.

    Rose is too invested in her thesis to even pay him attention: “I’m just saying! It’s for his health! I don’t think he should be spending all of his heats alone, that’s it. It can’t be healthy.”

    It’s not that—I have this—this thing—

    “I don’t think I can orgasm,” he blurts out.

    Or the one where Shane Hollander, at twenty seven, is the first male-omega captain of the Montreal Metros. Under his belt, he has two Stanley Cups, forty million dollars of net worth and zero orgasms. This must change. (Rose suggests a check up might help). (Jackie knows a great gynecologist downtown).

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    29 May 2026

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    FUAAAAAAAA

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    28 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    La recalcada madre que me parió, que buena historia ptm

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